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This happened to me when I was 12 years old, probably in my first month of jerking off. I used to be a vanilla watching mostly lesbians and squirt videos.
I didn't know how to handle the cum and the mess it would create. I would usually jerk off into the toilet bowl and flush it but I was in my bedroom this time! Grabbing paper towels or toilet paper wasn't an option because my mother would've questioned why I'm bringing those to my bedroom (she would still clean my room at this time) so cumming on dirty laundry or the floor wasn't an option, I did consider catching my cum in my hands and walking to the bathroom to wash my hands but it was all the way down the hallway.
I could not be compromised!!.
With all of this considered I started jerking off anyways vigorously jerking my prepubescent cock and indulging in the lesbian porn completely, after probably 2 mins I was almost gonna cum just from the ads on the side of the video, it was inevitable I was gonna cum. i panicked iPad in hand pantless in my childhood bed room.
The moment was about to happen I was gonna cum! Not knowing what to do I got on my knees I was gonna nut on the floor! This was a bad idea. I knew there was was no way to clean it up. Violently jerking the orgasm was happening not wanting it to go on the floor the moment I came I squeezed my dick as hard as I can!!
The tip turned purple and I was exploding inside of my own cock!! The pain was so immense it felt like compressing a nuke explosion into a 3 inch tube OUCH!!! After about 5 convulsions inside my purple tipped cock I let go, I couldn't take the pain anymore. When I released my cock straight dark red blood came out shortly followed by the semen. I thought my dick was paralyzed!!! It was tingling at the tip with a sharp pain traveling all the way up my urethra.
I JUST CUM DENIED MYSELF!!! I started crying from pain and panic and didnt know what to do. I tried to scoop up my cum blood with my hands and it wasn't working I now have bloody cum on my hands with no pants looking for a way to fix this.
I put my pants on still writhing with cock pain. As this point the color of my dick is basically normal but the pain was unbearable! I acted like I had to shit and went to the bathroom with my bloody cum hands hoping my mom won't ask me anything as I walk down the hallway this was a huge risk.
When in the bathroom I washed my hands and was very scared about my dick. I peed into the toilet and I got the feeling of a paper cut going deep deep into my dick all the way into my body.
I couldn't go straight back to my room, my mom had to think I was shitting so I was just standing there crying about my gimp dick hoping my mom doesn't walk into my bedroom because the floor is smeared with cum blood like a fucking art piece.
I than balled up some toilet paper and put it into my and made my way to the bedroom. I wiped up my bloody semen with the toilet paper and had no way to dispose of it, since my mother already made my bed that morning I knew she wouldn't touch the bed for the rest of the day. So I put the bloody cum rag under my pillow!!!
I spent the rest of the day filled with anxiety because of the possibility of being compromised and having my iPad taken away. I slept with the bloody cum rag in my bed protecting it like it was gold.. I than woke up and my dick felt fully healed I shoved my cum paper into my pocket and threw it into the toilet and disposed of it. I don't think I did permanent damage or anything but if I ever squeeze my dick to hard now I get placebo and think I feel that pain and get very nervous
I didn't know how to handle the cum and the mess it would create. I would usually jerk off into the toilet bowl and flush it but I was in my bedroom this time! Grabbing paper towels or toilet paper wasn't an option because my mother would've questioned why I'm bringing those to my bedroom (she would still clean my room at this time) so cumming on dirty laundry or the floor wasn't an option, I did consider catching my cum in my hands and walking to the bathroom to wash my hands but it was all the way down the hallway.
I could not be compromised!!.
With all of this considered I started jerking off anyways vigorously jerking my prepubescent cock and indulging in the lesbian porn completely, after probably 2 mins I was almost gonna cum just from the ads on the side of the video, it was inevitable I was gonna cum. i panicked iPad in hand pantless in my childhood bed room.
The moment was about to happen I was gonna cum! Not knowing what to do I got on my knees I was gonna nut on the floor! This was a bad idea. I knew there was was no way to clean it up. Violently jerking the orgasm was happening not wanting it to go on the floor the moment I came I squeezed my dick as hard as I can!!
The tip turned purple and I was exploding inside of my own cock!! The pain was so immense it felt like compressing a nuke explosion into a 3 inch tube OUCH!!! After about 5 convulsions inside my purple tipped cock I let go, I couldn't take the pain anymore. When I released my cock straight dark red blood came out shortly followed by the semen. I thought my dick was paralyzed!!! It was tingling at the tip with a sharp pain traveling all the way up my urethra.
I JUST CUM DENIED MYSELF!!! I started crying from pain and panic and didnt know what to do. I tried to scoop up my cum blood with my hands and it wasn't working I now have bloody cum on my hands with no pants looking for a way to fix this.
I put my pants on still writhing with cock pain. As this point the color of my dick is basically normal but the pain was unbearable! I acted like I had to shit and went to the bathroom with my bloody cum hands hoping my mom won't ask me anything as I walk down the hallway this was a huge risk.
When in the bathroom I washed my hands and was very scared about my dick. I peed into the toilet and I got the feeling of a paper cut going deep deep into my dick all the way into my body.
I couldn't go straight back to my room, my mom had to think I was shitting so I was just standing there crying about my gimp dick hoping my mom doesn't walk into my bedroom because the floor is smeared with cum blood like a fucking art piece.
I than balled up some toilet paper and put it into my and made my way to the bedroom. I wiped up my bloody semen with the toilet paper and had no way to dispose of it, since my mother already made my bed that morning I knew she wouldn't touch the bed for the rest of the day. So I put the bloody cum rag under my pillow!!!
I spent the rest of the day filled with anxiety because of the possibility of being compromised and having my iPad taken away. I slept with the bloody cum rag in my bed protecting it like it was gold.. I than woke up and my dick felt fully healed I shoved my cum paper into my pocket and threw it into the toilet and disposed of it. I don't think I did permanent damage or anything but if I ever squeeze my dick to hard now I get placebo and think I feel that pain and get very nervous
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and honestly it does sound a lot painful idk how u do to resist pain
