
TheVoidInside
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my old oneitis had told me that she learnt japanese when she was 14. meanwhile, when i was 14, i was still playing Pokemon lol.
by the time she was 20, she spoke 5 languages and had certificates for 3 of them. by the time i was 20...i was still playing Pokemon lol.
she has always been a step ahead of me from the beggining. i had hard time understanding this in 2020 because i thought i mogged her since i had a better degree but eventually i realized that she CHOSE not to go to STEM and was probably better than me in math when she was in school.
the peer pressure from her was INSANE. even before going out with her, she had told me that she was working and sending CVs to attain a second income and asked me what i was doing with my life.
she is studying computer science right now and will probably graduate ealier than her classmates. im a worthless loser compared to her, i will never be enough for her and i will never amount to anything in general

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by the time she was 20, she spoke 5 languages and had certificates for 3 of them. by the time i was 20...i was still playing Pokemon lol.
she has always been a step ahead of me from the beggining. i had hard time understanding this in 2020 because i thought i mogged her since i had a better degree but eventually i realized that she CHOSE not to go to STEM and was probably better than me in math when she was in school.
the peer pressure from her was INSANE. even before going out with her, she had told me that she was working and sending CVs to attain a second income and asked me what i was doing with my life.
she is studying computer science right now and will probably graduate ealier than her classmates. im a worthless loser compared to her, i will never be enough for her and i will never amount to anything in general