Black Pill April Diary : Day 3 ( im done with this life )

[Chimical_Crown]

day 3 of my diary April :

Today ive done a fucking X-ray to see if my grow plate are open or no because im 18 .5 years 6 kg 1M74 cm in evening 176 in morning , and what its fucking closed .

But something new are happened to me i just discover that i fucking hate my self , my life , all because of my look every i pass next to a mirror i feel a disgusting and want to kill my self i fucking hate my self , hate every thing my shit noise ( deviated spectum , crooked ; bbroken i thinks in the first part , add t this my fucking face ugly , broken theets , all are wrong on me .

HAHAHHAH what else yesterday ive buy a Whey protein for gym , hahahaha what a joke , is not this shit or gym who gonna fix my face ands i rather not talk about my height i fucking feel disgusted every i see or rememùber my self , i cant handle lthis anymore

yeah buy you know what its my fucking fault , i just failed in all aspect of my life , when i was young short and ugly , every one was making fun of me , and me was thinkins its because im funny , no bullshit it was because i was a fucking shit , not a single girl wanted to talk with me and what the person close to me say to me like my parents or family ( oh youre cute just wait the puberty and you will be beautiful ) ahhahazhahhahazhgu Bull SHIT , Yeah all my life was a Bullsshit ?

AND WHAT IS GOING ON TODAY IN MY LIFE ?
THE answer is im now a fucking retarded in my brain thinking and overthinking every time , i cant even handle a conversation with someone , and girl its worst , i have 0 communication skill because i just reject my self every time even when i looks better than some , but this is all because of this rooted world Fuck this world and THIS black Pill stop sotp sotps troszpt^)az im done
im sorry im angry when i write this so ive done a lot of mistake

 

[слон]

this is all because of this rooted world Fuck this world and THIS black Pill

typa shit niggas post in a tiktok comment section right after making an org account

 

[Embrace]

trully sad

 

[yyk117]

dnr

 

[cyrixxy]

day 3 of my diary April :

Today ive done a fucking X-ray to see if my grow plate are open or no because im 18 .5 years 6 kg 1M74 cm in evening 176 in morning , and what its fucking closed .

But something new are happened to me i just discover that i fucking hate my self , my life , all because of my look every i pass next to a mirror i feel a disgusting and want to kill my self i fucking hate my self , hate every thing my shit noise ( deviated spectum , crooked ; bbroken i thinks in the first part , add t this my fucking face ugly , broken theets , all are wrong on me .

HAHAHHAH what else yesterday ive buy a Whey protein for gym , hahahaha what a joke , is not this shit or gym who gonna fix my face ands i rather not talk about my height i fucking feel disgusted every i see or rememùber my self , i cant handle lthis anymore

yeah buy you know what its my fucking fault , i just failed in all aspect of my life , when i was young short and ugly , every one was making fun of me , and me was thinkins its because im funny , no bullshit it was because i was a fucking shit , not a single girl wanted to talk with me and what the person close to me say to me like my parents or family ( oh youre cute just wait the puberty and you will be beautiful ) ahhahazhahhahazhgu Bull SHIT , Yeah all my life was a Bullsshit ?

AND WHAT IS GOING ON TODAY IN MY LIFE ?
THE answer is im now a fucking retarded in my brain thinking and overthinking every time , i cant even handle a conversation with someone , and girl its worst , i have 0 communication skill because i just reject my self every time even when i looks better than some , but this is all because of this rooted world Fuck this world and THIS black Pill stop sotp sotps troszpt^)az im done
im sorry im angry when i write this so ive done a lot of mistake

chill

 

[MOGGER4562]

day 3 of my diary April :

Today ive done a fucking X-ray to see if my grow plate are open or no because im 18 .5 years 6 kg 1M74 cm in evening 176 in morning , and what its fucking closed .

But something new are happened to me i just discover that i fucking hate my self , my life , all because of my look every i pass next to a mirror i feel a disgusting and want to kill my self i fucking hate my self , hate every thing my shit noise ( deviated spectum , crooked ; bbroken i thinks in the first part , add t this my fucking face ugly , broken theets , all are wrong on me .

HAHAHHAH what else yesterday ive buy a Whey protein for gym , hahahaha what a joke , is not this shit or gym who gonna fix my face ands i rather not talk about my height i fucking feel disgusted every i see or rememùber my self , i cant handle lthis anymore

yeah buy you know what its my fucking fault , i just failed in all aspect of my life , when i was young short and ugly , every one was making fun of me , and me was thinkins its because im funny , no bullshit it was because i was a fucking shit , not a single girl wanted to talk with me and what the person close to me say to me like my parents or family ( oh youre cute just wait the puberty and you will be beautiful ) ahhahazhahhahazhgu Bull SHIT , Yeah all my life was a Bullsshit ?

