Chinks have cursed me with estrogen

[jestor]

In my peak puberty years; 12-14 I would be complimented on my voice a lot, went from 5'3 to 5'7 in the 6th grade. I was told that I sounded and looked older than I was, girls actually talked me. Now I have plateaued at 5'8 on a bad day and 5'11 on a really good one now at 16.

It's super brutal as I was hopeful of becoming a chad and slaying in highschool. Now I'm just VERY average. I ate utter shit back then too so idk how my test has dropped since then. If anything I believe it's my stress or the title of the thread, how I cursed myself with estrogen.

When I was 12 I stumbled across mommy fetish videos online. I was really into this as my parents were really busy and rarely had time for me, (NO I don't have a thing for my mom). Anyways in these years I was mistaken for being much older whilist hanging around girls, friends and family. This was painful as I didn't want to grow up and these mommy videos brought me back to my childhood. In this time I was very religious so I started praying to God to regress me to a younger body. This at first didn't work well so I kept praying more. I believe this may be 1 reason for my estrogenic filled body now, but there may be another.

In the years of Covid-19 I was rarely active before it so imagine the damage it did to me during it. My mom also provided me utter soy products which didn't help. My stress levels were also sky rocketed through the roofs that I started jacking off 6+ times a day. I was truly lost in this time and this is probably why I am this way today.

In the end of the day I have found 1 source that caused these changes, Asia. The japanese have produced shotacon garbage I consumed that made me pray my way to regression. The Chinese can't control their apetites and decided to eat a FUCKING BAT which destroyed the whole world. My final verdict is to bomb Japan & start producing opium again on a massive scale. Thank you for reading my vent, have a good day.

 

[hybobu]

When I was 12 I stumbled across mommy fetish videos online.

holy fuck

 

[FascisstChad]

Post the mommies bro!
Was it Tara Tantoin?

 

[jestor]

Post the mommies bro!
Was it Tara Tantoin?
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When I was hanging out at my friends beach house they snuck my phone and looked at all the mommies so I had to purge my camera roll. In fear of this happening to me again I purged my pc. I do have messages saved of me sharing moms but I'm too lazy to look. I do watch mom pov though, goated.

 

[persuss]

don't worry based body works will fix that

 

[healer]

I know what it is. Exactly what it is. You’re going to have to listen to me because other people on here will disagree with me. You need to know about semen retention. This is your key to development. You begun jacking off and that’s what’s hindering your development. You were draining so much of your life force energy fluid—the sacred secretion—that you were injuring yourself without knowing it. Ejaculation is like an injury. It’s self-harm. Especially when done frequently. Especially when you’re doing it to yourself alone and to some pixels on a screen. After ejaculation, prolactin spikes and dopamine crashes. This is anti-androgenic and prolactin takes days to go back to baseline. Some even say a couple weeks if you’re excessive. Imagine doing what you said and jacking off everyday. This will keep you at a constant state of high prolactin hormone. Very bad for a man, to say the least. This will hinder androgen receptor sensitivity and density. It will make you feel tired, lethargic, even depressed, and zap your inner light. Yes, inner light is a real think despite the tik tok memes. I’ve always called it the inner light. The light that shines illuminate the whole body. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid. When you keep your essence in instead of wasting it, your skin takes on a glow. When it comes to the habit of constantly releasing, even a couple years can begin to have a toll on you. You’ll start to notice it if you haven’t already. Notice those who have done it for longer. Notice those who are above 20. Most have dry skin that doesn’t have that shine and glow to it. Their eyes have lost that luster. Underneath their eyes are bags, blue lines, hollowness and darkness. The candle of youth and life is burned at both ends. You cannot express genuine positive emotion and project that to the world while being in a state of constant depletion. Compare this to someone who retains and makes this a purpose and habit. Their body shines with a glow and light. The bone density increases, perhaps even making them taller, the hair doesn’t bald, the skin reflects and sparkles in light. Each sperm cell when, reabsorbed, is turned back into a stem-cell state. The eyes have a glimmer of hopeful, pure power and love to them. I could go on and on. This practice, the practice of retaining, cures you both inside and out from the hell most people inflict upon themselves. It is the pure essence of life, energy and vitality. I can guarantee you you will be happy with your development if you make a purpose to have a hold on bad habits and not letting them ensnare you. Have hope, you will heal and leave the habit behind. It will happen, even in the midst of relapses. Have good tongue and body posture, don’t get teeth extractions including your wisdom teeth, consider chewing exercises, make sure you’re eating good, sleeping good and aren’t deficient in any micronutrients. Make sure your thyroid (iodine and selenium), test levels, and hgh are good. Consider a good multivitamin to take everyday. You don’t have to go crazy with all sorts of different supplements since you’re getting into it all. Just use a good multivitamin that has the B vitamins, Zinc, magnesium, selenium, copper, iron, and some of the other things usually in there. You’ll do fine. Retain and you’ll do beyond what you could have even expected.

