khhvincel
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it all started when i was in primary school, i was in year 5. there was a girl i liked in my class, a h mtb, and i really wanted her. she had previously been with a h mtn so it was a looksmatch. the h mtn left the school to go to a different country and so i thought this was my best shot at finally getting a girlfriend.
the h mtb and her friends always used to talk to me and joke around with me (they were h ltbs tho). they even added me to a private gc on snapchat with her friends from another class.
once the h mtn had left the school, i seized the oppurtunity quickly. it was a monday and we had a substitute teacher since our teacher was sick. i asked one of her friends if she was single. they chuckled, then went off to get her, came back and said,
"becky is taken, she's taken"
this broke my heart, i felt so sad. at the time, i didn't realize they were joking so it was even worse. i was moody the whole day and when the teacher asked me to pick something up from the floor, i refused and got my name on the board. i was a goody two shoes high inhib cuckcel slave who followed orders and was shy which nearly got me to my breaking point.
A FEW DAYS LATER...
it was friday and the last day of term, in my head i thought,
"this is my chance, i can finally get her, i can't wait to have a girlfriend!!!! if she rejects me, oh well, it's summer so she won't see me for a long time and she'll forget!"
of course, being the high inhib cuckcel that i was, i couldn't ask her in person because i was too shy. i even remember a time where i invited her to lunch (i had an early lunch pass which allowed me to bring one person with me) so i brought her.
it was extremely awkward since i couldn't really talk to girls (or anyone for that matter) and jestered at the expense of my reputation just so people would like me. being a bloated recessedcel and not knowing about
made it so much worse. the convo consisted of hello, hello, what are you eating, nutella bread feelswhy, nice, what are you eating, croissant, im going to go the toilet now, ok. i came back from the toilet and she had left me and didn't talk to me when i went to class.
BRUTALLLL
ANYWAYS FAST FORWARD TO FRIDAY AFTER SCHOOL....
i came back from school excited for what was to come and i was feeling ready to ask her. i was already in the gc, they were all online. but before that, i had to fuel myself with some soy infused pasta for dinner with some chocolate mousse desserts (pasta, made from wheat, must be good for you, right?)
i had just finished my goyslop pasta and had gone into bed with my tablet with my forward and downward head posture, (pure bliss at the time)
tapped on snapchat and there she was. i texted her,
hey
feelswah
more fish in the sea right?
there was also a time where i was crying over the h mtb on the playground in front of everyone too but i'm tired of typing so i'll do that later.
thanks for reading
this was embarassing even to think about
@iBlameTheGauntlet
the h mtb and her friends always used to talk to me and joke around with me (they were h ltbs tho). they even added me to a private gc on snapchat with her friends from another class.
once the h mtn had left the school, i seized the oppurtunity quickly. it was a monday and we had a substitute teacher since our teacher was sick. i asked one of her friends if she was single. they chuckled, then went off to get her, came back and said,
"becky is taken, she's taken"
this broke my heart, i felt so sad. at the time, i didn't realize they were joking so it was even worse. i was moody the whole day and when the teacher asked me to pick something up from the floor, i refused and got my name on the board. i was a goody two shoes high inhib cuckcel slave who followed orders and was shy which nearly got me to my breaking point.
A FEW DAYS LATER...
it was friday and the last day of term, in my head i thought,
"this is my chance, i can finally get her, i can't wait to have a girlfriend!!!! if she rejects me, oh well, it's summer so she won't see me for a long time and she'll forget!"
of course, being the high inhib cuckcel that i was, i couldn't ask her in person because i was too shy. i even remember a time where i invited her to lunch (i had an early lunch pass which allowed me to bring one person with me) so i brought her.
it was extremely awkward since i couldn't really talk to girls (or anyone for that matter) and jestered at the expense of my reputation just so people would like me. being a bloated recessedcel and not knowing about
made it so much worse. the convo consisted of hello, hello, what are you eating, nutella bread feelswhy, nice, what are you eating, croissant, im going to go the toilet now, ok. i came back from the toilet and she had left me and didn't talk to me when i went to class.BRUTALLLL
ANYWAYS FAST FORWARD TO FRIDAY AFTER SCHOOL....
i came back from school excited for what was to come and i was feeling ready to ask her. i was already in the gc, they were all online. but before that, i had to fuel myself with some soy infused pasta for dinner with some chocolate mousse desserts (pasta, made from wheat, must be good for you, right?
)i had just finished my goyslop pasta and had gone into bed with my tablet with my forward and downward head posture, (pure bliss at the time
)tapped on snapchat and there she was. i texted her,
hey
hello
do you have a boyfriendno
can i be your boyfrienduhhh idk
please please i'll be goodfeelswahi'm not sure maybe
please i promiseuh idk
be honest will you date meno
oh ok theres plenty more fish in the sea right?
left on seen □5m ago
at that moment, i lost all interest. i didn't want anything to do with her, but before i blocked her, i sent her a music video. some corny song about love. i think i thought that would make her feel bad and get with me, but that just made things worse. she sent it to her friends, who on the first day back at school, all looked at me weirdly and laughed whenever they saw me.
there was also a time where i was crying over the h mtb on the playground in front of everyone too but i'm tired of typing so i'll do that later.
thanks for reading
this was embarassing even to think about
@iBlameTheGauntlet
have you ever heard the word of our prophet Muhammad? He also liked 10 year olds 
