Dating a drug-maxxed, raver, psychologist.

[MoggerGaston]

Got into contact with a girl from an online-dating app a while ago.

She works as a psychologist

I am insanely mentally ill. JFL at dating a psychologist, absolute cage-fuel.


We chatted a bit, after which I started talking to her about drugs and raving. Drugs and raving is my entire personality right now, the only thing I enjoy.
So that's what I talk about.

Turns out, she is also a raver, and uses a shit-ton of drugs herself. Has more experience with drugs than me even

After we started vibing about our drugs-use and raving, she asked me for my number and wants to meet-up.

This is her:

Life is changing for the better, rapidly, suddenly.


Another thing that happened recently is that I told 2 friends of mine about my BDD, depression, massive self-esteem issues, suicidal ideation, and more.
Instead of being outed as a freak and disregarded, I was met with compassion and empathy.

Might be the right time to try and ascend from my loser drug-addicted rotter life, once again

 

[tombradylover]

In a week u will be bitching about how ugly and miserable your life is while ur fucking HTB+ nordic women lmao. Tale as old as time

 

[MoggerGaston]

In a week u will be bitching about how ugly and miserable your life is while ur fucking HTB+ nordic women lmao. Tale as old as time

maybe

it's true that dating+fucking the stacylite girl in 2019 did little for my mental health, only made me more anxious honestly.

but maybe it will be different with her since she's a psychologist. She can cure my mental disease

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Got into contact with a girl from an online-dating app a while ago.

She works as a psychologist

I am insanely mentally ill. JFL at dating a psychologist, absolute cage-fuel.


We chatted a bit, after which I started talking to her about drugs and raving. Drugs and raving is my entire personality right now, the only thing I enjoy.
So that's what I talk about.

Turns out, she is also a raver, and uses a shit-ton of drugs herself. Has more experience with drugs than me even

After we started vibing about our drugs-use and raving, she asked me for my number and wants to meet-up.

This is her:
View attachment 2506071

Life is changing for the better, rapidly, suddenly.


Another thing that happened recently is that I told 2 friends of mine about my BDD, depression, massive self-esteem issues, suicidal ideation, and more.
Instead of being outed as a freak and disregarded, I was met with compassion and empathy.

Might be the right time to try and ascend from my loser drug-addicted rotter life, once again

 

[Mr. President]

So this who we are supposed to trust with our mental health JFL

 

[Krakowski]

So this who we are supposed to trust with our mental health JFL

Was about to say the same

 

[tombradylover]

maybe

it's true that dating+fucking the stacylite girl in 2019 did little for my mental health, only made me more anxious honestly.

but maybe it will be different with her since she's a psychologist. She can cure my mental disease

Dont get me wrong I hope u keep ur happiness and slay. I wish the best for my fellow mentalcel/incel brethren. Its just annoying how u complain while fucking hot women, never seen anything like it in my life lmao. All the best

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

i guess it's not over for mentalcels

 

[MoggerGaston]

So this who we are supposed to trust with our mental health JFL

Was about to say the same

She advocates for the use of MDMA and psychedelics in therapy for mental health.

I can't disagree. I think most people would benefit from such an approach.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Dont get me wrong I hope u keep ur happiness and slay. I wish the best for my fellow mentalcel/incel brethren. Its just annoying how u complain while fucking hot women, never seen anything like it in my life lmao. All the best

I am zoned out when I fuck hot women. I literally don't even enjoy sex, because my anxiety levels peak hard and I feel extremely pressured to act in a certain way during sex, perform, etc. I use cialis most of the time when I fuck to stay hard, etc.

My brain is just very mentally diseased tbh. I have extremely obsessive emotional thought patterns.
I call myself a worthless subhuman in like 1000 different ways, spread throughout the day, from the moment I wake up.

Which is probably why I am also an alcoholic. It numbs my brain and keeps me somewhat functional because I stop thinking so much.


