Day 2 post breakup.

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Idk i feel absolutely nothing.
Didn't go to school, slept till 1pm or so.

@hypernormie said this, responding to me having an unusual difficulty to just fucking ball my eyes out.

Blocked emotions. Your system doesn't feel safe enough to cry at the moment because it doesn't yet perceive the threat to be over. This is called trauma. I haven't read your post yet but breakups can be traumatic. To clarify, I'm not suggesting you should feel anything in particular at the moment, trauma is processed how it's processed, and that may be through active efforts to redress harm or maybe you need to just sit with how you feel and things will work themselves out over time. The important thing is to not judge yourself for how you're feeling, because judgement is not safety and we only express sensitive emotions when we feel safe.

Goatis explains it quite well.

I think he's onto something tbh.

Atleast my heart wasn't racing as much as yesterday and i didn't have any tremors or particular headaches.

Tbh i think i'm on borrowed time rn tho as i haven't really processed this shit in the slightest.

Idk what will happen when i do tho


@barambo @nsk4ll @Hernan @Panchitosbroncs

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

@satangoy @abzz @BR32 @hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh @iblamegeneticrecomb

 

[inversions]

Thanks for your daily updates about your break up!

A great idea to share it to a forum filled with incels.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Thanks for your daily updates about your break up!

A great idea to share it to a forum filled with incels.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Thanks for your daily updates about your break up!

A great idea to share it to a forum filled with incels.

A part of it is not having to messagge people and say the same shit over and over again every time

 

[looksovernt]

We will hang this sex haver in the great incel uprising

 

[abzz]

Idk i feel absolutely nothing.
Didn't go to school, slept till 1pm or so.

@hypernormie said this, responding to me having an unusual difficulty to just fucking ball my eyes out.



I think he's onto something tbh.

Atleast my heart wasn't racing as much as yesterday and i didn't have any tremors or particular headaches.

Tbh i think i'm on borrowed time rn tho as i haven't really processed this shit in the slightest.

Idk what will happen when i do tho


@barambo @nsk4ll @Hernan @Panchitosbroncs

once you do fully process, what will you do? do you have a plan in place? a coping mechanism?

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

once you do fully process, what will you do? do you have a plan in place? a coping mechanism?

I have no clue.
Just lie down and cry.

 

[abzz]

I have no clue.
Just lie down and cry.

im always here for you brother

 

[Chazza.cl]

you'll get past this bro dw

 

[belowavgheight]

Idk i feel absolutely nothing.
Didn't go to school, slept till 1pm or so.

@hypernormie said this, responding to me having an unusual difficulty to just fucking ball my eyes out.



I think he's onto something tbh.

Atleast my heart wasn't racing as much as yesterday and i didn't have any tremors or particular headaches.

Tbh i think i'm on borrowed time rn tho as i haven't really processed this shit in the slightest.

Idk what will happen when i do tho


@barambo @nsk4ll @Hernan @Panchitosbroncs

good luck g once you can find shit to do occupy yourself you’ll be alright

 

[kranerman23123]

Idk i feel absolutely nothing.
Didn't go to school, slept till 1pm or so.

@hypernormie said this, responding to me having an unusual difficulty to just fucking ball my eyes out.



I think he's onto something tbh.

Atleast my heart wasn't racing as much as yesterday and i didn't have any tremors or particular headaches.

Tbh i think i'm on borrowed time rn tho as i haven't really processed this shit in the slightest.

Idk what will happen when i do tho


@barambo @nsk4ll @Hernan @Panchitosbroncs

I remember one time when a good childhood friend of mine killed myself and I didn't feel very sad and I didn't have any urge to cry. I thought I wasn't fully processing it and I even tried to force myself to cry and pretend I was feeling emotions literally all alone. It was a very dark and weird feeling. I felt more sickened by the fact that I had no feeling about it than I did over him passing.

once you do fully process, what will you do? do you have a plan in place? a coping mechanism?

