could i microdose drugs to fix my brain chemistry

[jeb98]

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[slaters]

Not the right forum for this

 

[jeb98]

Not the right forum for this

damn why

 

[Bryce]

NO, DO NOT DO DRUGS YOU FUCKING RETARDED FAGGOT, FIX YOUR FUCKING DIET AND GO THE FUCK OUTSIDE

I am suffering from drug induced psychosis every single day, do not fucking do any drug at all whatsoever, you will regret it entirely. It is never worth the repercussions, now shut the fuck up and delete your account

 

[wollet2]

NO, DO NOT DO DRUGS YOU FUCKING RETARDED FAGGOT, FIX YOUR FUCKING DIET AND GO THE FUCK OUTSIDE

I am suffering from drug induced psychosis every single day, do not fucking do any drug at all whatsoever, you will regret it entirely. It is never worth the repercussions, now shut the fuck up and delete your account

from what drug do u suffer

 

[Bryce]

from what drug do u suffer

My psychosis kicked off after large doses of LSD, followed later by even larger doses of psilocybin, and then paired with chronic marijuana use

 

[slaters]

NO, DO NOT DO DRUGS YOU FUCKING RETARDED FAGGOT, FIX YOUR FUCKING DIET AND GO THE FUCK OUTSIDE

I am suffering from drug induced psychosis every single day, do not fucking do any drug at all whatsoever, you will regret it entirely. It is never worth the repercussions, now shut the fuck up and delete your account

What did u use ?
Nvm I see yeah brutal shit I only like stims now
Hope u recover

 

[wollet2]

My psychosis kicked off after large doses of LSD, followed later by even larger doses of psilocybin, and then paired with chronic marijuana use

fuck, expected it would be these drugs

how long youre off them and whats the psychosis exactly. what do u feel different

 

[Bryce]

fuck, expected it would be these drugs

how long youre off them and whats the psychosis exactly. what do u feel different

Haven't used them for a while, honestly I couldn't tell you when the last time I used was because time no longer exists for me, sometimes I'll wake up thinking it's still winter and I'm late for work, other days I'll wake up thinking I'm still a kid in 2014

I have paranoid schizophrenia, I will constantly hear voices and noises, rarely sometimes I'll see something that I swear was there but it'll be gone the next

Everything feels different. My entire existence is altered, it's hard to put into words. Everything feels like a dream, I'm sitting here typing this and it feels like my hands are doing it but I'm not actually typing, I also have trouble understanding English sometimes. It just randomly dissolves and starts sounding like clicks and whistles

I spent probably 30 minutes staring at my face in the mirror last night because I can't see my face anymore, or at least I just don't recognize myself. I tried to convince myself that I'm not aging and that I'm still a kid but I feel like a 50 year old man. I was touching my face trying to feel the bumps and ridges and shit but I just couldn't believe that it was actually my face

I also experience random bursts of emotions that I can't recall after the fact, kind of like blacking out. I also can't follow conversations as I will forget the topic at hand about 30 seconds later. Can't speak coherently anymore either I'm always tripping over my words or stuttering

Tip of the iceberg, it just gets worse as well, can't describe everything because we would be here for days, but that's the gist of it

Never do any drug no matter how "safe" or "light" it is, every drug is a hard drug

 

[wollet2]

Haven't used them for a while, honestly I couldn't tell you when the last time I used was because time no longer exists for me, sometimes I'll wake up thinking it's still winter and I'm late for work, other days I'll wake up thinking I'm still a kid in 2014

I have paranoid schizophrenia, I will constantly hear voices and noises, rarely sometimes I'll see something that I swear was there but it'll be gone the next

Everything feels different. My entire existence is altered, it's hard to put into words. Everything feels like a dream, I'm sitting here typing this and it feels like my hands are doing it but I'm not actually typing, I also have trouble understanding English sometimes. It just randomly dissolves and starts sounding like clicks and whistles

I spent probably 30 minutes staring at my face in the mirror last night because I can't see my face anymore, or at least I just don't recognize myself. I tried to convince myself that I'm not aging and that I'm still a kid but I feel like a 50 year old man. I was touching my face trying to feel the bumps and ridges and shit but I just couldn't believe that it was actually my face

