Childhood pill is the most brutal (How I got molested by my best friend and groomed when I was 8 years old)

[Arbuscular]

Spoiler: spoiler

inb4: kys, faggot, deserved, dnr, dnrd, water, fakecel​

I never told ts to anyone and after seeing @hax 's thread I got the idea to tell it to .org niggas since idk any of u irl

Since idk how to start this thread I will start it from the start

Story 1:

I was always extroverted till about ~8 years old, sure, I was a fat fuck and stuff but I always tried talking to other people, and in 2023 I started reflecting about it, and I remembered that Hamza said something about "Deep Journaling", so I thought: "Well, let me try it and see if I get any answers", and lets say that when you search for shit you find shit

I always had a good memory, so I just had to know where to look, I started remembering stuff from when I was 3, 4 and making a timeline, then I reached my ~8-9 years old period, my dad and mom were always overworked, so I had to go to one of theirs workplaces, I always went with my dad's because I could be on the pc, on the shop next to the one my dad worked at, there was this kid, lets call him "Arthur", he tried making friends with me and stuff, and I went along with it, and eventually we became best friends (He was like 9-11 years old).

He was a little odd sometimes, and teased me, but alright, all in good fun, until things started to get weird
He started making me go to the bathroom with him so we would pee together (?) and talking about horses having intercourse
So, one day he takes me to a place that is deserted on his dads workplace, and shows me a video of two horses having sex, and says "Bro, lets play? Its a game other kids play too its fun!".
He told me to take my clothes off but I didn't cuz I felt uncomfortable (thank God )
He humped me and shit and I probably got molested (idk if it fits the definition)
I also continued being friends with him after this because I was too dumb to understand and went to his house a few times (My parents say I went like 4 times but I only remember 1 time and its a blur, but thats probably for the best)

Kinda unrelated, but at the same time at my school, there was a club of boys that showed their penis to one another

Story 2:
So now is the story of how I got groomed by a nigga on Discord
This took place when I was 10-13 (iirc its a little after I ended the friendship with the other nigga cuz he stole my slipper once)
I met this guy in bonk.io and asked him for his Discord (big mistake)
He was literally my age, we talked and became friends.
He always brought up sexual stuff and masturbation. He sent me the first porn videos I'd watch and told me abt that kind of stuff
We had another friend and he later went on to become a tranny (But thats off the topic)
He kept trying to want to be my boyfriend and stuff (but I didnt to want cuz im not a faggot )
He was prob like that because his parents were extremely abusive, they were always fighting, and his mom always had new boyfriends.

And my parents never really paid attention to me because they were working, so they are unaware of all of this

Conclusion:
Now im introverted, don't like talking to people, find sex kinda disgusting, don't like when people touch me, don't like looking in peoples eyes, basically autism tbh

Childhood pill is the most brutal

tl;dr: Being molested by my best friend, groomed by a nigga on Discord and neglected by my parents did affect me growing up

its so fucking over bro
Should I seek therapy?
My parents are agaisnt it tho.

 

[Arbuscular]

Do I have a pass to become a serial killer?
tbh.
I would get caught.
And that would be bad.
tbh

 

[McSkziofren]

u owuldnt get cuaght

 

[McSkziofren]

js use vpn bro

 

[crazyguy]

Spoiler: spoiler

inb4: kys, faggot, deserved, dnr, dnrd, water, fakecel​

I never told ts to anyone and after seeing @hax 's thread I got the idea to tell it to .org niggas since idk any of u irl

Since idk how to start this thread I will start it from the start

Story 1:

I was always extroverted till about ~8 years old, sure, I was a fat fuck and stuff but I always tried talking to other people, and in 2023 I started reflecting about it, and I remembered that Hamza said something about "Deep Journaling", so I thought: "Well, let me try it and see if I get any answers", and lets say that when you search for shit you find shit

I always had a good memory, so I just had to know where to look, I started remembering stuff from when I was 3, 4 and making a timeline, then I reached my ~8-9 years old period, my dad and mom were always overworked, so I had to go to one of theirs workplaces, I always went with my dad's because I could be on the pc, on the shop next to the one my dad worked at, there was this kid, lets call him "Arthur", he tried making friends with me and stuff, and I went along with it, and eventually we became best friends (He was like 9-11 years old).

