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I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck
 
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Best of luck bro 🙏
 
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dnr
 
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I wish we could trade places i deserve death you deserve another chance not in my body tho
 
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weren't you supposed to save me the last time 😂😂
You didn't write anything to me in the end, I can't help someone who doesn't want to
 
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I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep getting worst purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck
I hope you get better too but quit being a fucking moron. Fight for your life. Not your hair.

If you win the fight for your life your hair will come back. Quit worrying about the hairs on your chin when you're about to be beheaded.
 
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You didn't write anything to me in the end, I can't help someone who doesn't want to
i cant fail for your scam but what about we give it a try
 
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honestly dnr any molecule but cancer is serious.

i wish all the best for you bhai :feelsgood:
 
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take care man. Keep your mental strong you can beat it.
 
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I hope you get better too but quit being a fucking moron. Fight for your life. Not your hair.

If you win the fight for your life your hair will come back. Quit worrying about the hairs on your chin when you're about to be beheaded.
thank you bro and yes youre absolutely right jfl, im genuinely a completely retard but my depression didn't really attribute in the good a lot to my situation tbh, i was very suicidal at a time and this cancer just seemed like a solution to me, at first i wanted it to just kill me but now im worried bc im too much of a pussy to actually just suicide even if its not voluntary
 
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i cant fail for your scam but what about we give it a try
I'll just leave a link to a post with the information you need, maybe you'll draw the right conclusions, that's all

Well, drinking chamomile tea will kill you, by the way. That's not the point, why i gave you a link to my thread

 
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I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck
fight for you live bro❤️
 
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that shit sounds like smth I'd do
 
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I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck
Hope things get better ❤️‍🩹

Your health comes first forget all the looksmaxxing bs for now
 
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I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck
Keeping you in my thoughts, all the best. Just know you have people to talk to and support you always(y)(y)
 
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thank you bro and yes youre absolutely right jfl, im genuinely a completely retard but my depression didn't really attribute in the good a lot to my situation tbh, i was very suicidal at a time and this cancer just seemed like a solution to me, at first i wanted it to just kill me but now im worried bc im too much of a pussy to actually just suicide even if its not voluntary
Fight the fight. Press on.
 
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I call bullshit. You've got any proof for this?
 
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I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck
Hope it gets better for you, please focus on your health ❤️‍🩹
 
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I hope everything gets better bhai:feelscry: top 10 users definitely good luck to you
 
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Keeping you in my thoughts, all the best. Just know you have people to talk to and support you always(y)(y)
thanks bhai, i believe i will get better tho, i js have to take the step
its just leukemia while yes it is cancer its still treatable so i actually have a lot of hope
 
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thanks bhai, i believe i will get better tho, i js have to take the step
its just leukemia while yes it is cancer its still treatable so i actually have a lot of hope
Hope is all you need brah, faith always and don’t lose it. I have faith and hope in you too.

Keep us or atleast me posted, I’ll be here or around
 
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I'll remember you in my prayers man.. hope you get well soon. @Rabbi is also a cancer survivor
 
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I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck
wow i thought your cancer got somewhat better, damn bro.
i hope you get healthy asap.
best of luck bruv
 
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Hope this isnt larp. I hope you get better, keep fighting bhai:feelsautistic:
 
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Im rooting for you man ♥️
 
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Best of luck. Never let any negative thoughts enter your head. You will survive, and you will live on to fight another day.
 
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i’m about to start thinking i caused this with manifestation of my words earlier vro damn

on a srs note, wish u well
 
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Hope is all you need brah, faith always and don’t lose it. I have faith and hope in you too.

Keep us or atleast me posted, I’ll be here or around
ill keep you guys updated 🥹
 
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Best of luck. Never let any negative thoughts enter your head. You will survive, and you will live on to fight another day.
thank you so much techno
 
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Best of luck. Never let any negative thoughts enter your head. You will survive, and you will live on to fight another day.
Best of luck. Never let any negative thoughts enter your head. You will survive, and you will live on to fight another day.
 
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I dont think im getting any better, i had my hopes on the medications i was running to work but i have no other option but going through chemo if i want to heal the issue is that by doing that i will loose my hair and that's something that will absolutely destroy me since ive been growing out my hair for years, its not long long but it is about shoulder length and i have a very strange emotional attachment to it so just the thought of loosing it scares me, ik its stupid to put my hair over my health but I've been letting my health just keep deteriorating purposely by using less stronger treatments so i can avoid chemo, at first it was working but im a retard and started running tren mid cancer and im getting weaker each day, idk what to do and ik its something irrelevant to the most of you but i wanted to kinda share my thoughts, i hope to get better soon tbh i still have hope but fuck
Eat rotten chicken and eggs - Aajonus

Works boyo
 
wow i thought your cancer got somewhat better, damn bro.
i hope you get healthy asap.
best of luck bruv
its like a zigzag bro it sometimes gets better, it sometimes gets worst.

yk how it goes bro
 
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@Rabbi what was your situation?
 
Don't let the thoughts get to your head, trust me. Just keep fighting, it's better to lose a few hairs than to give up.

And as @Lefty Rankin said, if you win, which you will, your hair will come back as a trophy.

I also have long hair past shoulders so i know what it's like, but in the face of danger i would give it up in an instant. So you should do that aswell.

Best of luck and all love to you, bhai.
 
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its like a zigzag bro it sometimes gets better, it sometimes gets worst.

yk how it goes bro
i am sure you will get better bhai
i cant lose bruv like ya
love ya and good luck
 
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yes, its was hard a decision for me but thank you for encouraging me guys, all love to all of you guys genuinely, im glad to be part of this community filled with such amazing hearts
Don't let the thoughts get to your head, trust me. Just keep fighting, it's better to lose a few hairs than to give up.

And as @Lefty Rankin said, if you win, which you will, your hair will come back as a trophy.

I also have long hair past shoulders so i know what it's like, but in the face of danger i would give it up in an instant. So you should do that aswell.

Best of luck and all love to you, bhai.
 
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love you dawg

u better win for me bruh:feelswah:
 
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