blackpill actually ruined my life

[ascensionneeeded]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

 

[PostivityCore]

brutal, hope it gets better

 

[iblam3j]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

i hate the niggas on tiktok that say that shit its so corny but it deadass affects you mentally so horrible my whole day is judged on how good or bad i look, it gets to the point i just want to hide my face. relate to this thread a massive amount

 

[averagenormie]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

Ignore your looks and opinions of others, low inhib and live however you want you got it

 

[NevaSure]

I dont get it what do people expect from blackpill? Happiness? Obviously not tf

 

[ascensionneeeded]

i hate the niggas on tiktok that say that shit its so corny but it deadass affects you mentally so horrible my whole day is judged on how good or bad i look, it gets to the point i just want to hide my face. relate to this thread a massive amount

real bro. take a picture of yourself with back camera and flash while completely relaxing your face. it’s fucking brutal.

 

[ascensionneeeded]

Ignore your looks and opinions of others, low inhib and live however you want you got it

but then how will i live my stacy pulling fuckboy fantasy ?

 

[iblam3j]

real bro. take a picture of yourself with back camera and flash while completely relaxing your face. it’s fucking bru

real bro. take a picture of yourself with back camera and flash while completely relaxing your face. it’s fucking brutal.

bro i do this in the shower all the time its straight ropefuel its so brutal

 

[averagenormie]

but then how will i live my stacy pulling fuckboy fantasy ?

Why pull a stacy if you can get htb and stacy lites?

 

[ascensionneeeded]

bro i do this in the shower all the time its straight ropefuel its so brutal

same i genuinely look like a sub3 but then when i’m infront of a mirror with downlighting i convince myself i’m a htn

 

[iblam3j]

same i genuinely look like a sub3 but then when i’m infront of a mirror with downlighting i convince myself i’m a htn

everyday bro

 

[ascensionneeeded]

Why pull a stacy if you can get htb and stacy lites?

when you view yourself as a sub5 there’s no way to feel htb’s being an option. i could maybe pull a mtb if i didn’t fucking squint like a weirdo

 

[averagenormie]

when you view yourself as a sub5 there’s no way to feel htb’s being an option. i could maybe pull a mtb if i didn’t fucking squint like a weirdo

Pull any girl if you're high t you would hit, and have fun with the girl that's how you enjoy life

 

[TwoFace]

I dont get it what do people expect from blackpill? Happiness? Obviously not tf

if your a 6'1 chad then yes the blackpill will give you happiness

 

[kitten]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

Sounds about right

 

[jsp]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

Brutal world we live in

 

[Deleted member 33624]

The blackpill liberated you. If you think about it, having no confidence and low self esteem is a good thing as a sub5. There are few things society hates as much as sub5 men who are confident and "dont know their place"

 

[freshpeppermint]

if your a 6'1 chad then yes the blackpill will give you happiness

No, it won't because there are always people better than you. Not only that, if you are thoroughly blackpilled, looks WILL GO away.

 

[greycelzoomer]

welcome to the club

 

[[jawcel]]

Yall ever think about what got you into all this lookism stuff? I’m talking about a specific event that kickstarted everything. In my case, I was at a clothing store with my mom when I walked past a mirror and just stared at my short legs and thought about how fucking ridiculous it looked. That happened when I was like 15 and 5 months just wanted to have a normal height and now im here

 

[Man.]

#metoo

 

[VenatorLuparius]

Better to be aware of your true looks bracket rather than live in complete denial.

I've been a normie 5/10 my whole life before discovering the blackpill and genuinely thought I was a 7/10 JFL. Bluepill makes you think that.

Now I know I'm a High MTN at best and still need to improve to reach the HTN solid 7/10 bracket in spite of several hardmaxxing procedures to correct my flaws.

 

[AX823]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

so relatable
we'll escape MTN hell one day

 

[AX823]

Yall ever think about what got you into all this lookism stuff? I’m talking about a specific event that kickstarted everything. In my case, I was at a clothing store with my mom when I walked past a mirror and just stared at my short legs and thought about how fucking ridiculous it looked. That happened when I was like 15 and 5 months just wanted to have a normal height and now im here

saw a pic of mike pishek and realized there's levels to this lmao

 

[actualunderstander]

There isn't just "some truth" to people saying to drop the blackpill, and it isn't "attention seeking nerds" who tell you this. It's people giving you authentic honest advice. Look what happened because you ignored it.

