How old are you
Almost 18
Why saar
Just asking bhai, im 17
Do you feel like time is running out
In general or puberty? Puberty definetely bc i spent all of it till now being fat and fr spent all my time a little bit before quarantine, during and after just playing video games al day. Im in 11th grade now but im still no really socially active, i have good friends but i dont party or go out in general. I only go outside when theres something with family, when i go for a drive with my dad, shopping, school, Internship from school (2 week cycle internship and school) and hopefully gym again (started not going anymore after i was sick for a week after losing 10kg+ in a few months and in summary 30+kg). What about you? Sorry for yap btw im larping at school internship rn and have to act as if im working so im just syping a lot yk
Bro I just finished 12th and ive turned into a total loser its so jestered ngl I lowkey havent done anything with my life especially since quarantine really js be in my room rotting on org nowadays. I feel like such a waste and a disappointment to my family cuz of how I do nothing all day relaly. But I wasted my years in high school so bad cuz Im sub5 (Used to be even uglier) and was too scared of people to talk to anyone. But I kept pretending one day everything would fall into place in my life. Now I js dont know anymore what to do. What kind of internship are you doing thats cool
Im at Airbus rn, in germany (atleast in bavaria) "Normal" school goes to 10th grade but you could say what im doing rn is like high school, goes from 11th to either 12th or 13th, and 11th is split into practical stuff so internship and school. My dad works at airbus as a pilot so its chill to get here and the people in my department know my dad and its chill anyway since its a big corporation and i cant really do shit so im just on org all day. Am in Sample construction rn, its aight. Do you know what youll do now after 12th grade (im guessing you graduated hs or does it go till 13th or smth else?)? I used to lwk do nothing all day too when i used to live at my moms place but now its alright but i still dont really go outside with friends but life is much better with my dad tbh, but ive just been to lazy to go to them gym recently idk im just a fatcel for life i guess. I used to be even uglier and antisocial back then too since i was ugly as shit and i pretty much already knew the bp since my best friens/childhood friends are htn/prettyboys and started rizzing in elementary school, but i had luck and i was good with pretty much my whole class since i knew them from soccer and my best friends/childhood friends were in my class but i still got treated "badly" by others, i was and am still chopped, eventho i prob have good potential altough my eye area makes me a truecel. But i hope you get better bro, you can talk to your parents about it, im sure theyre open/willing to help you with your problems. Do you have any good irl friends that you can talk too?
Nah I had to drop all my "friends" a couple years ago cuz they were fake ash and laughing at me all the time, I js stopped talking to them and never heard another word back from them ever again, so brutal. I had a couple people I was chill with after that but as soon as I stopped making any effort they never talked to me again too. My parents are bluepilled asf and would probably think im very mentally ill if I opened up to them about my problems JFL but my plan is to do some college credits until I figure out what major I want (12th grade is end of high school in america now I can work towards a college degree ig), still no idea wat to do with my life. 95% of my high school hated me and spread rumors behind my back and recorded me n shit cuz I was so chopped I dont think ill ever recover. Like its crazy how if I was mtn+ I wouldnt be this way mentally in the first place because I wouldve been treated with basic human dignity and respect. Not tryna yap either btw JFL this sounds so pathetic and full of self pity but I dont mean to come across that way its just how it is thats the BP. Keep leanmaxxing saar I believe in you
Yea thats just the BP, even tho i was ugly asl it wasnt to bad for me or i just didnt notice idk, but i dont have any idea what i want to do with my life aswell. Youth was supposed to be so fun etc but for me all i see is wasted time i wont get back and never live through again. What Problems would you talk to your parents about, BP? Cant really give you any advice about the friendmaxxing thing since i just got lucky idk but youll make it to saar i believe in you. Btw what state are you from?
