Narcissus🥀
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Hello everyone.
I just want to thank all of you for the amazing time I've spent being the Captain.
I've learned so much and got to know so many talented and special people because of it.
But now I'm going through a very important stage in my life, and I need to start taking things more seriously.
Yesterday I was 12.
Now I'm almost 20.
I'm no longer the little boy I used to be, and none of us will stay young.
I'm working a very good job, finished uni and began looksmaxxing/ socialmaxxing seriously....
As much as I want to be a kid I just can't anymore...
I can no longer in good conscious spend my time Playing video games even tho my whole childhood was based on them.
All the good memories I have, I cannot and will never relive.
I'd do anything to achieve my goals, they live in my mind rent free, from the moment I wake up till the moment I lay asleep.
But if I could sacrifice ally goals and everything I had and ever wanted, just to be able to wake up one last morning as a kid while my mom picks me up and we have breakfast together, only for me to spend the rest of the day playing games and watching TV.
I would not hesitate to give it all up, just for that one last day as a kid.
But I will never have it, I only own the moment right now, and the future is in my hands.
I can not move any direction but forward and forward I will move till the heart in my chest no longer beats.
All the missed opportunities keep me up at night, but that's a good thing.
My pain will make me a better person.
Thank you everyone, and goodbye to my lost youth.
Life is short, but life is beautiful.
If you blink you will miss it, cherish every little bit of it.
"We were just having fun and spending time, we did not know we were making lifetime memories"
@try2beme @RaidenJTR @Iasacrko @MoggerGaston @Donquixote @sub5c3l @silencio @<6PSLcel @neverchadlite @Michael Myers @wsada @StraightHeadJames @Timmy @gigell @KIVVV @Tyler x Durden @yeeyeeslayer @ggg.tv🤫 @MazoNitNit @anxiety @PrinceLuenLeoncur @Primalsplit @PseduoAryan @tombradylover @Sushifart @VisageVirtuoso√ @coisbhai @Jason Voorhees @TsarTsar444
I just want to thank all of you for the amazing time I've spent being the Captain.
I've learned so much and got to know so many talented and special people because of it.
But now I'm going through a very important stage in my life, and I need to start taking things more seriously.
Yesterday I was 12.
Now I'm almost 20.
I'm no longer the little boy I used to be, and none of us will stay young.
I'm working a very good job, finished uni and began looksmaxxing/ socialmaxxing seriously....
As much as I want to be a kid I just can't anymore...
I can no longer in good conscious spend my time Playing video games even tho my whole childhood was based on them.
All the good memories I have, I cannot and will never relive.
I'd do anything to achieve my goals, they live in my mind rent free, from the moment I wake up till the moment I lay asleep.
But if I could sacrifice ally goals and everything I had and ever wanted, just to be able to wake up one last morning as a kid while my mom picks me up and we have breakfast together, only for me to spend the rest of the day playing games and watching TV.
I would not hesitate to give it all up, just for that one last day as a kid.
But I will never have it, I only own the moment right now, and the future is in my hands.
I can not move any direction but forward and forward I will move till the heart in my chest no longer beats.
All the missed opportunities keep me up at night, but that's a good thing.
My pain will make me a better person.
Thank you everyone, and goodbye to my lost youth.
Life is short, but life is beautiful.
If you blink you will miss it, cherish every little bit of it.
"We were just having fun and spending time, we did not know we were making lifetime memories"
@try2beme @RaidenJTR @Iasacrko @MoggerGaston @Donquixote @sub5c3l @silencio @<6PSLcel @neverchadlite @Michael Myers @wsada @StraightHeadJames @Timmy @gigell @KIVVV @Tyler x Durden @yeeyeeslayer @ggg.tv🤫 @MazoNitNit @anxiety @PrinceLuenLeoncur @Primalsplit @PseduoAryan @tombradylover @Sushifart @VisageVirtuoso√ @coisbhai @Jason Voorhees @TsarTsar444