He was a little odd sometimes, and teased me, but alright, all in good fun, until things started to get weird
He started making me go to the bathroom with him so we would pee together (?) and talking about horses having intercourse
So, one day he takes me to a place that is deserted on his dads workplace, and shows me a video of two horses having sex, and says "Bro, lets play? Its a game other kids play too its fun!".
He told me to take my clothes off but I didn't cuz I felt uncomfortable (thank God )
He humped me and shit and I probably got molested (idk if it fits the definition)
I also continued being friends with him after this because I was too dumb to understand and went to his house a few times (My parents say I went like 4 times but I only remember 1 time and its a blur, but thats probably for the best)

Kinda unrelated, but at the same time at my school, there was a club of boys that showed their penis to one another

Story 2:
So now is the story of how I got groomed by a nigga on Discord
This took place when I was 10-13 (iirc its a little after I ended the friendship with the other nigga cuz he stole my slipper once)
I met this guy in bonk.io and asked him for his Discord (big mistake)
He was literally my age, we talked and became friends.
He always brought up sexual stuff and masturbation. He sent me the first porn videos I'd watch and told me abt that kind of stuff
We had another friend and he later went on to become a tranny (But thats off the topic)
He kept trying to want to be my boyfriend and stuff (but I didnt to want cuz im not a faggot )
He was prob like that because his parents were extremely abusive, they were always fighting, and his mom always had new boyfriends.

And my parents never really paid attention to me because they were working, so they are unaware of all of this

Conclusion:
Now im introverted, don't like talking to people, find sex kinda disgusting, don't like when people touch me, don't like looking in peoples eyes, basically autism tbh

Childhood pill is the most brutal

tl;dr: Being molested by my best friend, groomed by a nigga on Discord and neglected by my parents did affect me growing up

its so fucking over bro
Should I seek therapy?
My parents are agaisnt it tho.

bonk.io is so tuff

 

[Jager]

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[Arbuscular]

bonk.io is so tuff

fr tho that game was goated

 

[Arbuscular]

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[hax]

I never told ts to anyone and after seeing @

@hax 's thread I got the idea to tell it to .org niggas since idk any of u irl

respek

i'm sorry this happened to you, it's really fucked up what some people don't feel like sharing on here

 

[Arbuscular]

i'm sorry this happened to you, it's really fucked up what some people don't feel like sharing on here

I feel like most niggas on here have some fucked up trauma they dont talk about.

We need to do more threads talking abt ts stuff, mental health matters

 

[crazyguy]

I feel like most niggas on here have some fucked up trauma they dont talk about.

We need to do more threads talking abt ts stuff, mental health matters

facts

 

[LLcel]

Do I have a pass to become a serial killer?
tbh.
I would get caught.
And that would be bad.
tbh

nigga shut up

 

[VV62]

Nigga got "groomed" on discord just close the app retard

 

[aerooooo]

Spoiler: spoiler

inb4: kys, faggot, deserved, dnr, dnrd, water, fakecel​

I never told ts to anyone and after seeing @hax 's thread I got the idea to tell it to .org niggas since idk any of u irl

Since idk how to start this thread I will start it from the start

Story 1:

I was always extroverted till about ~8 years old, sure, I was a fat fuck and stuff but I always tried talking to other people, and in 2023 I started reflecting about it, and I remembered that Hamza said something about "Deep Journaling", so I thought: "Well, let me try it and see if I get any answers", and lets say that when you search for shit you find shit

I always had a good memory, so I just had to know where to look, I started remembering stuff from when I was 3, 4 and making a timeline, then I reached my ~8-9 years old period, my dad and mom were always overworked, so I had to go to one of theirs workplaces, I always went with my dad's because I could be on the pc, on the shop next to the one my dad worked at, there was this kid, lets call him "Arthur", he tried making friends with me and stuff, and I went along with it, and eventually we became best friends (He was like 9-11 years old).

