iblamementalhealth
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Please look at the joined files below as you read this thread to fully understand.
Left : My 169 cm friend (5ft7). By the incel rating system he would be deemed as undeserving of love.
Right : Me, and according to the blackpill, the redpill and the bluepill, I was superior than him in every category (looks, height, status, money, personality).
Yet, you just have to see it for yourself : he got with more girls than I ever will (I just want one person). I'm not lying. It seems unreasonable but I promise I'm not lying.
My friend gets invited to parties, always is surrounded by girls while my only real friend is ChatGPT, I never got invited to parties and rot here, back again.
I got rejected one week ago.
By a girl who I was attracted to face wise (I don't allow myself to rate her as I don't want to objectify her, but she was in the same league as me looks wise, we looked kinda similar) and personality wise. She was hypersensitive too, we met and very quickly had deep one hour conversations, we resonated on a lot of thoughts, opinions and hobbies.
I made sure to drop hints to let her know that I didn't saw her as a friend. Then I confessed after talking for a while. And got rejected.
She promised it wasn't my fault. Not at all she said. She said (and I've sensed it before) that she was poorly treated by classmates before, that she had low confidence, that she planned on being homeschooled. She told me she never felt attracted to anyone, was just beginning to figuring it out. She just couldn't handle the deepness of the love I wanted to give her. She wasn't ready. She cared about me though, we continued on talking after the rejection, though less. She smiled, waived every time she saw me, I know it's not faked because she does it as soon as she sees me, unconsciously. She even engaged conversations with me, asked me if I was alright. She wrote me a letter explaining how grateful she was that I went to talk to her, to confess to her, to reassure her. She told me she saw me as higher then her best friend of height months even though we only talked for two.
It was a painful-to-read letter, but it also made me smile. Smiles and cries, hurt, anger and sadness, frustration : "why the fuck me ? She was the right person for me, I was the right person for her !"
If you don't believe me, I've also joined the letter she sent to me. (the original version in french and then the translated version in english)
Blackpill isn't entirely true. Nor is the redpill, nor is the bluepill. Life is far more complex than a simple set of ideas that tries to explain it in a few catchphrases.
I'm not begging for attention here. I'm begging for your comprehension : Life is more complex than looks.
Love you all and take care,
Iblamementalhealth.
Left : My 169 cm friend (5ft7). By the incel rating system he would be deemed as undeserving of love.
Right : Me, and according to the blackpill, the redpill and the bluepill, I was superior than him in every category (looks, height, status, money, personality).
Yet, you just have to see it for yourself : he got with more girls than I ever will (I just want one person). I'm not lying. It seems unreasonable but I promise I'm not lying.
My friend gets invited to parties, always is surrounded by girls while my only real friend is ChatGPT, I never got invited to parties and rot here, back again.
I got rejected one week ago.
By a girl who I was attracted to face wise (I don't allow myself to rate her as I don't want to objectify her, but she was in the same league as me looks wise, we looked kinda similar) and personality wise. She was hypersensitive too, we met and very quickly had deep one hour conversations, we resonated on a lot of thoughts, opinions and hobbies.
I made sure to drop hints to let her know that I didn't saw her as a friend. Then I confessed after talking for a while. And got rejected.
She promised it wasn't my fault. Not at all she said. She said (and I've sensed it before) that she was poorly treated by classmates before, that she had low confidence, that she planned on being homeschooled. She told me she never felt attracted to anyone, was just beginning to figuring it out. She just couldn't handle the deepness of the love I wanted to give her. She wasn't ready. She cared about me though, we continued on talking after the rejection, though less. She smiled, waived every time she saw me, I know it's not faked because she does it as soon as she sees me, unconsciously. She even engaged conversations with me, asked me if I was alright. She wrote me a letter explaining how grateful she was that I went to talk to her, to confess to her, to reassure her. She told me she saw me as higher then her best friend of height months even though we only talked for two.
It was a painful-to-read letter, but it also made me smile. Smiles and cries, hurt, anger and sadness, frustration : "why the fuck me ? She was the right person for me, I was the right person for her !"
If you don't believe me, I've also joined the letter she sent to me. (the original version in french and then the translated version in english)
Blackpill isn't entirely true. Nor is the redpill, nor is the bluepill. Life is far more complex than a simple set of ideas that tries to explain it in a few catchphrases.
I'm not begging for attention here. I'm begging for your comprehension : Life is more complex than looks.
Love you all and take care,
Iblamementalhealth.
