coming up on almost 2 years of rotting

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muh muh muh looks are everything muh muh muh.

Fuck off. My high inhibition has cucked me so fucking hard. I did go to school but that was for like a couple weeks last september to around november.

and then same for 2023. I cant pick up on any cues. Cues if a girl likes me, cues if someone likes my presence, cues on anything. Ive literally spent almost most of the last 2 years locked inside on the computer. I dont have any personality, i am literally frozen so hard by social interactions i do everythign to avoid them. I think everyone thinks i secretly hate them cuz the first interaction based off my looks are very friendly but they get cold quick cuz i never smile, i give 1 word anwsers.

And in the rare ocassion i get to do something i cant enjoy it in the moment. I fucking hate my miserable existence on this earth i dont even exist
 
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ropefuel :feelsrope:
 
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muh muh muh looks are everything muh muh muh.

Fuck off. My high inhibition has cucked me so fucking hard. I did go to school but that was for like a couple weeks last september to around november.

and then same for 2023. I cant pick up on any cues. Cues if a girl likes me, cues if someone likes my presence, cues on anything. Ive literally spent almost most of the last 2 years locked inside on the computer. I dont have any personality, i am literally frozen so hard by social interactions i do everythign to avoid them. I think everyone thinks i secretly hate them cuz the first interaction based off my looks are very friendly but they get cold quick cuz i never smile, i give 1 word anwsers.

And in the rare ocassion i get to do something i cant enjoy it in the moment. I fucking hate my miserable existence on this earth i dont even exist
Just go outside bro
 
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I react like crazy to coffee all it does is make my legs shake and makes me hyper but i cant get myself to get outside. Theres nothing waiting for me out there anyways. No school, nothing. Even if there is im too high inhib to even take the step outside. :feelsrope:
 
Rotting is law.

I plan to die at 150.
 
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I react like crazy to coffee all it does is make my legs shake and makes me hyper but i cant get myself to get outside. Theres nothing waiting for me out there anyways. No school, nothing. Even if there is im too high inhib to even take the step outside. :feelsrope:
Cocaine nigga, not caffeine. It makes you confident and social, so you can see you can be that guy too. Dont get addicted to tho.
 
Cocaine nigga, not caffeine. It makes you confident and social, so you can see you can be that guy too. Dont get addicted to tho.
Im 17 man i dont know how my parents will feel to see their kid coked up and dont want to grow an addiction
 
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