Brother went through my phone once i was allowed to come back home 2 weeks ago

[davidlaidisme67]

As many of you have been wondering of a reason for my disappearance this is it. So I failed one of my classes this past semester but it for some reason didn't show that on my transcript and showed that it failed all of my classes. This came through the mail and my oldest sister showed this to my father. This prompted me to get kicked out for a night. Bur then I came back and thought I was going to get chewed out by my siblings and father. Oh brother I was in for a rude awakening. My older brother demanded me to give him my phone. I pleaded with him but he slapped me and yelled at me to give it to him so I obliged. He proceeded to go through my Google chrome, discord, photo album, Instagram and messages.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

He was appalled and started to chewing me out saying muh I'm a terrible brother and a disgusting piece of shit. He proceeded to show all of my business to my sisters and what I said about them. He ruined my entire relationship with my family and I might unironically get arrested soon since he said he might report the hateful shit I've Ben saying

 

[EthiopianMaxxer]

what would have happened if you had denied giving him your phone? and how can you be sure he actually went through it, does your phone not have a password?

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I was forced to take a semester off and work. I've had all of my electronics and money taken away. I don't even have any privacy

 

[davidlaidisme67]

what would have happened if you had denied giving him your phone? and how can you be sure he actually went through it, does your phone not have a password?

Probably nothing but I was scared as fuck so I wasn't thinking clearly and he legit yelled at me for my password. Kept hitting me

 

[Mogs Me]

what would have happened if you had denied giving him your phone? and how can you be sure he actually went through it, does your phone not have a password?

Niggas password is password

 

[OnlyWs]

That’s an awful experience, sooner you can get some distance from them the better. Some family relationships work better with distance

 

[monecel]

Probably nothing but I was scared as fuck so I wasn't thinking clearly and he legit yelled at me for my password. Kept hitting me

Nigga lives with the orcs from lord of the rings

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Niggas password is password

 

[kitty!]

Just leave them

 

[alurmo]

I was forced to take a semester off and work. I've had all of my electronics and money taken away. I don't even have any privacy

damn boyo, did they check ur socials and shit, unless they checked ur org acc what could that nigga possibly have seen

 

[160cmcurry]

there you go, shrooms, any sort of garbage psychedelic you’ve taken in the past has made you more subversive and submissive to people. it dissolves your spine, blurs your boundaries, and trains you to romanticize weakness as “empathy” and confusion as “growth.” instead of sharpening judgment, it teaches you to doubt your instincts and outsource your will to vibes, feelings, and whatever consensus sounds nicest in the moment.

no point in it “killing the hate for everyone” if it just makes you more submissive, easy to control. convenient. a person with no capacity for hate is a person with no capacity to defend themselves, no instinct to say no, no spine when pressure gets applied.

 

[davidlaidisme67]

there you go, shrooms, any sort of garbage psychedelic you’ve taken in the past has made you more subversive and submissive to people. it dissolves your spine, blurs your boundaries, and trains you to romanticize weakness as “empathy” and confusion as “growth.” instead of sharpening judgment, it teaches you to doubt your instincts and outsource your will to vibes, feelings, and whatever consensus sounds nicest in the moment.

no point in it “killing the hate for everyone” if it just makes you more submissive, easy to control. convenient. a person with no capacity for hate is a person with no capacity to defend themselves, no instinct to say no, no spine when pressure gets applied.

BRO WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?????? I've been so worried I've been asking around and they heard they havent heard from you in a while. Also you're right ngl, back when i was filled with anger, I was much less submissive but now since I'm more depressed I've succumbed to weeping like an abused dog

 

[davidlaidisme67]

damn boyo, did they check ur socials and shit, unless they checked ur org acc what could that nigga possibly have seen

Bro I have 700 gbs of porn

 

[alurmo]

Bro I have 700 gbs of porn

on the phone saving porn is a no go but why would ur brother care
is he the saint of the family or smt

 

[hazewtf]

He proceeded to go through my Google chrome, discord, photo album, Instagram and messages.

this is not normal bro idk ur age but if ur old enough try to move if u got money like that

 

[davidlaidisme67]

on the phone saving porn is a no go but why would ur brother care
is he the saint of the family or smt

Normies are naturally hypocritical and try to be morally superior

 

[160cmcurry]

Also you're right ngl, back when i was filled with anger, I was much less submissive but now since I'm more depressed I've succumbed to weeping like an abused dog

yeah that’s the thing, any psychedelics just does that to you. ideally i’m not saying to avoid it overall since it’s something i wanna consider taking later on in the future, but it’s best taken when you’ve already stabilized everything that actually matters. when your environment isn’t hostile, when your home life isn’t chaos, when your looks and social standing aren’t constant sources of friction. if you take it while you’re still under pressure, it doesn’t “heal” you, it just teaches you to cope by reframing weakness as acceptance.

there’s a reason psychedelics are popular in the suburbs. safe neighborhoods, predictable lives, no real existential threat. people there can afford to dissolve their ego because there’s nothing hunting them. for someone still climbing, still sharpening themselves, still trying to carve out leverage, psychedelics just dull the blade too early. they encourage premature surrender. instead of fixing what’s wrong materially, you’re nudged toward making peace with it internally.


that’s why timing matters. if you haven’t earned stability yet, psychedelics push you toward spiritual bypassing “i’m okay with this” instead of “this needs to change”

BRO WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?????? I've been so worried I've been asking around and they heard they havent heard from you in a while

yeah sorry about that, so much has happened these past few months. i deleted the group chat we had before and deathnics archived, all gone for good.

i got tired of coping with online stuff knowing my irl stuff wasn’t making any progress. then i wiped out all my socials permanently. deleted even my old roblox account, crazy that i’ve had it since 2016, now all gone, wiped out. same with my discord accounts, any discord accounts i’ve had before, all wiped out, deleted.

i just chose to isolate myself the months that went by. i can’t even “cope” anymore since i realized i never actually enjoyed my copes to begin with. i never even liked gaming, it was just anesthesia. something to mute the fact that my irl life was stagnant, so i dumped hours into a virtual world full of pixels and fake progress bars. fake social interaction, fake identity. crazy how it’s all gone now. years of accounts, chats, usernames, history, all erased. then i came back here, to be fair i don’t even know why. maybe i’ll get my socials back one day when i’m at a point where i’m proud of what i see in the mirror, physically, materially. maybe when my life actually has something to show, not just something to say. who knows.

right now i can’t even cope with this garbage discord shit anymore, or any of these weird online social dynamics. even if they’re from here, even if they share the same ideology, i’m done. they add no value. most of them you’ll never meet anyway, living in some random bum place you’ve never thought about and never will. no leverage, no future overlap, just an echo chamber of subhumans coping.

 

[Gamerspyy786]

Damn bro, u don’t deserve this. I hope one day you can work things out with your family and things could be improved.

If it makes u feel better my mom once went through my phone and found some crazy shit too. Time just heals these kinds of wounds.


Also why would you not defend yourself against your brother? I mean if he’s slapping u and shit, I think I would. It would be a different case if it was my dad or something.