Thanks anyways.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

i guess it's not over for mentalcels

It never was. And never allow dipshits online, or in person, to belittle you and have you think it's over. Its over for them.

 

[mog_or_be_mogged]

It never was. And never allow dipshits online, or in person, to belittle you and have you think it's over. Its over for them.

inspirational

 

[Deleted member 21661]

Just broke up with an LTB. She had a decent personality but she was too ugly to date. Talking to a HTB rn, lifefuel tbh. She's kinda mentally fucked too so hopefully it'll make things good.

 

[the BULL]

chad fucks sexy stacy. nothing new under the sun

 

[MoggerGaston]

Just broke up with an LTB. She had a decent personality but she was too ugly to date. Talking to a HTB rn, lifefuel tbh. She's kinda mentally fucked too so hopefully it'll make things good.

Dating a girl you don't find attractive isn't fair to yourself, you deserve better. Neither is it fair to her.

But it can be a useful method for the short-term to gain self-esteem, pleasure. But one must not remain stuck with a woman you find unattractive for longer periods.

Even just talking with a hot girl like this gives me more dopamine than actually fucking a LTB tbh.

 

[wollet2]

reminds me of sth

 

[wollet2]

its fucking over

 

[MoggerGaston]

chad fucks sexy stacy. nothing new under the sun

it's mostly about personality tbh.

we are both drug-addicted ravers with highIQ

 

[Deleted member 21661]

Dating a girl you don't find attractive isn't fair to yourself, you deserve better. Neither is it fair to her.

But it can be a useful method for the short-term to gain self-esteem, pleasure. But one must not remain stuck with a woman you find unattractive for longer periods.

Even just talking with a hot girl like this gives me more dopamine than actually fucking a LTB tbh.

It was really good for validation because she was simping for me at first. Talking about how much she liked me, etc.
But yeah she was just too ugly for me to talk her for a long time. It's just funny though. Because she was this relatively smart girl, more accomplished, nicer overall, and maybe even easier to talk to in terms of interests... yet I prefer a much blander HTB lmao. I really can't blame women for chasing looks so much.

 

[MoggerGaston]

It was really good for validation because she was simping for me at first. Talking about how much she liked me, etc.
But yeah she was just too ugly for me to talk her for a long time. It's just funny though. Because she was this relatively smart girl, more accomplished, nicer overall, and maybe even easier to talk to in terms of interests... yet I prefer a much blander HTB lmao. I really can't blame women for chasing looks so much.

Yeah, it's the same thing here.

I dated this asian girl a year ago. She was HTB facially, but in a feminine/cute way. Had the body of a prepubescent child, 0 tits, 0 ass, short.
I just wasn't attracted to her at all.
I need a taller girl, wider, bigger, with more tits and ass, and I am attracted to masculine facial features on women.

She was telling me how good she thought I looked, how I had the ideal body, face, everything. And it didn't mean jack shit to me. It just made me cringe or feel awkward.
I ended things with her shortly after.

It's a struggle. Women probably feel the exact same way when guys they fog compliment them.

 

[uglysub8male]

Poor mentally ill Chad

 

[Deleted member 23558]

I am zoned out when I fuck hot women. I literally don't even enjoy sex, because my anxiety levels peak hard and I feel extremely pressured to act in a certain way during sex, perform, etc. I use cialis most of the time when I fuck to stay hard, etc.

My brain is just very mentally diseased tbh. I have extremely obsessive emotional thought patterns.
I call myself a worthless subhuman in like 1000 different ways, spread throughout the day, from the moment I wake up.

Which is probably why I am also an alcoholic. It numbs my brain and keeps me somewhat functional because I stop thinking so much.


Thanks anyways.

Didnt ketamine rewire your brain, you should try very high dose psilocybin tbh

 

[the BULL]

it's mostly about personality tbh.

we are both drug-addicted ravers with highIQ

It's about looks. You're looksmatched so you click with each other

 

[SoundnVision]

Send her here

 

[uglysub8male]

It's about looks. You're looksmatched so you click with each other

You’re retarded if you’re ugly and want your looksmatch. Being with an ugly bitch wouldn’t make me happy

 

[bishōnenmaxxer]

Take my energy!

