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Since ive been on antipsychotics my iq feels so low legit. Im getting stupid and stupid, forget words (aphasia),my abstract and logical thinking seems te be gone. Cannot reason anymore.
Planning and organising seems impossible to me. Conversating seems impossible to me and cant ntmaxx anymore or I seem retarded. Legit both short and long term memory are both gone, like any facts or knowledge is just lost, cannot attain a large part of memory.
My inner monologue is also vanished. Its blank now.
English isnt my 1st language btw, imagine losing words in your main language, how can I enter university? Moneymaxx? Ntmaxx? Fix my recessed chin
Should I take any jew pill from the psychiatrist? They all harmful? Really im eager to try them but dont wanna fuck my brain, im still 18. Jfl at living this at this age.
Diagnosed: with early psychotic signs (which is misdiagnosed btw, it was just sleep deprivation + amphetamines withdrawal
Planning and organising seems impossible to me. Conversating seems impossible to me and cant ntmaxx anymore or I seem retarded. Legit both short and long term memory are both gone, like any facts or knowledge is just lost, cannot attain a large part of memory.
My inner monologue is also vanished. Its blank now.
English isnt my 1st language btw, imagine losing words in your main language, how can I enter university? Moneymaxx? Ntmaxx? Fix my recessed chin
Should I take any jew pill from the psychiatrist? They all harmful? Really im eager to try them but dont wanna fuck my brain, im still 18. Jfl at living this at this age.
Diagnosed: with early psychotic signs (which is misdiagnosed btw, it was just sleep deprivation + amphetamines withdrawal