Bff's Dad raped me during a sleepover

[Jonas2k7]

I have turned into a total mess..

I've had more then one experience with rape.. which makes me think I am the problem. I rarely talk to anyone about any of this but this place felt safe.. The first time still haunts me and it's hard to put into words so sorry if I do a bad job.

I was 13 and my bff's dad raped me during a sleepover. The way he did it and the way it made me feel was so horrible. His words were so gross and I had never felt a man on top of me like that. And the worst part.. I had an orgasm. It's like my body betrayed me, tell me I should like it or something. Sorry if I'm rambling I just don't know how to better put it into words.

I also feel like I have become hypersexual. It gets in the way of my day to day life and I have trouble being in control. While part of me thinks this is who I am the other parts also hates it. I don't know what to think, sorry.

 

[Mull70]

Having Griffith as pfp is quite ironic. Probably fake anyway

 

[20/04/2008]

I have turned into a total mess..

I've had more then one experience with rape.. which makes me think I am the problem. I rarely talk to anyone about any of this but this place felt safe.. The first time still haunts me and it's hard to put into words so sorry if I do a bad job.

I was 13 and my bff's dad raped me during a sleepover. The way he did it and the way it made me feel was so horrible. His words were so gross and I had never felt a man on top of me like that. And the worst part.. I had an orgasm. It's like my body betrayed me, tell me I should like it or something. Sorry if I'm rambling I just don't know how to better put it into words.

I also feel like I have become hypersexual. It gets in the way of my day to day life and I have trouble being in control. While part of me thinks this is who I am the other parts also hates it. I don't know what to think, sorry.

Bro it’s really not the place to talk about that stuff its like if i was depressed and wanted to discuss with 4chan og users

 

[greycel]

First there was @Vermilioncore
Then @ElySioNs
Now you..




Also jfl at reading this and larping, removing last para

 

[Jonas2k7]

Bro it’s really not the place to talk about that stuff its like if i was depressed and wanted to discuss with 4chan og users

Yes, it was me ofc

 

[Jonas2k7]

First there was @Vermilioncore
Then @ElySioNs
Now you..




Also jfl at reading this and larping, removing last para

I removed the last paragraph only because

more text -> higher possibility of "dnr"

 

[PlayersGetPlayed]

I feel sorry to hear that bro. Hope ur doing fine

 

[Jonas2k7]

I feel sorry to hear that bro. Hope ur doing fine

Thanks

A rep would make me feel better just saying

 

[ElySioNs]

I have turned into a total mess..

I've had more then one experience with rape.. which makes me think I am the problem. I rarely talk to anyone about any of this but this place felt safe.. The first time still haunts me and it's hard to put into words so sorry if I do a bad job.

I was 13 and my bff's dad raped me during a sleepover. The way he did it and the way it made me feel was so horrible. His words were so gross and I had never felt a man on top of me like that. And the worst part.. I had an orgasm. It's like my body betrayed me, tell me I should like it or something. Sorry if I'm rambling I just don't know how to better put it into words.

I also feel like I have become hypersexual. It gets in the way of my day to day life and I have trouble being in control. While part of me thinks this is who I am the other parts also hates it. I don't know what to think, sorry.

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