Dissociation literally is a coping mechanism

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Dissociation literally is a coping mechanism

Like yesterday and the day before the feelings were insanely strong and i was like actually in my body.
I vomited, cried a little, had tremors, head and stomach aches, the whole ordeal.
Today not at all.

I described it a bit better here if you want you can read if not dnr ig
Would preciate it tho
Thread 'Day 1 post break up (update).' https://looksmax.org/threads/day-1-post-break-up-update.1825171/

 

[Regular Doomer]

Listen budy buyo, you're not especial cause of that breakup, 99%+ of men who were in LTR or Marriage have gone through this

you can use this feeling as motivation and grind
or
you can be a bitch and cry and destroy yourself with it

you're having the most generic feeling in the world and no she wasn't special


Stop thinking like you actualy matter and be a better man, look at others who went through it, see those who destroyed themselves and void that, cope, but do it productively, also remember, she wasn't yours, it was only your turn, look at it from a distance, do not allow yourself to feel like an NPC

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

do not allow yourself to feel like an NPC

Wdym?

I am not claiming to matter to all of offtopic jfl.
This is just venting and atp journaling almost.
I need that human interaction to some extent to cope and keep myself occupied.

Did you go through it?

Listen budy buyo, you're not especial cause of that breakup, 99%+ of men who were in LTR or Marriage have gone through this

you can use this feeling as motivation and grind
or
you can be a bitch and cry and destroy yourself with it

you're having the most generic feeling in the world and no she wasn't special


Stop thinking like you actualy matter and be a better man, look at others who went through it, see those who destroyed themselves and void that, cope, but do it productively, also remember, she wasn't yours, it was only your turn, look at it from a distance, do not allow yourself to feel like an NPC

Yeye blah blah water, this doesn't make it any better for me, ig imma be a little bitch and wine idc

 

[Regular Doomer]

Wdym?

I am not claiming to matter to all of offtopic jfl.
This is just venting and atp journaling almost.
I need that human interaction to some extent to cope and keep myself occupied.

Did you go through it?


Yeye blah blah water, this doesn't make it any better for me, ig imma be a little bitch and wine idc

everyone in this world have wen't through it at some point

I have gone through it hardcore mode once, then I never really "loved" again, I just deal with them but my heart is mine alone, I just enjoy women nowdays cause I understand them

when I went through it I cling to my friends and went to a gymceling journey like a mad man, gained 20kgs in 2 years of training, start slaying foids, had 2 LTR and slayed 80+ girls, the hard part is to learn how to let go, but with good friends anything is possible in this world

also being NPC means leting your feelings guide you, reacting like everyone, listening to sad songs, crying like a fag, being down and leting it affect your life.

just try to distance yourself and stop thinking personaly of things, you see the leaf you miss the tree, you see the tree you miss the forest, go learn some redpills as well

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

slayed 80+ girls

Disgusting whore.

crying like a fag

Yeah bro i couldn't disagree with you less.
Your ideals of masculinity and so on have been corrupted by a faggot ass man made society.

 

[iblamegeneticrecomb]

Idk i feel absolutely nothing.
Didn't go to school, slept till 1pm or so.

@hypernormie said this, responding to me having an unusual difficulty to just fucking ball my eyes out.



I think he's onto something tbh.

Atleast my heart wasn't racing as much as yesterday and i didn't have any tremors or particular headaches.

Tbh i think i'm on borrowed time rn tho as i haven't really processed this shit in the slightest.

Idk what will happen when i do tho


@barambo @nsk4ll @Hernan @Panchitosbroncs

Why did she broke up ?

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Why did she broke up ?

