antiantifa
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Guy friend treats me like his girlfriend but doesn't want to have sex with me.
When I started college I met this guy in my dorm and we instantly became great friends and he was really the first guy I could say I have been close with (never had bf before).He is a really good looking guy and nice guy. I myself don't get much attention from guys, and I am a lot less attractive than he is. (Not low self esteem just realistic)
However, he really likes me and always hangs out with me. He has the attention of a ton of girls yet he spends almost all of his time with me. He invites me to parties, hanging out with his friends, we visit each other during breaks as well. He also is very protective if me if anyone says anything bad about me or something he flips shit (has almost gotten into fights over me).
I know he hooks up with other girls and I really don’t care because he doesn’t give them one ounce of respect or love. I know this is going to make me sound like a bad person but I really like how he puts down other girls mainly because I used to get picked on by these types of girls in high school. It also makes me feel good too that even though all these hotter girls try for his attention he chooses me.
We have been 'together' or you could say friends for about two years. We have made out, he has fingered me, and I have given him a handjob yet whenever things get too far he stops. I ask him what’s wrong and he tells me, “That I am too good for him and he doesn’t deserve me.”
Things have been odd with him because recently we have started talking about our ‘future together’. I don’t know what’s going on at all because we were talking about ‘hypothetically’ how many kids we’d like to have and all. He even went as far out to talk about what private school he’d want our kids to go to.
I really want to be with him but I don’t know why he is acting so weird. I am not attracted to any other guys at all and I don’t want to do anything stupid to try to make him jealous. I wholeheartedly enjoy all the time I have with him and I am okay with him not being sexual.
I would like to know what you guys think is going on though. I know he wants me yet he goes out of his way to deny himself of me. I am not leaving him I just want to know what you guys think is going on in his head.
Fuck this... life just isn't fair... ropefuel...
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