Day 26 - A person who thinks all the time…

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day 26 of self improvement

Relapsed like 4 times yesterday just basically spent the whole night jerking off and pulled and all nighter

But then I locked in st 9:45am and got a grip

I then did work shit and also drank some bone broth and ate some rice

then I slept cuz I was tired af, but I woke up and it was 6 and then before I knew it the entire day was just gone

I need to develop a sense of urgency with days

Like it’s great to fucking theorize at a high level, and just think

And also it’s great to ingest self improvement content

But if I don’t lock in with urgency none of this matters

I’m chasing after a specific deadline and that requires scheduled planning

Anyways I went walking a lot today. Needa do stretching more

Retrospective: just the time thing, I just need to be more urgent. If I was more diligent and almost sort of stressed then I would have been able to do the number 1 work assignment for today

Proud of: happy that I was able to re-lock in so quickly. Usually when I relapse it lasts several days if not a week but this time I just locked in within 12 hours I guess

Mental health: I feel mentally okay just kinda drained but also very excited. I feel very creative and smart rn even w no sleep which is lowk insane.

3 things in grateful for -
- my utilities being low cost

- my dad is goated and I can idolize him
- having a car , I love having a car bc I can avoid the sun and drive even if the distance is short

1 thing above all else: read chap 7 and do evo. Needa focus on sense of urgency next as far as self improvement stuff goes
 
sounds boring like nothing worthwile is happening in your mind
 
sounds boring like nothing worthwile is happening in your mind
Good I want my life to be mundane I have objectives to meet
 

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