Blackpill ruined my life made me depressed

[Deleted member 84544]

Fucking wish I went back to not being Blackpilled. I used to enjoy life now all I do is focus on looks.

 

[lurking truecel]

Good job man, more focus on whats important than enjoying a shitty experience

 

[FUE Mogger]

Brutal

 

[wollet2]

i was always blackpilled

 

[piec]

i was always blackpilled

everyone was always blackpilled nigger or 20iq

 

[wollet2]

everyone was always blackpilled nigger or 20iq

i was heavily depressed (normal) even as a kid but my horniness helped me cope
ive never been happy such emotion doesnt exist

 

[needmorebonemass]

Fucking wish I went back to not being Blackpilled. I used to enjoy life now all I do is focus on looks.

lmao when u swallow the pill you can't go back, clavicular couldn't last a month bro, it's brutal.

 

[piec]

i was heavily depressed (normal) even as a kid but my horniness helped me cope
ive never been happy such emotion doesnt exist

i feel like mike o hearn in this gif nigger for 80% of my life

u should get dr house to drill in your skull or some shit this is not normal

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

Just wear a calithe watch and mew

 

[wollet2]

i feel like mike o hearn in this gif nigger for 80% of my life
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u should get dr house to drill in your skull or some shit this is not normal

why you feel like this elab. mike o hear looks retarded but i know hes sad and empty

 

[piec]

why you feel like this elab. mike o hear looks retarded but i know hes sad and empty

idk nigger i just dont care its too absurd for me to even comprehend how random your every belief and decision is on 100 milion factors and where u are in life

i just go with it you know what im saying nigger

 

[wollet2]

idk nigger i just dont care its too absurd for me to even comprehend how random your every belief and decision is on 100 milion factors and where u are in life

i just go with it you know what im saying nigger

what is absurd to u. i just feel shit

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

blackpill makes me happy ive never been happier in my life because ive always knew it was teh Truth

 

[R@m@]

When I first joined this forum and learned the blackpill I became narcissist af

 

[piec]

what is absurd to u. i just feel shit

everything

a random decision one day could completly change your life, not based on anything at all, like going to take a shit instead of going out for food, its all combined into a butterfly effect

or being born one way or another

but u just dont know what u dont know, its like trying to see the 4th dimension

its all just arbitraty to me

and the more i live the more i feel that way

 

[wollet2]

everything

a random decision one day could completly change your life, not based on anything at all, like going to take a shit instead of going out for food, its all combined into a butterfly effect

or being born one way or another

but u just dont know what u dont know, its like trying to see the 4th dimension

its all just arbitraty to me

and the more i live the more i feel that way

this isnt rly absurd. all outcomes are shit its just some times you get the shittiest
good things are way too limited and weak

 

[silently_said]

my life was shit before i discovered the blackpill, if anything it brought me closure and an explanation for all of this
the same outcomes would have transpired regardless if i was aware of it or not

 

[piec]

this isnt rly absurd. all outcomes are shit its just some times you get the shittiest
good things are way too limited and weak

the outcomes, the life itself, the universe, allat goofy shit nigger

 

[wollet2]

the outcomes, the life itself, the universe, allat goofy shit nigger

it isnt goofy at all. its horrible
the only real good thing in life which is non existence, DOESNT EVEN EXIST

 

[piec]

it isnt goofy at all. its horrible

goofy for me, horrible for you. whats the difference? this talk is also absurd to me, its meaningless, doesnt change anything

 

[wollet2]

goofy for me, horrible for you. whats the difference? this talk is also absurd to me, its meaningless, doesnt change anything

you think that its goofy because you dont know.

 

[piec]

you think that its goofy because you dont know.

thats the thing, it doesnt fucking matter nigger

if you know something and it only got you damage, of what use was that? all this talk and nothing to show for it besides being a miserable nigger

 

[goober55]

Fucking wish I went back to not being Blackpilled. I used to enjoy life now all I do is focus on looks.

you would've had just a shitty life except you'd go through it not knowing why no one likes you

 

[wollet2]

thats the thing, it doesnt fucking matter nigger

if you know something and it only got you damage, of what use was that? all this talk and nothing to show for it besides being a miserable nigger

i dont know to get an advantage maybe except a sense of coolness and better use of my time/energy that comes with it. i know because it just happened

the realisation that life is horrible is not hard to reach

 

[Alucard69]

When I first joined this forum and learned the blackpill I became narcissist af

This is a pattern i've noticed but why? I remember i used to be delusional about my looks too, but never narcy

 

[FUE Mogger]

This is a pattern i've noticed but why? I remember i used to be delusional about my looks too, but never narcy

Believing in iois can lead new black pillers to becoming narcy
Couple that with Comparing themselves to a 7 on Wheatwaffles scale and there you have a Delusional Mtn

 

[Joshrc]

Bp is a curse and a blessing at the same time for me

 

[Orc]

 

[Alucard69]

Believing in iois can lead new black pillers to becoming narcy
Couple that with Comparing themselves to a 7 on Wheatwaffles scale and there you have a Delusional Mtn

Yeah i was delusional about my looks level, but i never became an egoistical inseffurable faggot, like most ppl i see in tiktok for example

 

[FUE Mogger]

Yeah i was delusional about my looks level, but i never became and egoistical inseffurable faggot, like most ppl i see in tiktok for example

Yea anyone thinking their a mogger when it’s not congruent with the way the world views them won’t do them any good. Sooner or later we all face reminders of our lookslevel ( because deep down behind the cope we all know)

 

[piec]

the realisation that life is horrible is not hard to reach

nigger my point is ok, so what? u want to be a depressed sack of shit for a sense of coolness? you know nobody gives a fuck besides losers right?
it really is not hard to reach, but what is the point on dwelling on it, what are you going to do about it?

i think you lack perspective on how insignificant your concern over this is, nothing changes besides you. you could just live without giving a fuck, but your illusion is that you matter. only person which your thoughts affect is you. i just dont understand why would you care in this case
you are cucking yourself over for nothing

 

[wollet2]

nigger my point is ok, so what? u want to be a depressed sack of shit for a sense of coolness? you know nobody gives a fuck besides losers right?
it really is not hard to reach, but what is the point on dwelling on it, what are you going to do about it?

i think you lack perspective on how insignificant your concern over this is, nothing changes besides you. you could just live without giving a fuck, but your illusion is that you matter. only person which your thoughts affect is you. i just dont understand why would you care in this case
you are cucking yourself over for nothing

i want to have fun but its impossible. fun doesnt exist. only suffering exists, if you knew how many times i tried to delude myself but failed

i cant not give a fuck when im waiting in line to get butchered