It's a shame because it doesn't matter as much as your head makes it seem. You're gonna disagree because you brain rotted but one day you will see what I mean. The only way out of this is to seek therapy and drop the black pill. Most blackpill content is just demoralized dudes giving other dudes advice. It's a way to drop out of trying, because you convince yourself it's impossible to do what you want cause you don't have abs or aren't 6 foot.

 

[TwoFace]

No, it won't because there are always people better than you. Not only that, if you are thoroughly blackpilled, looks WILL GO away.

this is so cope lol
5 chads in a room even the worst looking is going to pull so they can laugh off the other chads being better
only sub5's and low mtn truly struggle from the blackpill

 

[freshpeppermint]

this is so cope lol
5 chads in a room even the worst looking is going to pull so they can laugh off the other chads being better
only sub5's and low mtn truly struggle from the blackpill

He mentioned constantly worrying about looks. You mentioned "pulling" so clearly this is a whole different issue. His self esteem is damaged not because he "can't pull".

If you care a ton about looks and you have looks, you still won't be THAT happy. Because since you care a lot about looks, you will start comparing yourself/wanting to look like chico or whoever is above.

And lastly, dude what do you think happens as you get older, you will lose your looks. The thing you cherish the most is now stripped from you.

 

[soggra]

I dont get it what do people expect from blackpill? Happiness? Obviously not tf

It does bring you happiness if you use the information properly

 

[NVM_Ignacio]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

the curse of being sub-htn and blackpilled

 

[TwoFace]

He mentioned constantly worrying about looks. You mentioned "pulling" so clearly this is a whole different issue. His self esteem is damaged not because he "can't pull".

If you care a ton about looks and you have looks, you still won't be THAT happy. Because since you care a lot about looks, you will start comparing yourself/wanting to look like chico or whoever is above.

And lastly, dude what do you think happens as you get older, you will lose your looks. The thing you cherish the most is now stripped from you.

Chads dont visualize this like most of the incels talking about it here
a chad who understands look are important understands he has an advantage its rly that simple
sean o pry is not unhappy because drago exists thats retarded

 

[TwinkLord]

real bro. take a picture of yourself with back camera and flash while completely relaxing your face. it’s fucking brutal.

Brutal, I have an eyelid dropping down cuz of lack of sleep, don't remind me

 

[kradembakar]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

I knew i was ugly before blackpill. Blackpill is the truth. People only care about you if you look good. No one talks to me in class and blackpill made me realise its because of looks. I jus be minding my own business and bitches be laughing at me. Its the truth. Its only about looks. I wish i was never blackpilled. Sometimes i think of alternate realities where my thoughts or looks dont prevent me from having a normal life. Its so fucked up how im just wasting my teenage years thinking about some retarded ideal face ratios.

 

[kradembakar]

I knew i was ugly before blackpill. Blackpill is the truth. People only care about you if you look good. No one talks to me in class and blackpill made me realise its because of looks. I jus be minding my own business and bitches be laughing at me. Its the truth. Its only about looks. I wish i was never blackpilled. Sometimes i think of alternate realities where my thoughts or looks dont prevent me from having a normal life. Its so fucked up how im just wasting my teenage years thinking about some retarded ideal face ratios.

Dnr

 

[cmm3z]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

its never that serious bro you will get over it

 

[SEPRAY]

i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

 

[ROPEBYATHOUSANDMOGS]

This is very relatable bhai but there was days where all I could think about is Roping just due to how normies treated me. I can't keep my composure around attractive girls because I know they are offended by my presence. Its gotten to the point I'm considering lying to a psychiatrist to get meds that can cause depersonilaztion. One of the worst things about being sub5 is meeting new people and having that immediately sabotaged by your looks. You can't escalate with foids online because you're ugly. You can't hang out with acquaintances because you're ugly. I personally don't see myself as a human only as a disgusting creature. I'll honestly just softmaxx and get immersed in my hobbies just accept that I'm not the guy

