Brutally hardcapped because of height

[Nyle]

Genuinely go to bed every wondering how life could have been if I had been just a few inches taller
Not asking for much even with 178 ( 5"10) I could have been satisfied but its just so brutal out here man.
I have a above average face, prettyboy features but its just not enough because the second i stand up and every second I stay standing its a humilation ritual.
I just go into really depressive states where I end up crying myself to sleep and waking up with dread knowing i have to do it all again
The gaslighting from tall friends doesnt help either and they talk about such stupid problems that they have with their height like "bro people call me a giraffe",
"filling out my frame is so much harder" "sitting in cramped spaces is soooo uncomfortable" as if all this even compares to a fraction of being a underappreciated, overlooked (physically and figuartively) and humiliating manlet with nothing but his whole life of suffering ahead ahead of him.
Sometimes I really feel like ending it all just had I not had this one flaw this one thing that destroys everything that youve built upon.
People gaslighting u endlessly saying its your fault that your short when they dont understand the gift they were born with.
Only thing ive gained is having more empathy for those with an even worse genetic makeup than me, I start tearing up because I can just see their whole life experiences laid out in front of me with one look on their face, the pure defeat and hopelessness they feel like me.
Being in a country where im significantly below average height in europe doesnt help either every dude at uni is almost half a foot taller. I dont know how to cope

 

[JohnDoe]

5'7? Brutal tbh and i understand you. I'm 5'8.5 and just 2 inches more and life would have been good.

 

[samyess]

Genuinely go to bed every wondering how life could have been if I had been just a few inches taller
Not asking for much even with 178 ( 5"10) I could have been satisfied but its just so brutal out here man.
I have a above average face, prettyboy features but its just not enough because the second i stand up and every second I stay standing its a humilation ritual.
I just go into really depressive states where I end up crying myself to sleep and waking up with dread knowing i have to do it all again
The gaslighting from tall friends doesnt help either and they talk about such stupid problems that they have with their height like "bro people call me a giraffe",
"filling out my frame is so much harder" "sitting in cramped spaces is soooo uncomfortable" as if all this even compares to a fraction of being a underappreciated, overlooked (physically and figuartively) and humiliating manlet with nothing but his whole life of suffering ahead ahead of him.
Sometimes I really feel like ending it all just had I not had this one flaw this one thing that destroys everything that youve built upon.
People gaslighting u endlessly saying its your fault that your short when they dont understand the gift they were born with.
Only thing ive gained is having more empathy for those with an even worse genetic makeup than me, I start tearing up because I can just see their whole life experiences laid out in front of me with one look on their face, the pure defeat and hopelessness they feel like me.
Being in a country where im significantly below average height in europe doesnt help either every dude at uni is almost half a foot taller. I dont know how to cope

Trust me when I say this, life does not get better once tall, and that's coming from a 6,3ft