911MrSuicidal
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Okay so I met this girl ages back at some church group thing back when I was a religiouscel. Anyways I’ve never had a crush on someone more in my life, she’s showed up in various dreams of mine and practically haunts my dreams. I’ve barely even talked to her too. The large majority of the dreams she’s distant, like I will bump into her shortly and we will part ways or she will be in the background talking to her friends etc. I even made a playlist about her called “Limerence” with songs like “headlock”, “please please let me get what I want” and “chest pain” just to name a few. Anyways now here’s a story, I was clubbing once and I saw a girl (low htb) who looked kinda like her. I saw a short Normie approach her and she instantly rejected him. I was funny enough feeling pretty confident that day and approached her almost immediately afterwards and in a minute we started making out. We ended up going on a few dates but I ended up getting bored of her and kinda ghosted her. She said she has abandonment issues and knew I would abandon her one day which I kinda did lmfao. But anyways here’s the gold, I had previously told her that she looks like a girl I “had” a crush on and of course she didn’t like it and was like “go speak to her then” but she still ended up liking me lol. Anyways I ended up showing her a picture of the girl that I said she looks like and she was actually offended as if I compared her to shrek or something and told me she was ugly and said she expected me to show her some model or something. I said “but she’s out of me league” and the girl on the date with looked at me like I told her pigs can fly. I was gobblesmacked, I mean this girl was Stacy to me, a girl that I could only dreeeaam of dating. Unreachable, Untouchable, Imperfect, drop dead gorgeous, literally my dream girl. Now you may chalk this up to be jealousy, considering I did compare her to a girl I was so fond of. Well get this, every guy I’ve told about her to was shocked I even liked her and were like “really? Her?”. When I’ve asked my black pilled mates they called her mtb and low htb at BEST. Why would I be so obsessed with an mtb??? Need answers.
