envi.matei
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I'm serious and I hope I won't fail.
Won't read, skip thread and dont write dnr
Won't read, skip thread and dont write dnr
I was listenig to music until i remembered about how i will rope. After my inital planing on 31st august, i talked to some friends and decided to give myself more time until the new years, later i gave myself just a few days and decided to do it on my bday. I still need to buy an rope and a few bigger nail tho... Welp, is 4th January and I turn 14 in 3 days(7th january). The day before my bday/rope planning i will deepclean my room, wash, get all ready. Around 3am on my bday i will take a walk to the woods(very close), give a walk, film my adventure and film an video of why i want to proceede this, and giving a kind of opinion om my friends in the same video to send it to them as my last goodbye. Will prepare my socials(private videos, give passwords and details to my brother most probally, delete any history or things i wouldn't want people to know and then just commit it. If I don't get my hands on a rope I will grab a knife and just cut the shit out of my forearms and die of blood loss(prob less painful than the rope). I wasted too much time and i feel i can't pass my bday without dieing. I will keep you guys updated and if I somehow fail I will give you guys an update.