Constant suicidal thoughts

[pprimus43]

All I want is sex with attractive females and I keep getting denied it. I hate my life and constantly think about suicide. Can anyone relate?

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Yes everyday. No joke I cut myself on my leg and ripped it open. I showed the scar to @160cmcurry it was cagefuel. I hate this world

 

[uksucks]

I've never realistically considered suicide so not that part but the other yes

 

[kisuke]

All I want is sex with attractive females and I keep getting denied it

used to be like you until i got it , and sex itself is extremely underwhelming , so it's not worth killing yourself over

 

[pprimus43]

Yes everyday. No joke I cut myself on my leg and ripped it open. I showed the scar to @160cmcurry it was cagefuel. I hate this world

I just don’t understand why I have to go through so much suffering and torture. I can’t do it anymore

 

[pprimus43]

used to be like you until i got it , and sex itself is extremely underwhelming , so it's not worth killing yourself over

Are you sure? It’s not just the sex but isn’t holding a girl while u sleep peak life experience?

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I just don’t understand why I have to go through so much suffering and torture. I can’t do it anymore

We have to keep pushing man unironically just for a small chance if we can ascend. No joke if I don’t ascend during the summer I’m killing myself

 

[santnewgen]

All I want is sex with attractive females and I keep getting denied it. I hate my life and constantly think about suicide. Can anyone relate?

we gotta thug it out till we get sum

 

[pprimus43]

we gotta thug it out till we get sum

My high inhib is going to cause my suicide. I’m more scared to escalate on a foid than to be deployed to active war zone

 

[kisuke]

Are you sure? It’s not just the sex but isn’t holding a girl while u sleep peak life experience?

what comes before and after sex is certainly better than the act itself , but it looks like you're just very lustful right now and i'm telling you having sex won't make you happier , introspection is key

 

[pprimus43]

what comes before and after sex is certainly better than the act itself , but it looks like you're just very lustful right now and i'm telling you having sex won't make you happier , introspection is key

But having a GF or a girl to hold is peak life experience right? As in if I don’t get it eventually there’s no point in living anymore

 

[santnewgen]

My high inhib is going to cause my suicide. I’m more scared to escalate on a foid than to be deployed to active war zone

same, im not even able to talk with dudes from my class

 

[uksucks]

what comes before and after sex is certainly better than the act itself , but it looks like you're just very lustful right now and i'm telling you having sex won't make you happier , introspection is key

How attractive was the girl though

 

[santnewgen]

But having a GF or a girl to hold is peak life experience right? As in if I don’t get it eventually there’s no point in living anymore

duh, having someone to be there for you and care for you all the time has to be peak itself

 

[kisuke]

But having a GF or a girl to hold is peak life experience right? As in if I don’t get it eventually there’s no point in living anymore

if you don't love yourself , a girl loving you is not going to solve anything , understand what fulfills you first . don't share your life with someone else if you don't even knwo what you want your life to be

 

[pprimus43]

if you don't love yourself , a girl loving you is not going to solve anything , understand what fulfills you first . don't share your life with someone else if you don't even knwo what you want your life to be

That’s my problem. I cannot be happy if no girl loves me. If no girl loves me nothing separates me from a truecel, and it’s impossible for a truecel to be happy

 

[160cmcurry]

Yes everyday. No joke I cut myself on my leg and ripped it open. I showed the scar to @160cmcurry it was cagefuel. I hate this world

that shit was deep, for a first time. opt for pocket knives instead. you can find on amazon, “g10 small pocket knife” the black one with a 4.5 star rating. please don’t use razors if you’re gonna cut again. think of pocket knives as a safety mechanism so even if you wanted to go that deep with full force one day, your cut can just heal naturally and will decrease the chances of it getting infected since it doesn't have super sharp edges like other knives

 

[spiritbomb235]

I used to think like this but I'm genuinely so ugly and such a manlet I feel embarrassed and ashamed being in my own body. I don't even want to improve my looks anymore for women, I just want to do it for myself so I don't feel like severing my jugular vein every time I see myself in the mirror

 

[pprimus43]

I used to think like this but I'm genuinely so ugly and such a manlet I feel embarrassed and ashamed being in my own body. I don't even want to improve my looks anymore for women, I just want to do it for myself so I don't feel like severing my jugular vein every time I see myself in the mirror