 

[Deleted member 87785]

I know what it is. Exactly what it is. You’re going to have to listen to me because other people on here will disagree with me. You need to know about semen retention. This is your key to development. You begun jacking off and that’s what’s hindering your development. You were draining so much of your life force energy fluid—the sacred secretion—that you were injuring yourself without knowing it. Ejaculation is like an injury. It’s self-harm. Especially when you’re doing it to yourself alone and to some pixels on a screen. After ejaculation, prolactin spikes and dopamine crashes. This is anti-androgenic and prolactin takes days to go back to baseline. Some even say a couple weeks if you’re excessive. Imagine doing what you said and jacking off everyday. This will keep you at a constant state of high prolactin hormone. Very bad for a man, to say the least. This will hinder androgen receptor sensitivity and density. It will make you feel tired, lethargic, even depressed, and zap your inner light. Yes, inner light is a real think despite the tik tok memes. I’ve always called it the inner light. The light that shines illuminate the whole body. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid. When you keep your essence in instead of wasting it, your skin takes on a glow. Even a couple years can begin to have a toll on you. Notice those who have done it for longer. Notice those who are above 20. Most have dry skin that doesn’t have that shine and glow to it. Their eyes have lost that luster. Underneath their eyes are bags, blue lines, hollowness and darkness. You cannot express genuine positive emotion and project that to the world while being in a state of constant depletion. Compare this to someone who retains and makes this a purpose and habit. Their body shines with a glow and light. The bone density increases, perhaps even making them taller, the hair doesn’t bald, the skin reflects and sparkles in light. Each sperm cell when absorbed is turned back into a stem-cell state. The eyes have a glimmer of hopeful, pure power and love to them. I could go on and on. This practice, the practice of retaining, cures you both inside and out from the hell most people inflict upon themselves. It is the pure essence of life, energy and vitality. I can guarantee you you will be happy with your development if you make a purpose to have a hold on bad habits and not letting them ensnare you. Have hope, you will heal and leave the habit behind. It will happen, even in the midst of relapses. Have good tongue and body posture, don’t get teeth extractions including your wisdom teeth, make sure you’re eating good, sleeping good and aren’t deficient in any micronutrients. Make sure your thyroid (iodine and selenium), test levels m, and hgh are good. Consider a good multivitamin to take everyday. You don’t have to go crazy with all sorts of different supplements since you’re getting into it all. Just use a food multivitamin that has the B vitamins, Zinc, magnesium, selenium, copper, iron, and other some of the other things usually in there. You’ll do fine. Retain and you’ll do beyond what you could have even expected.

Troll or legit? Seriously I dont know if semen retention is good or not .

 

[klip11]

In my peak puberty years; 12-14 I would be complimented on my voice a lot, went from 5'3 to 5'7 in the 6th grade. I was told that I sounded and looked older than I was, girls actually talked me. Now I have plateaued at 5'8 on a bad day and 5'11 on a really good one now at 16.