 

[MoggerGaston]

Didnt ketamine rewire your brain, you should try very high dose psilocybin tbh

It does in a minor fashion, temporairily.

I find myself falling back into old mental habits and routines very easily afterwards.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

It does in a minor fashion, temporairily.

I find myself falling back into old mental habits and routines very easily afterwards.

High dose psilocybin was what caused you that mental break right

 

[MoggerGaston]

It's about looks. You're looksmatched so you click with each other

I don't click with most girls I am looksmatched with.

HighIQ raver, drug-addict is a very narrow personality. Then also need to be looksmatched. It's kinda a 1 in a million type thing going on here.
Destiny type shit. God brought us together.

 

[LipstickAlley]

Got into contact with a girl from an online-dating app a while ago.

She works as a psychologist

I am insanely mentally ill. JFL at dating a psychologist, absolute cage-fuel.


We chatted a bit, after which I started talking to her about drugs and raving. Drugs and raving is my entire personality right now, the only thing I enjoy.
So that's what I talk about.

Turns out, she is also a raver, and uses a shit-ton of drugs herself. Has more experience with drugs than me even

After we started vibing about our drugs-use and raving, she asked me for my number and wants to meet-up.

This is her:
View attachment 2506071

Life is changing for the better, rapidly, suddenly.


Another thing that happened recently is that I told 2 friends of mine about my BDD, depression, massive self-esteem issues, suicidal ideation, and more.
Instead of being outed as a freak and disregarded, I was met with compassion and empathy.

Might be the right time to try and ascend from my loser drug-addicted rotter life, once again

how did you get into the whole rave scene tbh?

I know basic shit like "oh be attractive, blah blah" but to be honest raving has always been something I've found fascinating and fun. The most i do is clubbing and bar hopping

 

[MoggerGaston]

High dose psilocybin was what caused you that mental break right

high dose psilocybin has made me feel the most intense emotions and deepest emotional/mental understanding so far.
Only rivaled by MDMA, which is more intense and longer lasting, but less deep.

MDMA and psilocybin are the key towards mental health and will be the corner-stones of future psychotherapy honestly.

 

[MoggerGaston]

how did you get into the whole rave scene tbh?

I know basic shit like "oh be attractive, blah blah" but to be honest raving has always been something I've found fascinating and fun. The most i do is clubbing and bar hopping

I found a big techno-party during ADE 2022 that advertises publicly. Bought a ticket for it.
I joined a random reddit-group for 'ADE 2022' it was being spammed by dealers trying to sell drugs to people going to ADE. Eventually settled on one of them who seemed legit and bought drugs from him.

>>> Had a good experience at ADE2022. Exactly 1 year ago.

Then afterwards I contacted friends of mine that I knew did drugs before, or at least knew people that did drugs, to give me a plug to buy drugs from. One of them didn't have a dealer-contact himself, but he messaged a friend of his whom he suspect did have a contact. That friend got back to him and eventually I got that dealer-contact which I still use today.

What I realize now, is you can go to your average night-club/rave/club in the Netherlands, go to the toilets, and you will find people snorting drugs EVERYWHERE. You can ask any of them who they bought it from and you will have a plug instantly.

Then I started googling local techno events. Eventually finding some that advertised publically. Bought tickets or showed up if it was free, with my own drugs. Enjoyed my time.

This was still a struggle. Only went to a rave like once every 2-3 months in this period.

Then eventually, by meeting people and talking about what raves they go through. And experiencing which raves I like, knowing that these same organizers organize these raves more often, following them on instagram etc, and thereby having more raves in my agenda.

Eventually I also started looking for raves in neighboring cities, since I can reach most of them quite easily with public transit from where I live anyways.
Now I have raves/events in half the country that I keep an eye on.

