SidharthTheSlayer
Anti-Cosmic Satanist
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Wageslavery + low DHT + low T is a recipe for suicide ideation, dedsrs. On top of this I've been starving to get to 12% bodyfat.
I tried to self-medicate with ashwaganda and addy but at some point it just became unbearable to go into the office, I felt like roping every day. It's the kind of monotony you'd injure yourself to break. Things you enjoy become tedious and vexing. Listening to music in the same cubicle you sit in every day, as you're surrounded by other wageslaves droning away at their menial assigned tasks... I'd rather go without a soundtrack.
Thankfully it's over now, and I can return to rotting in peace.
What can I say? I made a ton of money, my contract ended, I invested the money, and now am waiting for the next few months to go by and at least 2x my profits. And miraculously, my mood has improved so much it's incredible. I live without stress, without much responsibility, knowing that ascension is coming soon.
I wish I could stay like this forever, but alas there will come a time when I must wageslave again and harder. I'm actually researching how to brainmax so I don't kill myself while wageslaving for the long term.
I tried to self-medicate with ashwaganda and addy but at some point it just became unbearable to go into the office, I felt like roping every day. It's the kind of monotony you'd injure yourself to break. Things you enjoy become tedious and vexing. Listening to music in the same cubicle you sit in every day, as you're surrounded by other wageslaves droning away at their menial assigned tasks... I'd rather go without a soundtrack.
Thankfully it's over now, and I can return to rotting in peace.
What can I say? I made a ton of money, my contract ended, I invested the money, and now am waiting for the next few months to go by and at least 2x my profits. And miraculously, my mood has improved so much it's incredible. I live without stress, without much responsibility, knowing that ascension is coming soon.
I wish I could stay like this forever, but alas there will come a time when I must wageslave again and harder. I'm actually researching how to brainmax so I don't kill myself while wageslaving for the long term.