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schizowillascend
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i used to be social, kind and outgoing, i used to be one of the popular kids, now i am a social reject that makes money analysing random peoples faces, how far i have fallen
now i can't even look in the mirror, i am socially retarded, the only functioning part of my brain is logic, i am numb, i have severe body dysmorphia, i am depressed, i am HTN yet still avoid photos, avoid the mirror, avoid snapchat, i cheekbite, i squint, it feeds into the body dysmorphia, i create a new image of myself, then when i see my real self it makes me sad, i would rather be a happy ltn then a depressed HTN
now i can't even look in the mirror, i am socially retarded, the only functioning part of my brain is logic, i am numb, i have severe body dysmorphia, i am depressed, i am HTN yet still avoid photos, avoid the mirror, avoid snapchat, i cheekbite, i squint, it feeds into the body dysmorphia, i create a new image of myself, then when i see my real self it makes me sad, i would rather be a happy ltn then a depressed HTN