He was a little odd sometimes, and teased me, but alright, all in good fun, until things started to get weird
He started making me go to the bathroom with him so we would pee together (?) and talking about horses having intercourse
So, one day he takes me to a place that is deserted on his dads workplace, and shows me a video of two horses having sex, and says "Bro, lets play? Its a game other kids play too its fun!".
He told me to take my clothes off but I didn't cuz I felt uncomfortable (thank God )
He humped me and shit and I probably got molested (idk if it fits the definition)
I also continued being friends with him after this because I was too dumb to understand and went to his house a few times (My parents say I went like 4 times but I only remember 1 time and its a blur, but thats probably for the best)

Kinda unrelated, but at the same time at my school, there was a club of boys that showed their penis to one another

Story 2:
So now is the story of how I got groomed by a nigga on Discord
This took place when I was 10-13 (iirc its a little after I ended the friendship with the other nigga cuz he stole my slipper once)
I met this guy in bonk.io and asked him for his Discord (big mistake)
He was literally my age, we talked and became friends.
He always brought up sexual stuff and masturbation. He sent me the first porn videos I'd watch and told me abt that kind of stuff
We had another friend and he later went on to become a tranny (But thats off the topic)
He kept trying to want to be my boyfriend and stuff (but I didnt to want cuz im not a faggot )
He was prob like that because his parents were extremely abusive, they were always fighting, and his mom always had new boyfriends.

And my parents never really paid attention to me because they were working, so they are unaware of all of this

Conclusion:
Now im introverted, don't like talking to people, find sex kinda disgusting, don't like when people touch me, don't like looking in peoples eyes, basically autism tbh

Childhood pill is the most brutal

tl;dr: Being molested by my best friend, groomed by a nigga on Discord and neglected by my parents did affect me growing up

its so fucking over bro
Should I seek therapy?
My parents are agaisnt it tho.

FUTURE OF THAT CHILD: BEING A FEMBOY

 

[LLcel]

Nigga got "groomed" on discord just close the app retard

never occurred to the genius

 

[bust]

Spoiler: spoiler

inb4: kys, faggot, deserved, dnr, dnrd, water, fakecel​

I never told ts to anyone and after seeing @hax 's thread I got the idea to tell it to .org niggas since idk any of u irl

Since idk how to start this thread I will start it from the start

Story 1:

I was always extroverted till about ~8 years old, sure, I was a fat fuck and stuff but I always tried talking to other people, and in 2023 I started reflecting about it, and I remembered that Hamza said something about "Deep Journaling", so I thought: "Well, let me try it and see if I get any answers", and lets say that when you search for shit you find shit

I always had a good memory, so I just had to know where to look, I started remembering stuff from when I was 3, 4 and making a timeline, then I reached my ~8-9 years old period, my dad and mom were always overworked, so I had to go to one of theirs workplaces, I always went with my dad's because I could be on the pc, on the shop next to the one my dad worked at, there was this kid, lets call him "Arthur", he tried making friends with me and stuff, and I went along with it, and eventually we became best friends (He was like 9-11 years old).

He was a little odd sometimes, and teased me, but alright, all in good fun, until things started to get weird
He started making me go to the bathroom with him so we would pee together (?) and talking about horses having intercourse
So, one day he takes me to a place that is deserted on his dads workplace, and shows me a video of two horses having sex, and says "Bro, lets play? Its a game other kids play too its fun!".
He told me to take my clothes off but I didn't cuz I felt uncomfortable (thank God )
He humped me and shit and I probably got molested (idk if it fits the definition)
I also continued being friends with him after this because I was too dumb to understand and went to his house a few times (My parents say I went like 4 times but I only remember 1 time and its a blur, but thats probably for the best)

Kinda unrelated, but at the same time at my school, there was a club of boys that showed their penis to one another

Story 2:
So now is the story of how I got groomed by a nigga on Discord
This took place when I was 10-13 (iirc its a little after I ended the friendship with the other nigga cuz he stole my slipper once)
I met this guy in bonk.io and asked him for his Discord (big mistake)
He was literally my age, we talked and became friends.
He always brought up sexual stuff and masturbation. He sent me the first porn videos I'd watch and told me abt that kind of stuff
We had another friend and he later went on to become a tranny (But thats off the topic)
He kept trying to want to be my boyfriend and stuff (but I didnt to want cuz im not a faggot )
He was prob like that because his parents were extremely abusive, they were always fighting, and his mom always had new boyfriends.

