camster77
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I thougt I should tell you about a brutal experience this April. I was on a language stay in Montpellier with my school. It was a pretty boring week you just live there with host family, go to the language school every day and larp as if you enjoy learning french. I honestly hated the whole trip. iving among normies and spending pretty much every waking moment with them really made me realize what a misfit sperg I am, I became pretty much non verbal by the end of the week because I literally had nothing to add to any conversation.
Anyway I'll get to the point now. On the third evening I was out with a few of my classmates. One of them is relevant to the story this is Bennet, he was also my roomate in the host family. We were hanging out in a busy alleyway and thought we should approach some girls. Bennet being the ultra NT Normie that he is decided we should play kiss or slap. Because he is a coward he would be the one asking girls if they would kiss me or slap me. I went along with it because I was pretty desperate and also curious on how girls would react. The first approach went as expected, the group of girls were weirded out and walked of laughing. We went to the second group, who also walked off, unexpectedly though one of the girls, a ginger mtb came out to make out with me. Didn't last too long, about 30 seconds and the she walked off. My normie friends cheered me on which gave me a bit of dopamine but i still just felt emtpy. Actual pic of us here:
The next few days were pretty uneventful until me and my group stumbled on their group again. The same girl that I kissed walked up to us. She was pretty drunk and talking about who in our group she'll get with next. This bitch said straight to my face "I've already got with you" went up to Bennet and started making out with him. My first thought was "stupid whore, who cares what she does anyway". But I noticed she seemed much more enthusiastic with Bennet making out much longer and also exchanging snap. After that, she walks of with him to an alleyway and this fucking toilet goes and sucks his dick. I damn near lost it when he came back with her and started boasting about it to us. What a pathetic excuse of a "friend". Later that evening he tells me that that she "misunderstood the kiss or slap game". Apperently she thought I was ugly and and just thought she would have to kiss me in order to kiss Bennet. That was honestly ropefuel and having to sleep in the same room as him that night made me want to strange him to death (in gta). This was all according to Bennet though, I don't know how credible it is and it also seems pretty inconsistent to me. First of all if she really found me that repulsive she would've flatout rejected me and second of all if she really misunderstood the game why didn't she go up to bennet that same evening? Maybe I'm just coping though.
For a reference this is Bennet:
Autists would call him mtn but he has gigappeal and is ultra NT
This was me at the time:
I'd say I'm htn now but the acne + greasy hair + assymetric eyebrows lowered my appeal and pulled me down to mtn.
I am also pretty non NT, also shit at kissing which I think contributed to this happening
Anyway I'll get to the point now. On the third evening I was out with a few of my classmates. One of them is relevant to the story this is Bennet, he was also my roomate in the host family. We were hanging out in a busy alleyway and thought we should approach some girls. Bennet being the ultra NT Normie that he is decided we should play kiss or slap. Because he is a coward he would be the one asking girls if they would kiss me or slap me. I went along with it because I was pretty desperate and also curious on how girls would react. The first approach went as expected, the group of girls were weirded out and walked of laughing. We went to the second group, who also walked off, unexpectedly though one of the girls, a ginger mtb came out to make out with me. Didn't last too long, about 30 seconds and the she walked off. My normie friends cheered me on which gave me a bit of dopamine but i still just felt emtpy. Actual pic of us here:
The next few days were pretty uneventful until me and my group stumbled on their group again. The same girl that I kissed walked up to us. She was pretty drunk and talking about who in our group she'll get with next. This bitch said straight to my face "I've already got with you" went up to Bennet and started making out with him. My first thought was "stupid whore, who cares what she does anyway". But I noticed she seemed much more enthusiastic with Bennet making out much longer and also exchanging snap. After that, she walks of with him to an alleyway and this fucking toilet goes and sucks his dick. I damn near lost it when he came back with her and started boasting about it to us. What a pathetic excuse of a "friend". Later that evening he tells me that that she "misunderstood the kiss or slap game". Apperently she thought I was ugly and and just thought she would have to kiss me in order to kiss Bennet. That was honestly ropefuel and having to sleep in the same room as him that night made me want to strange him to death (in gta). This was all according to Bennet though, I don't know how credible it is and it also seems pretty inconsistent to me. First of all if she really found me that repulsive she would've flatout rejected me and second of all if she really misunderstood the game why didn't she go up to bennet that same evening? Maybe I'm just coping though.
For a reference this is Bennet:
Autists would call him mtn but he has gigappeal and is ultra NT
This was me at the time:
I'd say I'm htn now but the acne + greasy hair + assymetric eyebrows lowered my appeal and pulled me down to mtn.
I am also pretty non NT, also shit at kissing which I think contributed to this happening
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