The temptation to jump of a roof is higher than ever. All I ever wanted was an attractive GF and it seems I can never get one

 

[kisuke]

That’s my problem. I cannot be happy if no girl loves me. If no girl loves me nothing separates me from a truecel, and it’s impossible for a truecel to be happy

that's definitely an idea you put in your head tho , and rotting here is only making it worse , think about your life before puberty and thinking about girls constantly , you were way happier . obviously if you have difficulties innteracting with girls it's going to weigh on you and i won't bash you for that , but making it your only life purpose will just make you even more depressed .

 

[pprimus43]

that's definitely an idea you put in your head tho , and rotting here is only making it worse , think about your life before puberty and thinking about girls constantly , you were way happier . obviously if you have difficulties innteracting with girls it's going to weigh on you and i won't bash you for that , but making it your only life purpose will just make you even more depressed .

All I can think of is the rush of euphoria having sex with a girl who loves you and how that’s never happened to me. I truly hope I will experience it one day

 

[spiritbomb235]

The temptation to jump of a roof is higher than ever. All I ever wanted was an attractive GF and it seems I can never get one

call this cope or whatever but speaking from pure honest experience having a gf at a young age is extremely overrated, speaking as a dude to another dude try and find something you like doing in life. Im sure your not as short and ugly looking as me so its not over

 

[pprimus43]

call this cope or whatever but speaking from pure honest experience having a gf at a young age is extremely overrated, speaking as a dude to another dude try and find something you like doing in life. Im sure your not as short and ugly looking as me so its not over

I’m 5 feet 8 so I have to wear lifts 24/7. I brought a foid home for the first time ever last week but was too pussy to escalate. I just wish she told me to have sex with her. Oh well hopefully things turn out better tomrorow

 

[kisuke]

I’m 5 feet 8 so I have to wear lifts 24/7. I brought a foid home for the first time ever last week but was too pussy to escalate. I just wish she told me to have sex with her. Oh well hopefully things turn out better tomrorow

bro the problem comes from you then lol , you're not a subhuman that girls are disgusted by , so work on your mindset . from what i can read i'm 90% sure you're addicted to porn and that will make you unable to have healthy interactions with girls since your mind will be flooded with lustful thoughts constantly , so you should stop watching it for your own sake

 

[HorseMan7]

But having a GF or a girl to hold is peak life experience right? As in if I don’t get it eventually there’s no point in living anymore

Jesus dude that's a little dramatic. You're not a blind quadruple amputee.

 

[pprimus43]

bro the problem comes from you then lol , you're not a subhuman that girls are disgusted by , so work on your mindset . from what i can read i'm 90% sure you're addicted to porn and that will make you unable to have healthy interactions with girls since your mind will be flooded with lustful thoughts constantly , so you should stop watching it for your own sake

I admit I’ve been fapping to porn at least 1x a day for the past 8 years

 

[pprimus43]

Jesus dude that's a little dramatic. You're not a blind quadruple amputee.

It feels that way mentally sometime

 

[User28823]

Are you sure? It’s not just the sex but isn’t holding a girl while u sleep peak life experience?

it aint that deep lil nigga theyre literally dumb bitches just fuck an escort and call it a day

 

[pprimus43]

it aint that deep lil nigga theyre literally dumb bitches just fuck an escort and call it a day

From my perspective they are like angels that provide love and intimacy

 

[kisuke]

I admit I’ve been fapping to porn at least 1x a day for the past 8 years

you need to stop it will help you tremendously , i can drop you a guide how i stopped fapping

 

[pprimus43]

you need to stop it will help you tremendously , i can drop you a guide how i stopped fapping

Does it actually help? I’ve heard very mixed things about nofap

 

[User28823]

From my perspective they are like angels that provide love and intimacy

women are literal demons who will ditch u as soon as they find someone slightly better looking, with more money, or they have a bitch fit and go on a cock binge and cheat on u cuz u made them mad that day

they are far from angels, they are literal demonic whores.

there is maybe 0.000000000001% of the female population who can be considered angels

all women think about all day is tiktok, eat bakery, get fucked by chad, repeat.