1 year since the first time I started raving at ADE2022, I now have info on more raves to go to, than I have time/energy to go to. I could go to 2 raves every week, but I make decisions to skip certain ones based on schedule or artist selection.

Going to ~2 per month now.

And quality is improving still, with more contacts I make at these raves, more pages I follow, etc.
Same with drugs, I keep getting more info/experience on drugs you can use at raves. And I keep trying more things.

Only recently ~3 weeks ago started experimenting with psilocybin/shrooms. I still need to get experience with using LSD at raves too. Still need to find a more reliable 2-cb source, etc.

 

[infini]

Got into contact with a girl from an online-dating app a while ago.

She works as a psychologist

I am insanely mentally ill. JFL at dating a psychologist, absolute cage-fuel.


We chatted a bit, after which I started talking to her about drugs and raving. Drugs and raving is my entire personality right now, the only thing I enjoy.
So that's what I talk about.

Turns out, she is also a raver, and uses a shit-ton of drugs herself. Has more experience with drugs than me even

After we started vibing about our drugs-use and raving, she asked me for my number and wants to meet-up.

This is her:
View attachment 2506071

Life is changing for the better, rapidly, suddenly.


Another thing that happened recently is that I told 2 friends of mine about my BDD, depression, massive self-esteem issues, suicidal ideation, and more.
Instead of being outed as a freak and disregarded, I was met with compassion and empathy.

Might be the right time to try and ascend from my loser drug-addicted rotter life, once again

nigga

 

[MoggerGaston]

nigga
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over for men that don't date psychologists ngl

 

[Deleted member 22918]

Kys chad

 

[MoggerGaston]

Kys chad

we matched in personality. not about looks

 

[Deleted member 22918]

we matched in personality. not about looks

Was one of the pills u swallowed a blue one by any chance?

 

[MoggerGaston]

Was one of the pills u swallowed a blue one by any chance?

shes a psychologist - I am mentally ill
we are both drug addicts

how is that not a perfect match?

 

[MoggerGaston]

this topic is kinda a fail tbh.

I over-estimated how much she is into me, judging from our texts we had. And this likely ain't going anywhere, not even a meet-up.

truecel life remains, for now.

 

[infini]

over for men that don't date psychologists ngl

Inspired now coming to read, thinking about it.

Most abundant topic I saw foids study at uni, even got kicked out of a psych society for blacking out drunk and not remembering a thing I did except apparently approach girls jfl I had no idea, scary shit. There were about 30 in that soc alone and one eastern European soyboy nerd group leader.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

I found a big techno-party during ADE 2022 that advertises publicly. Bought a ticket for it.
I joined a random reddit-group for 'ADE 2022' it was being spammed by dealers trying to sell drugs to people going to ADE. Eventually settled on one of them who seemed legit and bought drugs from him.

>>> Had a good experience at ADE2022. Exactly 1 year ago.

Then afterwards I contacted friends of mine that I knew did drugs before, or at least knew people that did drugs, to give me a plug to buy drugs from. One of them didn't have a dealer-contact himself, but he messaged a friend of his whom he suspect did have a contact. That friend got back to him and eventually I got that dealer-contact which I still use today.

What I realize now, is you can go to your average night-club/rave/club in the Netherlands, go to the toilets, and you will find people snorting drugs EVERYWHERE. You can ask any of them who they bought it from and you will have a plug instantly.

Then I started googling local techno events. Eventually finding some that advertised publically. Bought tickets or showed up if it was free, with my own drugs. Enjoyed my time.

This was still a struggle. Only went to a rave like once every 2-3 months in this period.

Then eventually, by meeting people and talking about what raves they go through. And experiencing which raves I like, knowing that these same organizers organize these raves more often, following them on instagram etc, and thereby having more raves in my agenda.

Eventually I also started looking for raves in neighboring cities, since I can reach most of them quite easily with public transit from where I live anyways.
Now I have raves/events in half the country that I keep an eye on.

