Better experiences but I still feel ugly

[bddcoper]

So I’ve been approached and randomly complimented on my looks (face specifically) recently by girls at my uni and now have a girl asking to do fwb with me despite her not seeing me for two months (I’ve ascended since then but she hasn’t seen me since so it’s still based on an older me). People are also really nice to me now and smile when they see me. Even my parents are convinced that I get girls now and constantly ask me to not fuck around and they don’t believe me when I say I don’t (yet they claim looks don’t matter when it comes to getting girls )

I know I’m MTN (with height halo) but whenever I look in the mirror I see a bloated piece of shit staring back. People say my face is too lean and my parents say it’s boney but all I see are fat cheeks. Especially after injecting shit into my face all I see is a fat fuck which convinces me that I still am one since the swelling shouldn’t be that bad (not fat dissolvers). What the fuck is going on? Why am I still insecure or dysmorphic if all this is happening? Either everyone is lying or my eyes are deceiving me in some way

 

[abzz!]

same experience as me

despite me looking much better than i used to and getting compliments frequently

i still see the once fat & insecure kid looking back at me in the mirror

it's normal, don't worry.

 

[Number1Greycel]

Its never enough

 

[Veridic]

So I’ve been approached and randomly complimented on my looks (face specifically) recently by girls at my uni and now have a girl asking to do fwb with me despite her not seeing me for two months (I’ve ascended since then but she hasn’t seen me since so it’s still based on an older me). People are also really nice to me now and smile when they see me. Even my parents are convinced that I get girls now and constantly ask me to not fuck around and they don’t believe me when I say I don’t (yet they claim looks don’t matter when it comes to getting girls )

I know I’m MTN (with height halo) but whenever I look in the mirror I see a bloated piece of shit staring back. People say my face is too lean and my parents say it’s boney but all I see are fat cheeks. Especially after injecting shit into my face all I see is a fat fuck which convinces me that I still am one since the swelling shouldn’t be that bad (not fat dissolvers). What the fuck is going on? Why am I still insecure or dysmorphic if all this is happening? Either everyone is lying or my eyes are deceiving me in some way

You’re looking at individual features, take a step back into other people’s shoes, view yourself the way they would. Someone who doesn’t know your inner thoughts and self criticism, but as the whole image.

 

[Faxed]

How tall are you?

 

[bddcoper]

How tall are you?

6 but I fraud to 6’2 (impossible to tell)

You’re looking at individual features, take a step back into other people’s shoes, view yourself the way they would. Someone who doesn’t know your inner thoughts and self criticism, but as the whole image.

same experience as me

despite me looking much better than i used to and getting compliments frequently

i still see the once fat & insecure kid looking back at me in the mirror

it's normal, don't worry.

Thank you guys. Like I don’t even know what I’m seeing as I’m 10-12% lean if not lower (high e2 bloat). I had ab veins and my parents and doctor are concerned about my weight but face is law I guess

 

[revant]

whats ur current stack? also really mirin ngl good stuff

 

[bddcoper]

whats ur current stack? also really mirin ngl good stuff

Skin stack u can prob find just google search my username and “skin stack by February”

Test 350
GH 3 IUs daily
Reta

Adding var soon

 

[revant]

holy lowkey mirin ngl

 

[ccwb]

Skin stack u can prob find just google search my username and “skin stack by February”

Test 350
GH 3 IUs daily
Reta

Adding var soon

Did u notice insane changes in terms of face from test?

 

[maxinhib]

take a picture from far away, it might change your perspective? idk just a suggestion because i had the same issue, i thought i was fat as fuck but then i was in the background of a photo and i looked like a starving child. you can get really used to how you look in the mirror and not notice changes in your face, even facial leanness (in my experience)

 

[ccwb]

So I’ve been approached and randomly complimented on my looks (face specifically) recently by girls at my uni and now have a girl asking to do fwb with me despite her not seeing me for two months (I’ve ascended since then but she hasn’t seen me since so it’s still based on an older me). People are also really nice to me now and smile when they see me. Even my parents are convinced that I get girls now and constantly ask me to not fuck around and they don’t believe me when I say I don’t (yet they claim looks don’t matter when it comes to getting girls )

I know I’m MTN (with height halo) but whenever I look in the mirror I see a bloated piece of shit staring back. People say my face is too lean and my parents say it’s boney but all I see are fat cheeks. Especially after injecting shit into my face all I see is a fat fuck which convinces me that I still am one since the swelling shouldn’t be that bad (not fat dissolvers). What the fuck is going on? Why am I still insecure or dysmorphic if all this is happening? Either everyone is lying or my eyes are deceiving me in some way

same experience as me

despite me looking much better than i used to and getting compliments frequently

i still see the once fat & insecure kid looking back at me in the mirror

it's normal, don't worry.

I relate asf, I got height and voice halo cuz I’m 6ft at 14, and get complimented and I’m mtn, it’s very fucking weird, some compliment, some don’t, some actually look at me disgusted and look at the 5ft4 kid classmate who didn’t hit puberty better than me, I’m confused

 

[bddcoper]

Did u notice insane changes in terms of face from test?

Just bloating and masseter size increase too early to comment on other things