Vermilioncore
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My girlfriend (38F) and I (39M) have been together for a while. I am a fairly average dude, just above 6.5 inches long.
My girlfriend has a 18 yo son who lives with her. I was at her place recently and walked in on him. The big issue here is that his penis was MUCH bigger than mine. It was just enormous. I haven't seen many penises that size in porn. It was definitively bigger (and thicker) than my gf's dildo, which I think is 7-8 inches. I don't know what to say to my gf, I don't know how to talk to her son, I don't know how to handle knowing her son is much bigger than me.
I really feel destroyed. His giant penis is just burned in my memory and I honestly just get cold sweats and start shivering if I think about it. I feel incredible shame because I actually got hard after seeing him.
This happened on saturday and I haven't been able to be sexual with my girlfriend or myself for that matter. I feel dirty for having been turned on by it. I am having really paranoid thoughts about my gf prefering her son to me because he is so much bigger than me.
I want to ask her about it, but I can't possibly find the words.
How the fuck do I deal with this?
My girlfriend has a 18 yo son who lives with her. I was at her place recently and walked in on him. The big issue here is that his penis was MUCH bigger than mine. It was just enormous. I haven't seen many penises that size in porn. It was definitively bigger (and thicker) than my gf's dildo, which I think is 7-8 inches. I don't know what to say to my gf, I don't know how to talk to her son, I don't know how to handle knowing her son is much bigger than me.
I really feel destroyed. His giant penis is just burned in my memory and I honestly just get cold sweats and start shivering if I think about it. I feel incredible shame because I actually got hard after seeing him.
This happened on saturday and I haven't been able to be sexual with my girlfriend or myself for that matter. I feel dirty for having been turned on by it. I am having really paranoid thoughts about my gf prefering her son to me because he is so much bigger than me.
I want to ask her about it, but I can't possibly find the words.
How the fuck do I deal with this?