being gl is so fun

[karbo]

when i perceive myself as good looking, i'm way more inclined to go out and do anything, talk to parents and whatever else
its just fun walking around others when (((in your brain))) you are a superior good looking human among them.

but when im subhuman i just want to rot all day, feel like everything is pointless. moneymaxxing, videogamemaxxing fashionmaxxing its all a cope, whats the point when im subhuman? its so draining to be obsessed about appearance. ive been bloated for 11 days now and its making me go insane tbh.
i dont even think i deserve basic joys because i look so subhuman from the side right now. i despise subhumans and i want to kill myself when i perceive myself as one

 

[deer]

Thinking you’re a chad in public will help you talk to people and make you more confident.
But nothing is worse than crossing your reflection or a mirror on the street, ruins everything

 

[karbo]

Thinking you’re a chad in public will help you talk to people and make you more confident.
But nothing is worse than crossing your reflection or a mirror on the street, ruins everything

yes you can delusionmaxx, but it wont be the same. you will just come across as "being too much"
i can take phenibut/get drunk to confidencemaxx and lowinhibmaxx but whats the point when i look like shit?

my desire is not to be a popular guy through my personality, because everyone can do that. literally every person on earth can jestermaxx and be that typical full of energy funny kid but thats nothing special. attractive people get that specific type of respect from everyone. they are immediately looked up to wherever they go. thats what i want to achieve. i want to be looked at as a superior being

 

[deer]

yes you can delusionmaxx, but it wont be the same. you will just come across as "being too much"
i can take phenibut/get drunk to confidencemaxx and lowinhibmaxx but whats the point when i look like shit?

my desire is not to be a popular guy through my personality, because everyone can do that. literally every person on earth can jestermaxx and be that typical full of energy funny kid but thats nothing special. attractive people get that specific type of respect from everyone. they are immediately looked up to wherever they go. thats what i want to achieve. i want to be looked at as a superior being

I just want a good looking loving girlfriend, that’s all I want tbh, all I need

 

[karbo]

I just want a good looking loving girlfriend, that’s all I want tbh, all I need

i can relate tbh. having a good looking girlfriend who u actually love is such serotonin/dopamine u might aswell just stop with the looksmaxxing. its like the missing link. if you manage to get one, you will immediately feel high status/superior to other kids (experience)

 

[Entschuldigung]

When you feel ugly you just wanna stay inside and die and kill tbh