 

[IHeartVanillaCoke]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

brutal realitypill but imo it’s better to know than to not since at least you can do something to improve the quality of life you have instead of believing in blue pilled delusions and wonder why your life sucks

 

[skullmog]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

ik this feeling

if looksmaxxing never works out for you blast gear become a gymcel powerlifter and u will feel like ur mogging because ur stronger than everyone

 

[yisoz]

get surgery then

 

[vexxzzy]

bro i do this in the shower all the time its straight ropefuel its so brutal

fr i look good in the mirror but i genuinely look like my fucking pfp but with red hair

 

[Descendentz]

fr i look good in the mirror but i genuinely look like my fucking pfp but with red hair

rangamaxx

 

[MarkSynklar]

man, when you brought up the part of you that wants to believe you are, or can be, decently attractive, crashing hard against the realization of the truth over and over just... i don't know man, hits deep since that's so me, everyday all the way.

except... for one thing I did recently that kind of broke it a bit - I edited pictures of my own face, tried to 'embellish' it a lil bit with hypic and faceapp, and compared them to the original... god damn, it made me realize how recessed i am, cause, apart from looking at my reflection all the time, i'd also be jutting permanently, resting my face muscles in a way i thought was presentable or enough, but after seeing those "enhanced" pics of my face, i was like "why do i even bother, when none of this nonsense i do makes up for my general subpar recessed look" so, the part of me that believes i'm just not a sightly face at all wins big lol.

i'm not fond of being outside anymore, at least where people is.

 

[BlendedBlade]

Too relatable, are you me?

 

[looks>books]

Pics?

Not over man

Blackpill is a helpful tool, not law, ive seen it proven wrong time and time again

Not every woman is an attention seeking shallow whore (tho they still care about look)

 

[BlendedBlade]

Pics?

Not over man

Blackpill is a helpful tool, not law, ive seen it proven wrong time and time again

Not every woman is an attention seeking shallow whore (tho they still care about look)

His problem (and mine as well) is prob more about how you view yourself.

If you don’t like yourself you don’t care that much if people around you say they like you

 

[Johanjohan]

people always say things like "bro, leave the blackpill before it's too late." most of the time, these people just seem like attention-seeking nerds, but i have to admit there's truth to it. my life is still normal - i don't have thoughts of harming myself or anything like that. it's just that the quality of my life feels like it's taken a huge hit

i can't stand having photos taken of me anymore. i can't even make eye contact with attractive girls because i imagine them seeing me the way i see myself in photos - disgusted. i find myself squinting constantly but it doesn’t make me look better. instead, i just look odd, to the point where people ask if something’s wrong with my eyes. i’m always checking my reflection in my camera, and i’m genuinely revolted by what i see. my face doesn't match the image i have of myself in my mind

i want to be attractive and there’s a part of me that believes i could be, but i know i’m not and will never be. the realisation, that conflict between what i want to believe and the harsh reality hits me over and over. i’m not above average in any way. i never will be.

i've tried everything; maintaining a low body fat percentage, following a high frequency gym split, eating loads of red meat, avoiding estrogen, getting sunlight. i've even tried cope things like thumb pulling hoping it would make a difference. none of it works. i’m stuck with a face i can’t stand.

the only thing that represents my existence, my face, brings me so much sadness and disgust. this thought lingers in my mind constantly and it makes life feel miserable. and as much as i’d love to believe otherwise i know it’s true. looks matter so much, and i can’t escape that reality no matter how much i want to.

Most girls are dating subhumans while u cant even look at urself in the mirror

Brutal

 

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Chads dont visualize this like most of the incels talking about it here
a chad who understands look are important understands he has an advantage its rly that simple
sean o pry is not unhappy because drago exists thats retarded

But Gandy and O'Pry still say they're insecure, they could be lying, but body dysmorphia is not uncommon amongst models. I could be misunderstanding the original post.

 

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Pics?

Not over man

Blackpill is a helpful tool, not law, ive seen it proven wrong time and time again

Not every woman is an attention seeking shallow whore (tho they still care about look)

I don't even care about women anymore, I just want to look good.