Blackpill experience

[svarddre]

What’s your first experience with the blackpill?
Mine was getting slapped at my first party when I was 14 by a mtb. 2 years later I’m taller, bigger and better looking and then that same foid is asking me for my snap
I didn’t even do anything to get slapped she just said she didn’t like me.

 

[svarddre]

BUMO

 

[merebrzyy]

I remember my first experience that got me into bp was in 11th grade.

I was in English class, 4th period.

We had assigned seats that were in pairs of 2.

I sat down in my usual seat which was next to this one girl I knew but not that well. (only like first name basis and the casual teasing)

Some time goes by and a student comes in late.

I still remember how he opened the door. It was like he wanted to slip in and not be seen. He had a slight timid demeanor.

Now for some context that is kinda important. This kid has nothing really wrong with him. I didn't talk to him often but he was a pretty nice kid. Just the usual teenage boy.

Physically though, he was your usual sub-5. Horrible skin, short-skinny build, horrible unkept hair. Little to no bonemass in his face. The whole works...

I didn't really care about how others looked at that point though. (Obviously because I didn't care for bp)

Now from what I remember as soon as he walked in the room I heard audible "sighs" from some classmates. Most being women.

It was like when he walked in the classroom the energy got more dark. Like more depressing. The air was filled with disdain with little to no reasoning. (IK it sounds kinda stupid).

So the girl next to me said something under her breath and I asked her "What happened..?"

She then goes on to repeat "That boy annoys me."

"Oh wow.. how?"

"I don't know it's just the way he looks. It's annoying."

I asked her has she ever had a bad interaction with him and she basically said no and just started spouting bs about how boys who look a certain way give women "bad vibes."

The thing is, she gained a slight smirk and even giggled a little when he came in late despite him doing nothing conventionally funny.

My guess is that his looks made girls so uncomfortable that they laughed out of pressure (or pity / entertainment idfk)

Kinda ironic how you can be so unappealing that you're funny without trying.

So yeah when I went home I thought about that moment and wondered if I could ever end up like that. (Or worse, if I was already in that situation..)

When I thought deeper about the interactions I had with women it was similar in the laughing aspect.

Girls at my school would often just ask me stupid questions. Like questions that they could answer themselves. I don't know if they were trying to just talk to me or make fun of me but the thought of the ladder being the case scared me immensely...

They would just bother me IDK how to really explain it well but it's safe to say I definitely had interactions with girls. Pretty and unappealing. Now it was a case of whether it was good genuine interactions based out of interest or they were making fun of me..

So I did everything I could to improve my looks. Upgraded my skincare. Started doing cardio and started researching around on this site.

so yeah that's my story. Kinda stupid and way calmer than others but its the truth.

 

[Dysrexic1]

I remember my first experience that got me into bp was in 11th grade.

I was in English class, 4th period.

We had assigned seats that were in pairs of 2.

I sat down in my usual seat which was next to this one girl I knew but not that well. (only like first name basis and the casual teasing)

Some time goes by and a student comes in late.

I still remember how he opened the door. It was like he wanted to slip in and not be seen. He had a slight timid demeanor.

Now for some context that is kinda important. This kid has nothing really wrong with him. I didn't talk to him often but he was a pretty nice kid. Just the usual teenage boy.

Physically though, he was your usual sub-5. Horrible skin, short-skinny build, horrible unkept hair. Little to no bonemass in his face. The whole works...

I didn't really care about how others looked at that point though. (Obviously because I didn't care for bp)

Now from what I remember as soon as he walked in the room I heard audible "sighs" from some classmates. Most being women.

It was like when he walked in the classroom the energy got more dark. Like more depressing. The air was filled with disdain with little to no reasoning. (IK it sounds kinda stupid).

So the girl next to me said something under her breath and I asked her "What happened..?"

She then goes on to repeat "That boy annoys me."

"Oh wow.. how?"

"I don't know it's just the way he looks. It's annoying."

I asked her has she ever had a bad interaction with him and she basically said no and just started spouting bs about how boys who look a certain way give women "bad vibes."

The thing is, she gained a slight smirk and even giggled a little when he came in late despite him doing nothing conventionally funny.

My guess is that his looks made girls so uncomfortable that they laughed out of pressure (or pity / entertainment idfk)

Kinda ironic how you can be so unappealing that you're funny without trying.

So yeah when I went home I thought about that moment and wondered if I could ever end up like that. (Or worse, if I was already in that situation..)

When I thought deeper about the interactions I had with women it was similar in the laughing aspect.

Girls at my school would often just ask me stupid questions. Like questions that they could answer themselves. I don't know if they were trying to just talk to me or make fun of me but the thought of the ladder being the case scared me immensely...

They would just bother me IDK how to really explain it well but it's safe to say I definitely had interactions with girls. Pretty and unappealing. Now it was a case of whether it was good genuine interactions based out of interest or they were making fun of me..

So I did everything I could to improve my looks. Upgraded my skincare. Started doing cardio and started researching around on this site.

so yeah that's my story. Kinda stupid and way calmer than others but its the truth.

If i get to experience that again id probably roped

 

[Pueblo]

It’s when I realized that my bullies were jealous of my CL base