Apparition
Aimless Spirit
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I was coping for months. I had made up these scenarios in my head that helped me get trhough with my ambitions.
but sadly, it turned out that all of it was a dellusion. she was VERY real and what she said WAS very real and I got crushed.
Whats even worse is that i didnt have any better choice, it was basically do or die. I was mathematically wired to LOSE.
At the end of the day, i shouldnt even be alive at this point. Im still living just out of luck rly, you cant possibly be happy with such circumastances.
There is a reason why some people want to rope and this reason will absolutely never change. No matter how much we try to run away, we will never escape. People who keep going with extensions are destined to lose always
but sadly, it turned out that all of it was a dellusion. she was VERY real and what she said WAS very real and I got crushed.
Whats even worse is that i didnt have any better choice, it was basically do or die. I was mathematically wired to LOSE.
At the end of the day, i shouldnt even be alive at this point. Im still living just out of luck rly, you cant possibly be happy with such circumastances.
There is a reason why some people want to rope and this reason will absolutely never change. No matter how much we try to run away, we will never escape. People who keep going with extensions are destined to lose always
