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anyone who i tell this irl thinks im schizo. i had this crush in 9th grade (last year) whom ithink i talked about here too but idk. anyways i dmed her while high as hell and she blocked me n shit after cussing me out (i lowk dont even remember what i said it was sum creepy shi prob sob
). anyways her bf then added me to a whatsapp group with his friends to cuss me tf out but i dont even remember wtf they said. in the evening when i came to my senses her bf n i talked n we chill now but like after 2h she broke up w him sob. she got with another guy instead which is lowk weird but she's been dating him ever since so yea, not a bop
anyways man idk, i feel rly fkign obsessed still n id die a 1000 times over 4 her. idk wtf to do man i live 30m away now too and im ugly as shit lowk. not broke n not rich but my parents hate me for (previously, stopped since heavy ass whooping but im depressed now so yea) using drugs so i dont get any pocket money so technically broke. but i want her so bad man ;(
). anyways her bf then added me to a whatsapp group with his friends to cuss me tf out but i dont even remember wtf they said. in the evening when i came to my senses her bf n i talked n we chill now but like after 2h she broke up w him sob. she got with another guy instead which is lowk weird but she's been dating him ever since so yea, not a bopanyways man idk, i feel rly fkign obsessed still n id die a 1000 times over 4 her. idk wtf to do man i live 30m away now too and im ugly as shit lowk. not broke n not rich but my parents hate me for (previously, stopped since heavy ass whooping but im depressed now so yea) using drugs so i dont get any pocket money so technically broke. but i want her so bad man ;(
