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In my peak puberty years; 12-14 I would be complimented on my voice a lot, went from 5'3 to 5'7 in the 6th grade. I was told that I sounded and looked older than I was, girls actually talked me. Now I have plateaued at 5'8 on a bad day and 5'11 on a really good one now at 16.
It's super brutal as I was hopeful of becoming a chad and slaying in highschool. Now I'm just VERY average. I ate utter shit back then too so idk how my test has dropped since then. If anything I believe it's my stress or the title of the thread, how I cursed myself with estrogen.
When I was 12 I stumbled across mommy fetish videos online. I was really into this as my parents were really busy and rarely had time for me, (NO I don't have a thing for my mom). Anyways in these years I was mistaken for being much older whilist hanging around girls, friends and family. This was painful as I didn't want to grow up and these mommy videos brought me back to my childhood. In this time I was very religious so I started praying to God to regress me to a younger body. This at first didn't work well so I kept praying more. I believe this may be 1 reason for my estrogenic filled body now, but there may be another.
In the years of Covid-19 I was rarely active before it so imagine the damage it did to me during it. My mom also provided me utter soy products which didn't help. My stress levels were also sky rocketed through the roofs that I started jacking off 6+ times a day. I was truly lost in this time and this is probably why I am this way today.
In the end of the day I have found 1 source that caused these changes, Asia. The japanese have produced shotacon garbage I consumed that made me pray my way to regression. The Chinese can't control their apetites and decided to eat a FUCKING BAT which destroyed the whole world. My final verdict is to bomb Japan & start producing opium again on a massive scale. Thank you for reading my vent, have a good day.
It's super brutal as I was hopeful of becoming a chad and slaying in highschool. Now I'm just VERY average. I ate utter shit back then too so idk how my test has dropped since then. If anything I believe it's my stress or the title of the thread, how I cursed myself with estrogen.
When I was 12 I stumbled across mommy fetish videos online. I was really into this as my parents were really busy and rarely had time for me, (NO I don't have a thing for my mom). Anyways in these years I was mistaken for being much older whilist hanging around girls, friends and family. This was painful as I didn't want to grow up and these mommy videos brought me back to my childhood. In this time I was very religious so I started praying to God to regress me to a younger body. This at first didn't work well so I kept praying more. I believe this may be 1 reason for my estrogenic filled body now, but there may be another.
In the years of Covid-19 I was rarely active before it so imagine the damage it did to me during it. My mom also provided me utter soy products which didn't help. My stress levels were also sky rocketed through the roofs that I started jacking off 6+ times a day. I was truly lost in this time and this is probably why I am this way today.
In the end of the day I have found 1 source that caused these changes, Asia. The japanese have produced shotacon garbage I consumed that made me pray my way to regression. The Chinese can't control their apetites and decided to eat a FUCKING BAT which destroyed the whole world. My final verdict is to bomb Japan & start producing opium again on a massive scale. Thank you for reading my vent, have a good day.