being stoned driving and at school

[xuzky]

My life has been so shit recently besides slaying this one ltb with body halo a couple weeks ago.

I've been driving 15 mins to school every morning (6+ blinkers back to back) and ripping like 2-3 blinkers between every period for the last month. Been clean this week only cus I've been rly sick the whole time and can't get another yart (hard to get in my country) which has been making me feel even more shit. Not only that I started playing rust again which is depleting my iq to the max.

will it get better or is this it for the foreseeable future? It's even worse because I know its so degenerate but I don't even gaf because Im so satisfied with spending whole afternoon until 2am getting stoned, ordering dinner, and gaming

 

[LooksMaxsterAwesome]

You will quit later if you want to its good to burn up all that karma at a young age. Also your question "will it get better or is this if for the foreseeable future?" yea you can make it better but only if you are willing to do the hard work ya ok

 

[LooksMaxsterAwesome]

U give a list of all your problems why dont you just fix them
"spending whole afternoon until 2am getting stoned, ordering dinner, and gaming"

Instead: go to bed at 10, eat steak and eggs and milk and fruit everyday, and go on walks in nature

 

[LooksMaxsterAwesome]

All that money u spend on weed u could instead spend on steak to get fking jacked niga

 

[xuzky]

U give a list of all your problems why dont you just fix them
"spending whole afternoon until 2am getting stoned, ordering dinner, and gaming"

Instead: go to bed at 10, eat steak and eggs and milk and fruit everyday, and go on walks in nature

I don't because I don't have the innate desire to change. I'm self aware enough to realise that my lifestyle is degenerate but I enjoy it and don't see how discipline and hard work will be beneficial when Im very content with the way things are. I have the willpower to stop if I really wanted to but I just don't want to if that makes sense.

 

[xuzky]

All that money u spend on weed u could instead spend on steak to get fking jacked niga

it doesn't rly matter because my dad is on a good western salary in a poor country. I don't have a reason to need to save up because my family pays for everything for me, so any spare money I have basically 100% goes to things like carts n cigs

 

[User28823]

its not looking good bud