big risk paid off

[cute]

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im about to take a big risk rn

im about to take a big risk with a girl rn

looksmax.org

girl said she is down to come to my place during the summer
told her my house is empty so we could do whatever
so this is a good thing, finally

 

[piec]

buy a shitcoin at 40x leverage instead

 

[cute]

buy a shitcoin at 40x leverage instead

im dead broke
0x40= 0

 

[piec]

im dead broke
0x40= 0

sell your house and clothes

 

[cute]

@ropemax
i cant even enjoy this thought because too depressed
the fact that she mogs me in life experiences and in looks makes me wanna stop talking and ldar
how do i disconnect my feelings from shit like this
pls dont say meditation tbh

 

[VohnnyBoy]

context

im about to take a big risk rn

im about to take a big risk with a girl rn

looksmax.org

girl said she is down to come to my place during the summer
told her my house is empty so we could do whatever
so this is a good thing, finally

lifemogs me , happy for you mane

 

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lifemogs me , happy for you mane

i dont life mog anyone probably, ive been sad for the last couple of years constantly
the excitement of this also died down fast af because i start liking every girl too fast while none of them would be a long term fit for me

 

[ropemax]

@ropemax
i cant even enjoy this thought because too depressed
the fact that she mogs me in life experiences and in looks makes me wanna stop talking and ldar
how do i disconnect my feelings from shit like this
pls dont say meditation tbh

you're afraid she will think you're a loser/inferior when you meet irl?

 

[cute]

you're afraid she will think you're a loser/inferior when you meet irl?

not really i can fake my life and personality somewhat
im afraid i will feel like too much of a loser
especially because every girl i talk to i immediately get feelings because i always hope for something more and for a perfect fit
but that obv never happens, idk how to disconnect like my ego and long term hopes from some potential temporary fling like this

 

[ropemax]

not really i can fake my life and personality somewhat
im afraid i will feel like too much of a loser
especially because every girl i talk to i immediately get feelings because i always hope for something more and for a perfect fit
but that obv never happens, idk how to disconnect like my ego and long term hopes from some potential temporary fling like this

maybe you're not the type of person who is suited for temporary flings

 

[cute]

maybe you're not the type of person who is suited for temporary flings

but temporary stuff is the only way i could feel intimacy
im not stable enough for long term tbh

 

[ropemax]

but temporary stuff is the only way i could feel intimacy
im not stable enough for long term tbh

then you gotta make yourself stable bro. I personally don't like temporary shit because I need emotional connection first for it not to feel empty and if i have that might as well go long term.

 

[cute]

then you gotta make yourself stable bro. I personally don't like temporary shit because I need emotional connection first for it not to feel empty and if i have that might as well go long term.

yeah i know i would prefer long term stuff too definitely
any ideas on becoming more stable?

 

[ropemax]

yeah i know i would prefer long term stuff too definitely
any ideas on becoming more stable?

well how exactly aren't you stable? what makes you say that

 

[cute]

well how exactly aren't you stable? what makes you say that

mood swings, insecurity, depressed, neurotic, jealous mostly

 

[ropemax]

mood swings, insecurity, depressed, neurotic, jealous mostly

tbh you should drop acid unironically. I don't know if it would be a permanent fix but a trip with the right intention would definitely rewire you and catapult you out of this for some time. Then you could work on not falling back into old patterns. Much more effective option than therapy tbh.

 

[cute]

tbh you should drop acid unironically. I don't know if it would be a permanent fix but a trip with the right intention would definitely rewire you and catapult you out of this for some time. Then you could work on not falling back into old patterns. Much more effective option than therapy tbh.

i’ve heard acid can be very dangerous if your state of mind is bad when you take it

 

[ropemax]

i’ve heard acid can be very dangerous if your state of mind is bad when you take it

yeah you should take it when you're stable and in the right environment. Obviously you're never really fully "stable", but people who do it in a therapist's office aren't either, so just do it on a relatively good day. You can go out in nature where you'll be alone and undisturbed, or do it in your home. But you need to set the right intention before, namely that you are looking to resolve your issues. If you do that and sit in your room with the lights off and in meditation, or walking in the mountains/woods on a sunny day listening to your favorite songs, you will be changed.

 

[rawr]

context

im about to take a big risk rn

im about to take a big risk with a girl rn

looksmax.org

girl said she is down to come to my place during the summer
told her my house is empty so we could do whatever
so this is a good thing, finally

lucky bhai