It's super brutal as I was hopeful of becoming a chad and slaying in highschool. Now I'm just VERY average. I ate utter shit back then too so idk how my test has dropped since then. If anything I believe it's my stress or the title of the thread, how I cursed myself with estrogen.

When I was 12 I stumbled across mommy fetish videos online. I was really into this as my parents were really busy and rarely had time for me, (NO I don't have a thing for my mom). Anyways in these years I was mistaken for being much older whilist hanging around girls, friends and family. This was painful as I didn't want to grow up and these mommy videos brought me back to my childhood. In this time I was very religious so I started praying to God to regress me to a younger body. This at first didn't work well so I kept praying more. I believe this may be 1 reason for my estrogenic filled body now, but there may be another.

In the years of Covid-19 I was rarely active before it so imagine the damage it did to me during it. My mom also provided me utter soy products which didn't help. My stress levels were also sky rocketed through the roofs that I started jacking off 6+ times a day. I was truly lost in this time and this is probably why I am this way today.

In the end of the day I have found 1 source that caused these changes, Asia. The japanese have produced shotacon garbage I consumed that made me pray my way to regression. The Chinese can't control their apetites and decided to eat a FUCKING BAT which destroyed the whole world. My final verdict is to bomb Japan & start producing opium again on a massive scale. Thank you for reading my vent, have a good day.

And you shalt know that my name is Tyrone when I wrought my vengeance upon thee

 

[iblamechico]

And you shalt know that my name is Tyrone when I wrought my vengeance upon thee

 

[healer]

Troll or legit? Seriously I dont know if semen retention is good or not .

I’m being legit. I don’t come here very often, and so I’ve learned a lot more general advice on being a better person (in mind, body, spirit) that I have not seen discussed on this website. The practice of retention will transform you inside and out. But it is only the beginning step. There’s so much natural growth and healing from there that will just happen as a result of you retaining more and lifting the body, mind, and spirit up some because of this. Children are pure. Christ said to become like one of the little ones. What He meant was the energy, hope and faith in light and goodness that a child has. A retainer is being purified and finds this once again, in time.

 

[Deleted member 43881]

Now I have plateaued at 5'8 on a bad day and 5'11 on a really good one

?

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

In my peak puberty years; 12-14 I would be complimented on my voice a lot, went from 5'3 to 5'7 in the 6th grade. I was told that I sounded and looked older than I was, girls actually talked me. Now I have plateaued at 5'8 on a bad day and 5'11 on a really good one now at 16.

It's super brutal as I was hopeful of becoming a chad and slaying in highschool. Now I'm just VERY average. I ate utter shit back then too so idk how my test has dropped since then. If anything I believe it's my stress or the title of the thread, how I cursed myself with estrogen.

When I was 12 I stumbled across mommy fetish videos online. I was really into this as my parents were really busy and rarely had time for me, (NO I don't have a thing for my mom). Anyways in these years I was mistaken for being much older whilist hanging around girls, friends and family. This was painful as I didn't want to grow up and these mommy videos brought me back to my childhood. In this time I was very religious so I started praying to God to regress me to a younger body. This at first didn't work well so I kept praying more. I believe this may be 1 reason for my estrogenic filled body now, but there may be another.

In the years of Covid-19 I was rarely active before it so imagine the damage it did to me during it. My mom also provided me utter soy products which didn't help. My stress levels were also sky rocketed through the roofs that I started jacking off 6+ times a day. I was truly lost in this time and this is probably why I am this way today.

In the end of the day I have found 1 source that caused these changes, Asia. The japanese have produced shotacon garbage I consumed that made me pray my way to regression. The Chinese can't control their apetites and decided to eat a FUCKING BAT which destroyed the whole world. My final verdict is to bomb Japan & start producing opium again on a massive scale. Thank you for reading my vent, have a good day.

Incel to MtF pipeline case

 

[jestor]

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My height, it fluctuates due to scoliosis.