1 year since the first time I started raving at ADE2022, I now have info on more raves to go to, than I have time/energy to go to. I could go to 2 raves every week, but I make decisions to skip certain ones based on schedule or artist selection.

Going to ~2 per month now.

And quality is improving still, with more contacts I make at these raves, more pages I follow, etc.
Same with drugs, I keep getting more info/experience on drugs you can use at raves. And I keep trying more things.

Only recently ~3 weeks ago started experimenting with psilocybin/shrooms. I still need to get experience with using LSD at raves too. Still need to find a more reliable 2-cb source, etc.

ravemaxxing

 

[vermillioncorefan]

Got into contact with a girl from an online-dating app a while ago.

She works as a psychologist

I am insanely mentally ill. JFL at dating a psychologist, absolute cage-fuel.


We chatted a bit, after which I started talking to her about drugs and raving. Drugs and raving is my entire personality right now, the only thing I enjoy.
So that's what I talk about.

Turns out, she is also a raver, and uses a shit-ton of drugs herself. Has more experience with drugs than me even

After we started vibing about our drugs-use and raving, she asked me for my number and wants to meet-up.

This is her:
View attachment 2506071

Life is changing for the better, rapidly, suddenly.


Another thing that happened recently is that I told 2 friends of mine about my BDD, depression, massive self-esteem issues, suicidal ideation, and more.
Instead of being outed as a freak and disregarded, I was met with compassion and empathy.

Might be the right time to try and ascend from my loser drug-addicted rotter life, once again

don’t get ahead of urself

 

[MoggerGaston]

don’t get ahead of urself

its already over tbh

im asking her questions but she barely asks anything back, clear sign of 0 interest. had this 1000 times before, will go nowhere.

 

[negativetiltedheart]

Yeah, it's the same thing here.

I dated this asian girl a year ago. She was HTB facially, but in a feminine/cute way. Had the body of a prepubescent child, 0 tits, 0 ass, short.
I just wasn't attracted to her at all.
I need a taller girl, wider, bigger, with more tits and ass, and I am attracted to masculine facial features on women.

She was telling me how good she thought I looked, how I had the ideal body, face, everything. And it didn't mean jack shit to me. It just made me cringe or feel awkward.
I ended things with her shortly after.

It's a struggle. Women probably feel the exact same way when guys they fog compliment them.

The men are just like girls. Why incels cry about women being evil when same dudes would do same shit for ltbs if they looked better.

 

[vermillioncorefan]

its already over tbh

im asking her questions but she barely asks anything back, clear sign of 0 interest. had this 1000 times before, will go nowhere.

just ignore back. don’t reward no love with more love.

 

[MoggerGaston]

The men are just like girls. Why incels cry about women being evil when same dudes would do same shit for ltbs if they looked better.

because women still hold the overall massive advantage.

Young skinny woman = Chad in SMV.

Meanwhile there's not that many chads.

 

[MoggerGaston]

just ignore back. don’t reward no love with more love.

Not completely giving up yet.

It's normal for men to be crying for female attention. Natural consequence of women having infinite SMV while men have zero.

But there is a limit.

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

chad fucks sexy stacy. nothing new under the sun

Always until the last woman alive, you better believe, the last man alive will be Chad.

 

[cvzvvc]

Had an experience with a psych I met off an app.

She brutally blackpilled me and told me she knew every guy's diagnosis (assuming they had one) within the first date. She got her tits done (lmfao, a psych with massive self esteem issues) and sent me a video of her masturbating. I blocked her Insta and number 3 days later fuckingn based

 

[negativetiltedheart]

because women still hold the overall massive advantage.

Young skinny woman = Chad in SMV.

Meanwhile there's not that many

Subhumans can slay their look levels. The ugly women can have chad dick but they are dumbed right away and then they complain how shit men are. Men just dont get pussy from stacies and then they get Angry and hate women. It almost same shit.