And my parents never really paid attention to me because they were working, so they are unaware of all of this

Conclusion:
Now im introverted, don't like talking to people, find sex kinda disgusting, don't like when people touch me, don't like looking in peoples eyes, basically autism tbh

Childhood pill is the most brutal

tl;dr: Being molested by my best friend, groomed by a nigga on Discord and neglected by my parents did affect me growing up

its so fucking over bro
Should I seek therapy?
My parents are agaisnt it tho.

holy brutal ur life sucked

 

[Arbuscular]

nigga shut up

its the autism bro jfl

 

[Arbuscular]

FUTURE OF THAT CHILD: BEING A FEMBOY

 

[Arbuscular]

holy brutal ur life sucked

I could be indian ontop of all that, but im not. So thats good.

 

[Arbuscular]

Nigga got "groomed" on discord just close the app retard

I realized that when I was older and I just blocked the nigga

 

[One Rep Max]

dnrd

 

[McSkziofren]

how to reac on a post

 

[Arbuscular]

how to reac on a post

i dont think its on the reacts cp blud

 

[McSkziofren]

i dont think its on the reacts cp blud

i have cp

 

[Arbuscular]

i have cp

u prob need to have it in the recents diddybludden

 

[Arbuscular]

u prob need to have it in the recents diddybludden

or u personalize it in configs

 

[McSkziofren]

 

[kllerpill]

Do I have a pass to become a serial killer?
tbh.
I would get caught.
And that would be bad.
tbh

Just study forensics & anatomy stuff

 

[kopeboy]

Spoiler: spoiler

inb4: kys, faggot, deserved, dnr, dnrd, water, fakecel​

I never told ts to anyone and after seeing @hax 's thread I got the idea to tell it to .org niggas since idk any of u irl

Since idk how to start this thread I will start it from the start

Story 1:

I was always extroverted till about ~8 years old, sure, I was a fat fuck and stuff but I always tried talking to other people, and in 2023 I started reflecting about it, and I remembered that Hamza said something about "Deep Journaling", so I thought: "Well, let me try it and see if I get any answers", and lets say that when you search for shit you find shit

I always had a good memory, so I just had to know where to look, I started remembering stuff from when I was 3, 4 and making a timeline, then I reached my ~8-9 years old period, my dad and mom were always overworked, so I had to go to one of theirs workplaces, I always went with my dad's because I could be on the pc, on the shop next to the one my dad worked at, there was this kid, lets call him "Arthur", he tried making friends with me and stuff, and I went along with it, and eventually we became best friends (He was like 9-11 years old).

He was a little odd sometimes, and teased me, but alright, all in good fun, until things started to get weird
He started making me go to the bathroom with him so we would pee together (?) and talking about horses having intercourse
So, one day he takes me to a place that is deserted on his dads workplace, and shows me a video of two horses having sex, and says "Bro, lets play? Its a game other kids play too its fun!".
He told me to take my clothes off but I didn't cuz I felt uncomfortable (thank God )
He humped me and shit and I probably got molested (idk if it fits the definition)
I also continued being friends with him after this because I was too dumb to understand and went to his house a few times (My parents say I went like 4 times but I only remember 1 time and its a blur, but thats probably for the best)

Kinda unrelated, but at the same time at my school, there was a club of boys that showed their penis to one another

Story 2:
So now is the story of how I got groomed by a nigga on Discord
This took place when I was 10-13 (iirc its a little after I ended the friendship with the other nigga cuz he stole my slipper once)
I met this guy in bonk.io and asked him for his Discord (big mistake)
He was literally my age, we talked and became friends.
He always brought up sexual stuff and masturbation. He sent me the first porn videos I'd watch and told me abt that kind of stuff
We had another friend and he later went on to become a tranny (But thats off the topic)
He kept trying to want to be my boyfriend and stuff (but I didnt to want cuz im not a faggot )
He was prob like that because his parents were extremely abusive, they were always fighting, and his mom always had new boyfriends.

