Can’t find joy

[lookingforward]

Have a pretty girl, have a good enough job, paid off car, overall should be happy but can’t find joy for shit.

Constant ups and downs suicidal thoughts dreading anything and anger at every corner and I don’t even at what I’m angry about anymore

Didn’t go to school but I think that would make me kms I don’t care about shit anymore

Isn’t a hormonal issue thinking about starting PEDs probably would make me spiral even further into the drain

I’m just starting to have a real disgust for people

 

[The Homelander]

“A man will not truly experience joy until the tip of his tongue makes contact with cow dung and he consumes it” — Some random street dweller in my hometown of Uttar Pradesh

 

[lookingforward]

“A man will not truly experience joy until the tip of his tongue makes contact with cow dung and he consumes it” — Some random street dweller in my hometown of Uttar Pradesh

If goatis taught me anything

There is no bad bacteria.

 

[Godera]

Mental illness

 

[lookingforward]

Mental illness

I’m not taking soy ass medication tbh

 

[Godera]

I’m not taking soy ass medication tbh

Take drugs

 

[lookingforward]

Take drugs

I do mushrooms at giga high doses every week, already tried the drug route just made me more depressed I don’t think cigs are a drug but that’s daily

 

[Godera]

I do mushrooms at giga high doses every week, already tried the drug route just made me more depressed I don’t think cigs are a drug but that’s daily

Then kys ig

 

[R@m@]

Find goy

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

go on primal diet

 

[lookingforward]

go on primal diet

Already trying it still not working

My brain is truly fucked

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

fuck your girl in the ass

 

[lookingforward]

Fair point

fuck your girl in the ass

I wanna rape her

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

Fair point

I wanna rape her

she probably wants you to do it too

 

[lookingforward]

she probably wants you to do it too

New thing to look forward to honestly ty bhai

 

[superpsycho]

 

[superpsycho]

id say cope with LDAR and goyslop but thats not good for long term

 

[PeakIncels]

You should swap forum, go on sanction ed suicide, ppl there r actually helpful, here only a few can help, but only will do much

 

[PeakIncels]

i did the same thing and don't regret it

 

[lookingforward]

You should swap forum, go on sanction ed suicide, ppl there r actually helpful, here only a few can help, but only will do much

Thanks bro I will genuinely be trying this out I’ve always thought about getting help but never end up going thru with it

I’ve been in a rut for a little over a year always back out last second from doing anything about it

 

[PeakIncels]

Thanks bro I will genuinely be trying this out I’ve always thought about getting help but never end up going thru with it

I’ve been in a rut for a little over a year always back out last second from doing anything about it

the forum I suggested will prolly make you want to kys more but, it's a nice, websites much more serious and mature than this place and ppl r actually helpful, recovery or suicide