bogdan328
Schizophrenic insomniac
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Well as i mentioned in my first vent post i had a gf and i felt like she was gonna break up with me
I was right after all
It's been almost 2 weeks and im doing better than i was in the relationship
I now go outside daily
Go to the gym (most of the times with friends)
1 month in the gym and i already got 100kg for 3 reps on squats
I've hit up some of my old friends and im trying to rebuild my friendships i neglected while isolating myself in my room
She's blocked me on insta and unfollowed + removed me everywhere 2 days after our break up but she still has to come over to give me some stuff and bla bla
Im on the verge of crying rn for no reason as i do not wanna get back with her
My life feels so empty mostly bcs i moved into a new home while we were togheter and thanks to my sleep schedule i spent more time awake with her in my room than i spent alone
I always texted her everything i did and now i just do things without telling anyone and it feels so weird
Im going to attempt 140kg squat on monday hopefully i get it
My acnee got way better after our break up but 2 days ago it randomly got so much worse even tho I've been tracking my food and sleeping way better
I can't choose between killing myself or just moving on but it feels impossible
It was my gift from god and i lost it
Where is my ugly ass ever gonna find a girl that would cook and clean just bcs she loves me
Where am i gonna ever find a girl as pretty as her
How will i ever in this generation find such a innocent and pure soul and how can i even ask for one since i am no longer a virgin
If anyone has any tips on how to move on and how to get rid of acnee it would be highly appreciated
I was right after all
It's been almost 2 weeks and im doing better than i was in the relationship
I now go outside daily
Go to the gym (most of the times with friends)
1 month in the gym and i already got 100kg for 3 reps on squats
I've hit up some of my old friends and im trying to rebuild my friendships i neglected while isolating myself in my room
She's blocked me on insta and unfollowed + removed me everywhere 2 days after our break up but she still has to come over to give me some stuff and bla bla
Im on the verge of crying rn for no reason as i do not wanna get back with her
My life feels so empty mostly bcs i moved into a new home while we were togheter and thanks to my sleep schedule i spent more time awake with her in my room than i spent alone
I always texted her everything i did and now i just do things without telling anyone and it feels so weird
Im going to attempt 140kg squat on monday hopefully i get it
My acnee got way better after our break up but 2 days ago it randomly got so much worse even tho I've been tracking my food and sleeping way better
I can't choose between killing myself or just moving on but it feels impossible
It was my gift from god and i lost it
Where is my ugly ass ever gonna find a girl that would cook and clean just bcs she loves me
Where am i gonna ever find a girl as pretty as her
How will i ever in this generation find such a innocent and pure soul and how can i even ask for one since i am no longer a virgin
If anyone has any tips on how to move on and how to get rid of acnee it would be highly appreciated