 

[spiritbomb235]

it aint that deep lil nigga theyre literally dumb bitches just fuck an escort and call it a day

for some men this is a healthy alternative, but I think what OP really wants is an actual long term relationship with a woman that will be able to provide him with love, intimacy, and affection

 

[kisuke]

Does it actually help? I’ve heard very mixed things about nofap

i'll make a thread aboout it and tag you

 

[spiritbomb235]

women are literal demons who will ditch u as soon as they find someone slightly better looking, with more money, or they have a bitch fit and go on a cock binge and cheat on u cuz u made them mad that day

they are far from angels, they are literal demonic whores.

there is maybe 0.000000000001% of the female population who can be considered angels

all women think about all day is tiktok, eat bakery, get fucked by chad, repeat.

western woman moment

 

[pprimus43]

for some men this is a healthy alternative, but I think what OP really wants is an actual long term relationship with a woman that will be able to provide him with love, intimacy, and affection

Exactly. I just want a normal life with an attractive loyal female and produce children. I thought it would come naturally in my life. How wrong I was

 

[pprimus43]

women are literal demons who will ditch u as soon as they find someone slightly better looking, with more money, or they have a bitch fit and go on a cock binge and cheat on u cuz u made them mad that day

they are far from angels, they are literal demonic whores.

there is maybe 0.000000000001% of the female population who can be considered angels

all women think about all day is tiktok, eat bakery, get fucked by chad, repeat.

Their flesh is so soft and angel like though

 

[User28823]

western woman moment

for some men this is a healthy alternative, but I think what OP really wants is an actual long term relationship with a woman that will be able to provide him with love, intimacy, and affection

okay so easy af he can literally go to thailand right this fucking second and find a whore just like that

 

[pprimus43]

okay so easy af he can literally go to thailand right this fucking second and find a whore just like that

I would but my ego prevents me from SEAmaxxing. Also my friends would clown me so hard d

 

[User28823]

I would but my ego prevents me from SEAmaxxing. Also my friends would clown me so hard d

those arent much of friends are they?

ur ego is exactly why you're never going to get what u want in life, time to step it down a notch if ur not chad

 

[mafrauder]

All I can think of is the rush of euphoria having sex with a girl who loves you and how that’s never happened to me. I truly hope I will experience it one day

Speaking from experience, getting this doesn’t matter at all if you still hate yourself and your appearance.

It’s no different than any other cope, you just satisfy your biological urges briefly and then go back to being depressed and suicidal after.

Unironically the only way to actually ascend is to love and be satisfied with yourself. Which is insanely hard for blackpilled people without good genetics. Relationships and sex are not some magic puzzle piece sadly.

 

[wishIwasSalludon]

Yes everyday. No joke I cut myself on my leg and ripped it open. I showed the scar to @160cmcurry it was cagefuel. I hate this world

Bro can I see the scar

 

[watah]

I don’t think I’ve ever seen an Asian guy with a gf, over

 

[pprimus43]

I don’t think I’ve ever seen an Asian guy with a gf, over

I see dozens every day. It makes it worse because now I can’t use my race as an excuse

 

[pprimus43]

Speaking from experience, getting this doesn’t matter at all if you still hate yourself and your appearance.

It’s no different than any other cope, you just satisfy your biological urges briefly and then go back to being depressed and suicidal after.

Unironically the only way to actually ascend is to love and be satisfied with yourself. Which is insanely hard for blackpilled people without good genetics. Relationships and sex are not some magic puzzle piece sadly.

What about just cuddling with a foid? Won’t that release insane amounts of serotoinij

 

[Gengar]

Yes everyday. No joke I cut myself on my leg and ripped it open. I showed the scar to @160cmcurry it was cagefuel. I hate this world

Post it here or PM me (no homo). And what would you rate 160cm?

 

[spiritbomb235]

I see dozens every day. It makes it worse because now I can’t use my race as an excuse

W I’m Asian as well. Tbh I don’t think being a ricecell is that much of a nerf tbh. It might be cope but this is what I think

 

[pprimus43]

W I’m Asian as well. Tbh I don’t think being a ricecell is that much of a nerf tbh. It might be cope but this is what I think

Its certaintly better now for us than say 10 years ago