And my parents never really paid attention to me because they were working, so they are unaware of all of this

Conclusion:
Now im introverted, don't like talking to people, find sex kinda disgusting, don't like when people touch me, don't like looking in peoples eyes, basically autism tbh

Childhood pill is the most brutal

tl;dr: Being molested by my best friend, groomed by a nigga on Discord and neglected by my parents did affect me growing up

its so fucking over bro
Should I seek therapy?
My parents are agaisnt it tho.

Sad ur parents dont give ur attention, but the rest is years ago and nga u didn't get molested tf u saying, that on discord aint shit either u need to stop crying tbh.

 

[kopeboy]

Do I have a pass to become a serial killer?
tbh.
I would get caught.
And that would be bad.
tbh

No ur life was not bad fucking retard, if you became one everyone woulda js laughed at you for being a pussy.

 

[Funnyunenjoyer1]

Spoiler: spoiler

inb4: kys, faggot, deserved, dnr, dnrd, water, fakecel​

I never told ts to anyone and after seeing @hax 's thread I got the idea to tell it to .org niggas since idk any of u irl

Since idk how to start this thread I will start it from the start

Story 1:

I was always extroverted till about ~8 years old, sure, I was a fat fuck and stuff but I always tried talking to other people, and in 2023 I started reflecting about it, and I remembered that Hamza said something about "Deep Journaling", so I thought: "Well, let me try it and see if I get any answers", and lets say that when you search for shit you find shit

I always had a good memory, so I just had to know where to look, I started remembering stuff from when I was 3, 4 and making a timeline, then I reached my ~8-9 years old period, my dad and mom were always overworked, so I had to go to one of theirs workplaces, I always went with my dad's because I could be on the pc, on the shop next to the one my dad worked at, there was this kid, lets call him "Arthur", he tried making friends with me and stuff, and I went along with it, and eventually we became best friends (He was like 9-11 years old).

He was a little odd sometimes, and teased me, but alright, all in good fun, until things started to get weird
He started making me go to the bathroom with him so we would pee together (?) and talking about horses having intercourse
So, one day he takes me to a place that is deserted on his dads workplace, and shows me a video of two horses having sex, and says "Bro, lets play? Its a game other kids play too its fun!".
He told me to take my clothes off but I didn't cuz I felt uncomfortable (thank God )
He humped me and shit and I probably got molested (idk if it fits the definition)
I also continued being friends with him after this because I was too dumb to understand and went to his house a few times (My parents say I went like 4 times but I only remember 1 time and its a blur, but thats probably for the best)

Kinda unrelated, but at the same time at my school, there was a club of boys that showed their penis to one another

Story 2:
So now is the story of how I got groomed by a nigga on Discord
This took place when I was 10-13 (iirc its a little after I ended the friendship with the other nigga cuz he stole my slipper once)
I met this guy in bonk.io and asked him for his Discord (big mistake)
He was literally my age, we talked and became friends.
He always brought up sexual stuff and masturbation. He sent me the first porn videos I'd watch and told me abt that kind of stuff
We had another friend and he later went on to become a tranny (But thats off the topic)
He kept trying to want to be my boyfriend and stuff (but I didnt to want cuz im not a faggot )
He was prob like that because his parents were extremely abusive, they were always fighting, and his mom always had new boyfriends.

And my parents never really paid attention to me because they were working, so they are unaware of all of this

Conclusion:
Now im introverted, don't like talking to people, find sex kinda disgusting, don't like when people touch me, don't like looking in peoples eyes, basically autism tbh

Childhood pill is the most brutal

tl;dr: Being molested by my best friend, groomed by a nigga on Discord and neglected by my parents did affect me growing up

its so fucking over bro
Should I seek therapy?
My parents are agaisnt it tho.

Nigga only had faggot friends

 

[Schizomogger]

maybe dont be such a femboy twink

 

[frentanyl]

People on this forum unironically writing #MeToo posts about being molested and asking if they should go to therapy... JFL

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

dnr, but would if I was a chimo