Broke up after 1 year and 4 months

[bogdan328]

Well as i mentioned in my first vent post i had a gf and i felt like she was gonna break up with me
I was right after all

It's been almost 2 weeks and im doing better than i was in the relationship

I now go outside daily
Go to the gym (most of the times with friends)
1 month in the gym and i already got 100kg for 3 reps on squats

I've hit up some of my old friends and im trying to rebuild my friendships i neglected while isolating myself in my room


She's blocked me on insta and unfollowed + removed me everywhere 2 days after our break up but she still has to come over to give me some stuff and bla bla

Im on the verge of crying rn for no reason as i do not wanna get back with her


My life feels so empty mostly bcs i moved into a new home while we were togheter and thanks to my sleep schedule i spent more time awake with her in my room than i spent alone


I always texted her everything i did and now i just do things without telling anyone and it feels so weird


Im going to attempt 140kg squat on monday hopefully i get it




My acnee got way better after our break up but 2 days ago it randomly got so much worse even tho I've been tracking my food and sleeping way better


I can't choose between killing myself or just moving on but it feels impossible


It was my gift from god and i lost it
Where is my ugly ass ever gonna find a girl that would cook and clean just bcs she loves me
Where am i gonna ever find a girl as pretty as her

How will i ever in this generation find such a innocent and pure soul and how can i even ask for one since i am no longer a virgin



If anyone has any tips on how to move on and how to get rid of acnee it would be highly appreciated

 

[MANLETprettyBOY]

i feel ya pain bruh lost a good virgin asian, time will get rid of her as im still coping after 7 months

 

[autistic_tendencies]

It’ll get better bro keep your head up!
Probably wasn’t meant to work out anyways

 

[bogdan328]

i feel ya pain bruh lost a good virgin asian, time will get rid of her as im still coping after 7 months

I was her first body and relationship and all but rn im already getting over her i deleted all 6k photos and 2k videos off my phone except for some that i might aswell use as "forbidden pre"

I usually have it easy getting over girls

I Hope YOU are doing good gng

 

[bogdan328]

It’ll get better bro keep your head up!
Probably wasn’t meant to work out anyways

She was always talking about clubbing with her friends and all but she got it from her mother who goes for drinks with her friends every week so i didn't think much of it as her mother is an angel

I do feel way more like myself ever since we broke up

 

[indianprince]

dw bro SHE has to try and get over you

 

[MANLETprettyBOY]

I was her first body and relationship and all but rn im already getting over her i deleted all 6k photos and 2k videos off my phone except for some that i might aswell use as "forbidden pre"

I usually have it easy getting over girls

I Hope YOU are doing good gng

damn deleted all pics i cant do that i have too many memories of her since i was a teen 18 to 20 but yh life goes on man i just know the next gf wont be the same and i know how to make it work now

 

[autistic_tendencies]

She was always talking about clubbing with her friends and all but she got it from her mother who goes for drinks with her friends every week so i didn't think much of it as her mother is an angel

I do feel way more like myself ever since we broke up

Yeah girls night out is a red flag buddy

 

[bogdan328]

Yeah girls night out is a red flag buddy

I know however she wouldn't have ever cheated on me and if u think she would've that's projection

I wasn't just a cl in her eyes i was a full on chad she always was and always will be attracted to me we actually met yesterday and she is still looking at me with the same sparkling eyes

I experienced true teenage love
Even tho it's over and I'm not gonna get to marry the girl who actually truly loved me im just happy i got to experience it

 

[iLoveTapWater]

Bluepill bitch. If you were redpill this woulda never happened.

 

[bogdan328]

Bluepill bitch. If you were redpill this woulda never happened.

I don't even know what the bluepill is
Looks are everything
Face
Height
Frame
The holy trinity for fucks sake

 

[Deleted member 91301]

Well as i mentioned in my first vent post i had a gf and i felt like she was gonna break up with me
I was right after all

It's been almost 2 weeks and im doing better than i was in the relationship

I now go outside daily
Go to the gym (most of the times with friends)
1 month in the gym and i already got 100kg for 3 reps on squats

I've hit up some of my old friends and im trying to rebuild my friendships i neglected while isolating myself in my room


She's blocked me on insta and unfollowed + removed me everywhere 2 days after our break up but she still has to come over to give me some stuff and bla bla

Im on the verge of crying rn for no reason as i do not wanna get back with her


My life feels so empty mostly bcs i moved into a new home while we were togheter and thanks to my sleep schedule i spent more time awake with her in my room than i spent alone


I always texted her everything i did and now i just do things without telling anyone and it feels so weird


Im going to attempt 140kg squat on monday hopefully i get it




My acnee got way better after our break up but 2 days ago it randomly got so much worse even tho I've been tracking my food and sleeping way better


I can't choose between killing myself or just moving on but it feels impossible


It was my gift from god and i lost it
Where is my ugly ass ever gonna find a girl that would cook and clean just bcs she loves me
Where am i gonna ever find a girl as pretty as her

How will i ever in this generation find such a innocent and pure soul and how can i even ask for one since i am no longer a virgin



If anyone has any tips on how to move on and how to get rid of acnee it would be highly appreciated

Kill her