Deskici
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yeah so i basically like this girl and this whole entire time i on god thought she liked me back since it would make the most sense out of everybody esle i know
my homeboy funny and shit deadass love this mans to death and i dont mind it, but
one day she kept messaging me making me guess who she liked
after months of on and off liking her, i thought now it's actually happening
Like she's actually about to confess
and all i could know was my hormones were spiking to its peak
just for her to say its someone from my class, but then her saying its a joke and its actually my best friend
and i basically had to sit there listening about how she would unadd anyone for him and do anything for him at all (pain in the ass ngl)
now she thought he rejected her after she confessed to him, and that she "lost" feelings because fposd it
noew, imf notg onna cockblock even tho i genuinmely think im about to rope the shit out of my neck right now
i told him i would message her if we speak of him again and say that he actually liked her back and shit because she took a wrong understanding
allpower in my hands, but i deadass cant do that on my best pal and she likes him not me, even tho im pretty sure she liked me just today because she shared her location when she told me its only for people she likes or her female friends
now, obviously i told her that he liked and still likes her and now i cant do anything but listen to this unlimited yap knowing damn well last week i was about to faint + throw up 10 times in school, home, bathroom, in my own bed
i dont know what to do other than be happy for my own pal but deadass ts is getting to me and i cant even tear up because ive bawled my eyes out the past week over this shit and just today i was getting fine again
didnt even work on my assignments because of this and for a week straight didnt bring my backpack to college other than to just zone out the entire day sitting + not looking around not even saying ajoke to my friends
ik i will probably be over it a little by a weeks time or so but im ngl, just give me any fucking coping method you know or did
i dont even care what it is deadass just say shit as long as i can cope by it
even if it sounds retarded
ty if u genuinely read this far bhai <3
my homeboy funny and shit deadass love this mans to death and i dont mind it, but
one day she kept messaging me making me guess who she liked
after months of on and off liking her, i thought now it's actually happening
Like she's actually about to confess
and all i could know was my hormones were spiking to its peak
just for her to say its someone from my class, but then her saying its a joke and its actually my best friend
and i basically had to sit there listening about how she would unadd anyone for him and do anything for him at all (pain in the ass ngl)
now she thought he rejected her after she confessed to him, and that she "lost" feelings because fposd it
noew, imf notg onna cockblock even tho i genuinmely think im about to rope the shit out of my neck right now
i told him i would message her if we speak of him again and say that he actually liked her back and shit because she took a wrong understanding
allpower in my hands, but i deadass cant do that on my best pal and she likes him not me, even tho im pretty sure she liked me just today because she shared her location when she told me its only for people she likes or her female friends
now, obviously i told her that he liked and still likes her and now i cant do anything but listen to this unlimited yap knowing damn well last week i was about to faint + throw up 10 times in school, home, bathroom, in my own bed
i dont know what to do other than be happy for my own pal but deadass ts is getting to me and i cant even tear up because ive bawled my eyes out the past week over this shit and just today i was getting fine again
didnt even work on my assignments because of this and for a week straight didnt bring my backpack to college other than to just zone out the entire day sitting + not looking around not even saying ajoke to my friends
ik i will probably be over it a little by a weeks time or so but im ngl, just give me any fucking coping method you know or did
i dont even care what it is deadass just say shit as long as i can cope by it
even if it sounds retarded
ty if u genuinely read this far bhai <3