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My mom didn’t even really want to raise me from age 11/12 and onward. She just wanted to go outside for long hours and come home at night. Even on weekends

Burnt myself through vidya because it’s all I had.
 
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same bro, stay strong because life tought us early enough that it's better to survive on our own and to taste the fruits of life alone

at third grade i was always alone and wasn't allowed to go outside, i got hooked on vidya
 
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Pietros after
 
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I am incapable of happiness but I enjoy it personally. Having psychopathic traits is masculine and makes you a very powerful person
 
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Little parents are good role models for their children going forward. They either neglect or protect too much, and both cause great failures on your neurotransmitters. Truly sad indeed
 
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Little parents are good role models for their children going forward. They either neglect or protect too much, and both cause great failures on your neurotransmitters. Truly sad indeed
Everything requires a balance
 
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Little parents are good role models for their children going forward. They either neglect or protect too much, and both cause great failures on your neurotransmitters. Truly sad indeed
Neglected mog tbh
 
I fucking loved vidya though, what's the problem
 
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I fucking loved vidya though, what's the problem
The problem is that it’s the only thing I had. I burnt out on it, I can’t enjoy vidya anymore. It’s boring to me
 
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The problem is that it’s the only thing I had. I burnt out on it, I can’t enjoy vidya anymore. It’s boring to me
I've not been playing it for 1 year now.. I played in total about 20k hours I think. I was best at every games and I enjoyed it at certain point. But after that I was just addicted and played it like mandatory.
Since i started going out i cant play it anymore it's so boring
 
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inel trait
 
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same bro, stay strong because life tought us early enough that it's better to survive on our own and to taste the fruits of life alone
That's such a cope we have ingrained
 
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I've not been playing it for 1 year now.. I played in total about 20k hours I think. I was best at every games and I enjoyed it at certain point. But after that I was just addicted and played it like mandatory.
Since i started going out i cant play it anymore it's so boring
I have 1.4K hours on fifa 18 alone.
 
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That's such a cope we have ingrained
The truth is that no person (who doesn't want to be alone - inb4 I'm a sociopath and don't like company) can be happy being alone.

I can't be happy. This past Christmas I didn't even get a dinner with someone. I stayed NYE in my room. No one said merry Christmas nobody said anything.

Is ut really "better" for me to be like that? Because the youngish chad with family friends and girlfriend seems to be way happier and do better lol
same bro, stay strong because life tought us early enough that it's better to survive on our own and to taste the fruits of life alone

at third grade i was always alone and wasn't allowed to go outside, i got hooked on vidya
 
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The truth is that no person (who doesn't want to be alone - inb4 I'm a sociopath and don't like company) can be happy being alone.

I can't be happy. This past Christmas I didn't even get a dinner with someone. I stayed NYE in my room. No one said merry Christmas nobody said anything.

Is ut really "better" for me to be like that? Because the youngish chad with family friends and girlfriend seems to be way happier and do better lol
Chad probably gets tons of love and validation from his parents, friends, girlfriend and extended family.

@nausea why you reacting with huh
 
Chad probably gets tons of love and validation from his parents, friends, girlfriend and extended family.

@nausea why you reacting with huh
He's got it all
 
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That's such a cope we have ingrained
everyone has to cope in life but the majority decides to cope with slaying and others with vidyas
 
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i have not enjoyed video games with a select few since i was 14. i enjoy nothing.
 
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everyone has to cope in life but the majority decides to cope with slaying and others with vidyas
You can cope as much as u please. Just pointed out the flowed logic behind certain "self empowering" words people are very quick to say that are nothing but lies and nonsense.
You can cope as much as u please. Just pointed out the flowed logic behind certain "self empowering" words people are very quick to say that are nothing but lies and nonsense.
In fact I'm glad u can cope because if u can't then there's a big problem tbh
 
so sorry man same shit happened to me.
 
so sorry man same shit happened to me.
Chad with parents who care = fulfilled and validated

chad with parents who don’t care= validated by society but broken mentally

incel/normie with parents who care = content

incel/normie with parents who don’t care = broken, unfulfilled, depressed and destroyed
 
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BTW when I was a child like 5 or so he'd leave me on the streets purposely and claim he didn't want to go out with me.

I don't give a shot tho as that vanilla stuff compared to more things that happened
 
incel/normie with parents who don’t care = broken, unfulfilled, depressed and destroyed

Something that people here fail to understand is that life is ingrained.

Your parents have the ability to give you the properties of a magnet (or you're born one). You could attract great things, or just be a piece of wood being consumed by woodworms.

If someone happens to be that piece of wood, no amount of positive thinking will save them. I don't think anything can.

You have more chances to be good looking too if your parents are smart and nice. Many factors being involved.
 
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Same

I legitimately wasn’t raised by my mom after 6, I had a baby sister almost everyday until 8-9pm

I have no family either or dad, it’s terrible
 
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My mom didn’t even really want to raise me from age 11/12 and onward. She just wanted to go outside for long hours and come home at night. Even on weekends

Burnt myself through vidya because it’s all I had.
Your mom is a piece of shit, she ruined you, she neglected you.
 
Your mommy sucking dicks and getting fucked at club toilets while you are home alone at 11

Man, sometimes I am happy to be Muslim. We don't have shit like that.
 
I know the feels, shit family life too
Your mommy sucking dicks and getting fucked at club toilets while you are home alone at 11

Man, sometimes I am happy to be Muslim. We don't have shit like that.
erm i’m turk/albanian and i see plenty muslim girls who aren’t conservative. even pakistani and more conservative countries like that, they just hide it from their parents.

that being said they almost always are never as slutty as white girls
 

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