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suicidalsurgerymaxx
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I wanna start by saying I wasn’t always subfive.
TLDR AT THE END
I started off HTN without even knowing it. I’m 21 right now but in middle school girls literally fought over me. In highschool i had multiple girlfriends but i was trying to be pure and find the right moment to do it.
I had gotten head and kissed and rubbed, but never did it.
I left highschool early, and after trying to kms, i tried to succeed only to be not around any girls at all.
Instead of focusing on getting girls i listened to the redpillers to try and succeed and make money as a hustler.
The whole time i didnt sleep with women at my job, i didnt accept the advances of normal women, i kept trying to wait.
By the time i was 19 i started balding severely. I was able to hide it with my hairstyle until eventually my actual hairline got pushed back.
Making my forehead so much bigger and DESTROYING my facial ratio. Blackpill content didn’t help and I didn’t rush to use what little attractiveness i had left, instead i tried to make the money to get the surgeries all at once.
More time passed until i was 21. Now i look like a middle aged man. Every good feature I didnt notice about myself because i was focused on my balding is gone too.
My face became INCREDIBLY fat, my chin structure changed to a butt-chin. My eye pushed closer together. I’m a norwood 3 with a terrible facial ratio.
My perfect skin became bumpy and gross from shaving and cortisol.
I grow hair at the speed of sound everywhere but my head so the clean-shaven boy i was is dead, now i’m this ugly man with a disgusting beard.
My white eyes turned yellow. My golden skin became DEEP dark, like i’m from pakistan.
I had to starve for 2 weeks to even see my face, but my actual muscle left too. Mind you i’ve been consistent in the gym this entire time. I have never ONCE been fat or had a gut. I just have low-set non-prominent cheekbones which makes my face look super soft and weak.
Everyone would smile at me on the streets now frowns in disgust. My dating app options went from dismal to non-existent.
People wont look me in the eyes anymore. People won’t treat me like a human anymore.
Now i’m 21, ugly, severly balding, and incredibly low on the smv scale. Maybe i’m a 3/10 because i’m tall. But thats about it.
I’m not kissless or hugless. But i went from HTN to Sub4 in a year. I haven’t had a single friend anywhere in years and i even have no social skills.
I feel like its over for me if i don’t lose my virginity soon. What can i even do?
TLDR: Man has options but wastes them being “innocent”, turns ugly rapidly and looses all of those options. Now is a weird virgin with no love or friends. What can he do?
TLDR AT THE END
I started off HTN without even knowing it. I’m 21 right now but in middle school girls literally fought over me. In highschool i had multiple girlfriends but i was trying to be pure and find the right moment to do it.
I had gotten head and kissed and rubbed, but never did it.
I left highschool early, and after trying to kms, i tried to succeed only to be not around any girls at all.
Instead of focusing on getting girls i listened to the redpillers to try and succeed and make money as a hustler.
The whole time i didnt sleep with women at my job, i didnt accept the advances of normal women, i kept trying to wait.
By the time i was 19 i started balding severely. I was able to hide it with my hairstyle until eventually my actual hairline got pushed back.
Making my forehead so much bigger and DESTROYING my facial ratio. Blackpill content didn’t help and I didn’t rush to use what little attractiveness i had left, instead i tried to make the money to get the surgeries all at once.
More time passed until i was 21. Now i look like a middle aged man. Every good feature I didnt notice about myself because i was focused on my balding is gone too.
My face became INCREDIBLY fat, my chin structure changed to a butt-chin. My eye pushed closer together. I’m a norwood 3 with a terrible facial ratio.
My perfect skin became bumpy and gross from shaving and cortisol.
I grow hair at the speed of sound everywhere but my head so the clean-shaven boy i was is dead, now i’m this ugly man with a disgusting beard.
My white eyes turned yellow. My golden skin became DEEP dark, like i’m from pakistan.
I had to starve for 2 weeks to even see my face, but my actual muscle left too. Mind you i’ve been consistent in the gym this entire time. I have never ONCE been fat or had a gut. I just have low-set non-prominent cheekbones which makes my face look super soft and weak.
Everyone would smile at me on the streets now frowns in disgust. My dating app options went from dismal to non-existent.
People wont look me in the eyes anymore. People won’t treat me like a human anymore.
Now i’m 21, ugly, severly balding, and incredibly low on the smv scale. Maybe i’m a 3/10 because i’m tall. But thats about it.
I’m not kissless or hugless. But i went from HTN to Sub4 in a year. I haven’t had a single friend anywhere in years and i even have no social skills.
I feel like its over for me if i don’t lose my virginity soon. What can i even do?
TLDR: Man has options but wastes them being “innocent”, turns ugly rapidly and looses all of those options. Now is a weird virgin with no love or friends. What can he do?
