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warning: very corny and blue pilled
Day 28 of improving my life
Woke up to USA bombing Iran. Don’t really give a shit tbh, as long as this doesn’t start a ww that interferes with my goals
went somewhere I didn’t wanna go
Cut myself when shaving. Hate when that happens so I’ll make sure it doesn’t happen again. Probably buying a new blade w help prolly DE. Can’t do softmaxxing while I’m fucking myself over anyway
Also had a wank. Genuinely being in bed is a precursor to wanking, you should not be in bed unless ur sleeping. I don’t give a shit abt the ethics of wanking, it just wastes too much time as it reduces sensitivity over time and makes u waste ur life and rot
retrospective: I need to stay vigilant and avoid all triggers that may arise with fapping. Cannot have myself wasting more time, have objectives to meet
Good shit: I’m still on track to establishing a walk habit at interval which is good
mental health: I feel angry and frustrated at the world like a faggot but I need to stop being so retarded and lock the fuck in. There’s no time to crash out, the only form of revenge against this fate IMO would be to ascend to LHTN+ facially minimum and ascend total SMV to HTN. I’m still motivated but I can feel the two parts of my brain splitting again which isn’t good, need a way to merge them and have the motivated one win
3 things in grateful for:
- being able to sleep at whatever time I want and wake up whenever ( not tomorrow sadly)
- having a fan in my room, it’s so fucking hot
- LeBron
1 thing to accomplish tomorrow: figure out the health shit in detail
Day 28 of improving my life
Woke up to USA bombing Iran. Don’t really give a shit tbh, as long as this doesn’t start a ww that interferes with my goals
went somewhere I didn’t wanna go
Cut myself when shaving. Hate when that happens so I’ll make sure it doesn’t happen again. Probably buying a new blade w help prolly DE. Can’t do softmaxxing while I’m fucking myself over anyway
Also had a wank. Genuinely being in bed is a precursor to wanking, you should not be in bed unless ur sleeping. I don’t give a shit abt the ethics of wanking, it just wastes too much time as it reduces sensitivity over time and makes u waste ur life and rot
retrospective: I need to stay vigilant and avoid all triggers that may arise with fapping. Cannot have myself wasting more time, have objectives to meet
Good shit: I’m still on track to establishing a walk habit at interval which is good
mental health: I feel angry and frustrated at the world like a faggot but I need to stop being so retarded and lock the fuck in. There’s no time to crash out, the only form of revenge against this fate IMO would be to ascend to LHTN+ facially minimum and ascend total SMV to HTN. I’m still motivated but I can feel the two parts of my brain splitting again which isn’t good, need a way to merge them and have the motivated one win
3 things in grateful for:
- being able to sleep at whatever time I want and wake up whenever ( not tomorrow sadly)
- having a fan in my room, it’s so fucking hot
- LeBron
1 thing to accomplish tomorrow: figure out the health shit in detail
