no you were always asocial you just didn't realise it before bp and then it became worse because you started noticing your own behaviour.
yes you were never neurotypical. The reason you were a class clown is probably because you were neglected at home and had to make a fool of yourself or others for attention. You are asocial (meaning opposite of being social) and probably always been
Bro u might be on to something ngl
Majority of people here are non neurotypical because they were neglected as a child and blame it on their appearance. It is somewhat true since average looking and below average looking kids don't get any positive reinforcement from their parents and others - and it becomes even worse if the child is also not good at any sport or school making the parents focus on a sibling instead.
Same thing happened to me
I call cap
Someone who was genuenly social as a child never become anti-social after puberty unless they have underwent trauma.
I answered before I read your post, but that's exactly what happened to me. I started to become a NEET and theorized that women only start liking me platonically once they get to know me, since I am ugly, and I didn't want to give them the pleasure of knowing me as they surely would like me platonically at least, so I decided I would not talk to women unless a woman is decent enough herself towards me. That's how I fucked myself up.
You ever coped yourself into thinking u were gl
You can ask my best friend, he will confirm it for you. But then again, he hasn’t logged in in over a year.I call cap
It’s true buddy boyo. That’s why I had a ton of female friends in high school. And a regular best friend whom I hung out with nearly everyday after school was out. That’s also why I got invited to birthday parties that were hosted by boys and girls. And all this while I attended a white high school and being one of the few non-whites there. I don’t know why people don’t believe me when I say I was very NT until I started rotting.
Definetly, I was extremely nt as a child too much in fact but I guess my energy and extroversion was a bit much. So a serious of bad experiences over time and just general interactions made me less nt, quieter, less sociable and more introverted.
Born to rot
don't you think it's because up until college you were in the same social circle?You can ask my best friend, he will confirm it for you. But then again, he hasn’t logged in in over a year.
You didn't become non neurotypical because of blackpill i simply don't beleive it.
Nope. I could always make friends easily back in the day.
It’s not as simple as you put it. It’s a process that took years. I didn’t become a retard overnight.
well some of us were born retards
I was lucky to have a social upbringing, that’s why I have always had been so social up until I entered college. There was a 9 month gap between college and adult high school and even adult high school I didn’t show up much in classes for, so that’s another 6 to 12 months at least where I didn’t socialize much. I have only my own mindset to blame. Keep in mind, I started college in 2016 and I left high school in 2014. You can say it’s a process that took around 10 years. I also have insomnia since around 16 and couple that with staying inside my room/house mostly and eventually the most social person will become socially stunted somehow. Even now I am only going to college part-time and I don’t have a job, so I don’t socialize much either nowadays.well some of us were born retards
i was always an autist. post quarantine it got way worse, though
