Veridic
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Reconsidering even being back here after all those years of being an incel and eventually escaping the cycle. I still think about how brutal every day felt having to face the world I had finally began to understand for the decay it truly is and now had to go back out into, having done the things I've done and dealing with the consequences that came with wanting to be a normal teenager, coming home from school and logging on felt like the only highlight of my day, and honestly it probably was.
I genuinely believe there should be a movement created among the older members to start guiding the new crowd of members, giving them grounding points when the existentialism part of the cycle hits, if you know what I'm referring to you've almost certainly experienced it yourself. If you're reading this and recall the days where it slowly hit you the more you witnessed reality in motion exposing just how far human nature goes, you probably would have wished for guidance when it came to the acceptance part of your realization. If you ever have felt this, I'm asking you to help these younger men understand the world isn't what they were promised, and most of the dreams we were fed from childhood were only written and have come true for an embarrassingly small minority of men.
No, I won't be sharing the details of my old account, I've said and spoken about some truly heinous things that could mess up this fragile life I've built since then to this day in these last 2 years post inceldom. But I will share my story, procedures, the drugs (both the bad and the beneficial), all the self hate, and everything else that went into getting the life I still feel lucky to have even now. If you think you recognize me, you don't. Please don't bother asking as I won't be confirming or denying anything.
In conclusion, I have not become delusional after getting with a woman, I'm very well aware of how cruel those creatures can be, but it's also important to play into the image people have of you in life while leaving all the rage to be let out behind closed doors. Life is one big game of keeping up the act for the ones who aren't even aware of the rules to it, and wouldn't give you another glance if you aren't the image of you they've curated in their minds. But that's just life, and I look forward to sharing my experiences, newfound knowledge along the way, and creating threads on everything I've tried and what truly worked for me outside of the obvious like cosmetic procedures that might help the younger generation looking to step foot into a reality humanity has never even seen outside of the same cycles we've gone through as a society before to this day.
I genuinely believe there should be a movement created among the older members to start guiding the new crowd of members, giving them grounding points when the existentialism part of the cycle hits, if you know what I'm referring to you've almost certainly experienced it yourself. If you're reading this and recall the days where it slowly hit you the more you witnessed reality in motion exposing just how far human nature goes, you probably would have wished for guidance when it came to the acceptance part of your realization. If you ever have felt this, I'm asking you to help these younger men understand the world isn't what they were promised, and most of the dreams we were fed from childhood were only written and have come true for an embarrassingly small minority of men.
No, I won't be sharing the details of my old account, I've said and spoken about some truly heinous things that could mess up this fragile life I've built since then to this day in these last 2 years post inceldom. But I will share my story, procedures, the drugs (both the bad and the beneficial), all the self hate, and everything else that went into getting the life I still feel lucky to have even now. If you think you recognize me, you don't. Please don't bother asking as I won't be confirming or denying anything.
In conclusion, I have not become delusional after getting with a woman, I'm very well aware of how cruel those creatures can be, but it's also important to play into the image people have of you in life while leaving all the rage to be let out behind closed doors. Life is one big game of keeping up the act for the ones who aren't even aware of the rules to it, and wouldn't give you another glance if you aren't the image of you they've curated in their minds. But that's just life, and I look forward to sharing my experiences, newfound knowledge along the way, and creating threads on everything I've tried and what truly worked for me outside of the obvious like cosmetic procedures that might help the younger generation looking to step foot into a reality humanity has never even seen outside of the same cycles we've gone through as a society before to this day.