AND WHAT IS GOING ON TODAY IN MY LIFE ?
THE answer is im now a fucking retarded in my brain thinking and overthinking every time , i cant even handle a conversation with someone , and girl its worst , i have 0 communication skill because i just reject my self every time even when i looks better than some , but this is all because of this rooted world Fuck this world and THIS black Pill stop sotp sotps troszpt^)az im done
im sorry im angry when i write this so ive done a lot of mistake

Sorry bro surgery's the only way

 

[Chimical_Crown]

View attachment 6083711_IMG_7666.jpegthere is my fucking X-RAY Who just ruined my life

 

[Don_and-idk]

View attachment 4860692there is my fucking X-RAY Who just ruined my life

yeah bruh try being 1.71m

 

[Chimical_Crown]

yeah bruh try being 1.71m

?? bro have you seen my pics of grow plate you thinks its close ?

 

[alladinbvs]

chill bruh you good

 

[Don_and-idk]

?? bro have you seen my pics of grow plate you thinks its close ?

ur 18 so its pretty likely and even if theyr open u probably wouldnt grow more than an inch

 

[Don_and-idk]

ur 18 so its pretty likely and even if theyr open u probably wouldnt grow more than an inch

and 1.76 is not THAT bad just fraud with insoles and take glucosamine and ur gonna be fine for height

 

[JkCel]

day 3 of my diary April :

Today ive done a fucking X-ray to see if my grow plate are open or no because im 18 .5 years 6 kg 1M74 cm in evening 176 in morning , and what its fucking closed .

But something new are happened to me i just discover that i fucking hate my self , my life , all because of my look every i pass next to a mirror i feel a disgusting and want to kill my self i fucking hate my self , hate every thing my shit noise ( deviated spectum , crooked ; bbroken i thinks in the first part , add t this my fucking face ugly , broken theets , all are wrong on me .

HAHAHHAH what else yesterday ive buy a Whey protein for gym , hahahaha what a joke , is not this shit or gym who gonna fix my face ands i rather not talk about my height i fucking feel disgusted every i see or rememùber my self , i cant handle lthis anymore

yeah buy you know what its my fucking fault , i just failed in all aspect of my life , when i was young short and ugly , every one was making fun of me , and me was thinkins its because im funny , no bullshit it was because i was a fucking shit , not a single girl wanted to talk with me and what the person close to me say to me like my parents or family ( oh youre cute just wait the puberty and you will be beautiful ) ahhahazhahhahazhgu Bull SHIT , Yeah all my life was a Bullsshit ?

AND WHAT IS GOING ON TODAY IN MY LIFE ?
THE answer is im now a fucking retarded in my brain thinking and overthinking every time , i cant even handle a conversation with someone , and girl its worst , i have 0 communication skill because i just reject my self every time even when i looks better than some , but this is all because of this rooted world Fuck this world and THIS black Pill stop sotp sotps troszpt^)az im done
im sorry im angry when i write this so ive done a lot of mistake

Womp Womp

 

[Tsar_MMX11]

day 3 of my diary April :

Today ive done a fucking X-ray to see if my grow plate are open or no because im 18 .5 years 6 kg 1M74 cm in evening 176 in morning , and what its fucking closed .

But something new are happened to me i just discover that i fucking hate my self , my life , all because of my look every i pass next to a mirror i feel a disgusting and want to kill my self i fucking hate my self , hate every thing my shit noise ( deviated spectum , crooked ; bbroken i thinks in the first part , add t this my fucking face ugly , broken theets , all are wrong on me .

HAHAHHAH what else yesterday ive buy a Whey protein for gym , hahahaha what a joke , is not this shit or gym who gonna fix my face ands i rather not talk about my height i fucking feel disgusted every i see or rememùber my self , i cant handle lthis anymore

yeah buy you know what its my fucking fault , i just failed in all aspect of my life , when i was young short and ugly , every one was making fun of me , and me was thinkins its because im funny , no bullshit it was because i was a fucking shit , not a single girl wanted to talk with me and what the person close to me say to me like my parents or family ( oh youre cute just wait the puberty and you will be beautiful ) ahhahazhahhahazhgu Bull SHIT , Yeah all my life was a Bullsshit ?

AND WHAT IS GOING ON TODAY IN MY LIFE ?
THE answer is im now a fucking retarded in my brain thinking and overthinking every time , i cant even handle a conversation with someone , and girl its worst , i have 0 communication skill because i just reject my self every time even when i looks better than some , but this is all because of this rooted world Fuck this world and THIS black Pill stop sotp sotps troszpt^)az im done
im sorry im angry when i write this so ive done a lot of mistake

i mean so people have it being 5'4 so it's not that bad, is your face recessed tho, if yes you could try hardmaxx

 

[Tsar_MMX11]

Womp Womp

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