
SchizoParanoid_
autistic LTN cant get over his ex
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so, in my shitty looksmax carreer i've done some looksmaxxes which i think ultimately resulted in me going from high-mid trust to low-ish trust, here are some changes in the way that people treat me that ive noticed so far:
-i get approached less both by guys and girls (weirdly enough, women older than me seem to be friendlier, the contrary goes for men older than me)
-girls act more "defensive" and imply that im a player/fuck boy
-im never the target of jokes in my male friend groups (you know when the whole group laughs about one dude in the group for X or Y motive?)
-i used to never get complimented by guys, now its 50/50
-might sounds counter intuitive but i have a easier time making new guy friends
-girls do act more submissive (but im more into being dominated so its not a plus for me)
-i get more stares from girls (and if you're wondering, no im not talkin about "oh she looked at me for 0.2 seconds, thats def IOI" type of stare)
-i dont get as much leeway from teachers/school staff as i used to when behaving reckless
-I GET TOLD EVERYSINGLE FUCKING TIME BY NEW PEOPLE I MEET THAT THEY EXPECTED ME TO BE AN ARROGANT ASSHOLE (im not)
-girls that get interested in me are more on the slutty side now
(more NT and less weird tho, but still not a plus)
-i have less perceived agreeableness and intelligence -i get approached less both by guys and girls (weirdly enough, women older than me seem to be friendlier, the contrary goes for men older than me)
-girls act more "defensive" and imply that im a player/fuck boy
-im never the target of jokes in my male friend groups (you know when the whole group laughs about one dude in the group for X or Y motive?)
-i used to never get complimented by guys, now its 50/50
-might sounds counter intuitive but i have a easier time making new guy friends
-girls do act more submissive (but im more into being dominated so its not a plus for me)
-i get more stares from girls (and if you're wondering, no im not talkin about "oh she looked at me for 0.2 seconds, thats def IOI" type of stare)
-i dont get as much leeway from teachers/school staff as i used to when behaving reckless
-I GET TOLD EVERYSINGLE FUCKING TIME BY NEW PEOPLE I MEET THAT THEY EXPECTED ME TO BE AN ARROGANT ASSHOLE (im not)
-girls that get interested in me are more on the slutty side now
-i dont get approached or stared at by gay men
-people are overall nicer to me (i attribute this 50/50 to looking better and to looking lower trust)
-i get asked often if im angry, upset or thinking about something when my face is neutral
-i dont get included in things that require physical contact (for example: play fighting)
-people think that im better at fighting than i actually am (this one is a plus cuz i kinda suck at that tbh)
-im taken more seriously overall
-my jokes are objectively less funny but they make more people laugh
So overall, i feel like the trade off wasnt worth it in my case, especially since my personality doesnt match my looks, i feel like im expected to act/be a certain way when im just not like that. im just a jolly little goy that likes to play videogames and sometimes act lowkey homosexual.
if you're wondering what changes i did to appear lower trust: im too lazy to write atm