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Sat behind my Oneitis and she turned to the side looked to the back and was playing with her hair. We made eye contact a few times. I was mesmerised tbh.
Then I realised. Some other guy took her virginity, kissed her for the first time, captured her heart, and basically owns a piece of her soul forever whilst I was rotting alone and being abused by my parents. BRUTAL.
If you didn’t experience pure, unadultered love during your teens and didn’t have to worry about bullshit like the RedPill, Blackpill, Looksmaxxxing, SMV, Hypergamy, etc there is truly no coming back.
Like I’m sorry. Do you think finding a woman when she’s 25 is remotely close to finding her at 15 without the decade of experience?
You’ll always be second fiddle to the guy who came first. You’ll never love in a carefree, innocent and pure manner.
Anyways…was gonna rest today, gonna go spar and hopefully get knocked down on the floor half a dozen times or something.
Then I realised. Some other guy took her virginity, kissed her for the first time, captured her heart, and basically owns a piece of her soul forever whilst I was rotting alone and being abused by my parents. BRUTAL.
If you didn’t experience pure, unadultered love during your teens and didn’t have to worry about bullshit like the RedPill, Blackpill, Looksmaxxxing, SMV, Hypergamy, etc there is truly no coming back.
Like I’m sorry. Do you think finding a woman when she’s 25 is remotely close to finding her at 15 without the decade of experience?
You’ll always be second fiddle to the guy who came first. You’ll never love in a carefree, innocent and pure manner.
Anyways…was gonna rest today, gonna go spar and hopefully get knocked down on the floor half a dozen times or something.
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