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ikramy

ikramy

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imma go smoke a cig and hope everything becomes ok one day
 
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When the screen turns black and I see my reflection 💔🥀
 
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I dont buy full packs anymore cause I wanna quit so everytime I wanna smoke I have to walk a lot and go buy a cig or two
 
Over0 rated me hLTN, it's over for me, boyo:lul:
 
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When the screen turns black and I see my reflection 💔🥀
It’s not even about how I look it’s about how hard it is for me to fit in like why am I such a creep
 
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This actually happened ?
Yeah, bro:feelscry:

I got rated lMTN here, though. Idk

I'll just leanmaxx hard now, literally walked 19km today.

I'm not giving up:feelscry:
 
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Yeah, bro:feelscry:

I got rated lMTN here, though. Idk

I'll just leanmaxx hard now, literally walked 19km today.

I'm not giving up:feelscry:
I was rated htn here and htn there but it’s cause I posted my pics at 9% bf which is not maintainable I walk around being mtn most of the time I think
 
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I was rated htn here and htn there but it’s cause I posted my pics at 9% bf which is not maintainable I walk around being mtn most of the time I think
That's good.

I got good bones, though. I might ascend hard. (wide face, you literally have to be under 12% to look human, I've never been there, yet.)
 
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That's good.

I got good bones, though. I might ascend hard. (wide face, you literally have to be under 12% to look human, I've never been there, yet.)
Weight never been an issue for me it’s my under eyes and nose width holding me back tbh. Weight is literally the easiest thing to change I’ve been bulking and cutting for like 4 years now jfl I know exactly how It works
 
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Weight never been an issue for me it’s my under eyes and nose width holding me back tbh. Weight is literally the easiest thing to change I’ve been bulking and cutting for like 4 years now jfl I know exactly how It works
Yeah, I've never been fat. I'm always just chilling at around 15%.

I guess you can change those with surgeries. I really don't have anything I can do with surgeries, tbh. Just bloat and bf.
 
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imma go smoke a cig and hope everything becomes ok one day
buzzed my hair 1 week ago, been avoiding every reflective surface
 
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imma go smoke a cig and hope everything becomes ok one day
it will get better man i been there but it will get better bro trust
 
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time a gf more time just try not to think about it too hard and it'll fix itself
I don’t care about having a gf bro all I want is a normal social life
 
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I don’t care about having a gf bro all I want is a normal social life
yea give it time make friends online irl don't matter make connections on here grow from there trust me it'll help too
 
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Stupid mistake. I had long curls and I cut them off still regret it
it will regrow, the heat was killing me, can't rock a head full of hair in summer heat
 
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