I also experience random bursts of emotions that I can't recall after the fact, kind of like blacking out. I also can't follow conversations as I will forget the topic at hand about 30 seconds later. Can't speak coherently anymore either I'm always tripping over my words or stuttering

Tip of the iceberg, it just gets worse as well, can't describe everything because we would be here for days, but that's the gist of it

Never do any drug no matter how "safe" or "light" it is, every drug is a hard drug

i read everything. that seems concerning but also very interesting. im sry that you feel bad, doesnt this situation have any positives whatsover? You articulate very well btw

have you tried getting professional help, maybe that would help. you could need some other medication...
not everything will fuck you up like psychedelics. i hope you get better

please consult some reputable psychiatrists

 

[wollet2]

Haven't used them for a while, honestly I couldn't tell you when the last time I used was because time no longer exists for me, sometimes I'll wake up thinking it's still winter and I'm late for work, other days I'll wake up thinking I'm still a kid in 2014

I have paranoid schizophrenia, I will constantly hear voices and noises, rarely sometimes I'll see something that I swear was there but it'll be gone the next

Everything feels different. My entire existence is altered, it's hard to put into words. Everything feels like a dream, I'm sitting here typing this and it feels like my hands are doing it but I'm not actually typing, I also have trouble understanding English sometimes. It just randomly dissolves and starts sounding like clicks and whistles

I spent probably 30 minutes staring at my face in the mirror last night because I can't see my face anymore, or at least I just don't recognize myself. I tried to convince myself that I'm not aging and that I'm still a kid but I feel like a 50 year old man. I was touching my face trying to feel the bumps and ridges and shit but I just couldn't believe that it was actually my face

I also experience random bursts of emotions that I can't recall after the fact, kind of like blacking out. I also can't follow conversations as I will forget the topic at hand about 30 seconds later. Can't speak coherently anymore either I'm always tripping over my words or stuttering

Tip of the iceberg, it just gets worse as well, can't describe everything because we would be here for days, but that's the gist of it

Never do any drug no matter how "safe" or "light" it is, every drug is a hard drug

btw have you found any practise or other substance that grounds you more or makes you feel more like in the past/normal, even temporarily

do you get any random periods when you feel more normal

 

[Bryce]

i read everything. that seems concerning but also very interesting. im sry that you feel bad, doesnt this situation have any positives whatsover? You articulate very well btw

have you tried getting professional help, maybe that would help. you could need some other medication...
not everything will fuck you up like psychedelics. i hope you get better

please consult some reputable psychiatrists

Thanks man, glad it was articulate, I was afraid it was gonna be full of blunders

Only positive I can think of is being able to use my experience to advocate against drug use at this point, I will most likely be like this until the day I die

I have gotten some help, but I mostly just close myself off from everyone

btw have you found any practise or other substance that grounds you more or makes you feel more like in the past/normal, even temporarily

do you get any random periods when you feel more normal

Invega Sustenna is what I use, it's a monthly injection for my disorder, currently on 156mg per month. The only reason I can speak fluent and normal English is because of it, I'm currently on it as we speak

I feel normal sometimes, but it's a break in the clouds, it's quickly replaced with fear, sadness, anger, etc. because my brain is all over the place

Thanks for hearing me out by the way, not many people care

 

[Deleted member 125937]

My psychosis kicked off after large doses of LSD, followed later by even larger doses of psilocybin, and then paired with chronic marijuana use

do u think microdosing lsd would be bad i wanna try it out, mabye a large hit of dmt once would be be able to satisfy me but if im microdosing i wont go above

 

[Bryce]

do u think microdosing lsd would be bad i wanna try it out, mabye a large hit of dmt once would be be able to satisfy me but if im microdosing i wont go above

What is lacking in your life that would make you want to try this bullshit? You are aware that any "trip" on a psychedelic drug is an active form of psychosis, literally, right?

Don't let the wording fool you, they make them sound like completely different things, they're the exact same

Microdosing is cope for drug addicts who can't admit that they rely on drugs to make them feel better. It doesn't do shit, and low doses of psychedelics are very uncomfortable