Lost feelings or something.
I did everything i could and gave it my all basically.
Not fucking fair

 

[Outlander]

 

[iblamegeneticrecomb]

Lost feelings or something.
I did everything i could and gave it my all basically.
Not fucking fair

Tbh the best think I could advice you is to let time heal it you can’t do anything about (Liebeskummer) only thing you can do is avoid to think about it with just doing something like playing a game with a friend or watch a tv show but the only thing what can heal this is time. Sorry for you

 

[iblamegeneticrecomb]

Lost feelings or something.
I did everything i could and gave it my all basically.
Not fucking fair

hopefully she didn’t broke up because there was another guy or something because that would hurt even more

 

[Finnishmogger]

You will get trough it bro

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

only thing you can do is avoid to think about it

Little early jfl. Everything reminds me rn, but that won't change for a while and its ok ig.

Sorry for you

Dw. You are not at fault. Idk if i can blame her.
Going to my dads place now, might send the pics you asked.

hopefully she didn’t broke up because there was another guy or something because that would hurt even more

Nono if it was like that it would be even fucking worse.
I couldn't take that shit.

You will get trough it bro

Ig i'll have to.
I wanna cry and hide under her shirt again tbh.

 

[Finnishmogger]

Ig i'll have to.
I wanna cry and hide under her shirt again tbh.

i know the feeling but it will eventually go away. No shame in crying.

 

[iblamegeneticrecomb]

Little early jfl. Everything reminds me rn, but that won't change for a while and its ok ig.

Dw. You are not at fault. Idk if i can blame her.
Going to my dads place now, might send the pics you asked.

Nono if it was like that it would be even fucking worse.
I couldn't take that shit.

Ig i'll have to.
I wanna cry and hide under her shirt again tbh.

right now it’s probably the toughest phase sadly, maybe do the things you enjoy the most but I feel you ngl. How long were you together with her ?

Btw don’t think it’s about looks and that’s why she broke up literally none sense

 

[iblamegeneticrecomb]

i know the feeling but it will eventually go away. No shame in crying.

Yeah but it takes time if he goes to the same school or same neighborhood or anything were he sees here regularly it can always come back a bit takes a while to lose feelings completely for a person

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

How long were you together with her ?

Can't pinpoint it but almost 2 years, if you count that initiation phase 3.
I'd say almost 3

Yeah but it takes time if he goes to the same school or same neighborhood or anything were he sees here regularly it can always come back a bit takes a while to lose feelings completely for a person

Lives in another country atleast.
Thousands spent on the damn train tickets probably

 

[iblamegeneticrecomb]

Can't pinpoint it but almost 2 years, if you count that initiation phase 3.
I'd say almost 3

Lives in another country atleast.
Thousands spent on the damn train tickets probably

Holy shit she lived in a different country? but yeah 3 years must been extremely hard now. Wish you the best.

 

[Regular Doomer]

Disgusting whore.

Yeah bro i couldn't disagree with you less.
Your ideals of masculinity and so on have been corrupted by a faggot ass man made society.

I don't mean to be harsh on you brotherman, I know it hurts, a load ton but you can't let your emotions guide you nor your life

also it is nice to slay, chaddom is good for you to understand female nature and see things as they are with no filters and no gaslighting or deceits

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

@5OuttaTen @trump
This was yesterday.
Today was not much different.
Just ldaring

 

[5OuttaTen]

Just keep taking it day by day, I’ve experienced that ‘needing to cry but it won’t happen’ type feeling in previous breakups. I admire your honesty and openness with your feelings, it’s more emotionally mature than many men are who try to puff their chest out and pretend they’re not human. If u need anything shoot me a pm bro

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Just keep taking it day by day, I’ve experienced that ‘needing to cry but it won’t happen’ type feeling in previous breakups. I admire your honesty and openness with your feelings, it’s more emotionally mature than many men are who try to puff their chest out and pretend they’re not human. If u need anything shoot me a pm bro

Thx for the offer.
I know the type of man you mean and i find that they are laughable.
They aren't fooling any1 and think that strength / masculinity = being dead inside and dark triad.

Jfl @ these fags