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Day 31 of improving my life
warning: corny and redpilled. Cautioning blackpilled users so they don’t loose their minds over this post
started the day off pretty early in the morning, even though I didn’t get much sleep relatively. I actually felt decent today.
Was able to get a lot of shit done especially related to work. Also got the health stuff completed, but the results sort of disappointed me but also made me happy. Good news and bad news packed into one. The result is, I have clarity on what to supplement and how to structure my diet and exercise from this point
I talked a lot at work holy shit. Today and yesterday were absolute yap sessions, starting to sound like a professional atp. My car was finicky but it should be fine it’s good engineering after all not like the American trash.
Finally was able to finish never finished by David goggins. It’s a good book, the first one was better though. This one was lowkey insane, that dude has no chill absolutely autistic levels of work ethic. It’s interesting but def not productive for achieving my goals, the mindset is valuable though.
Gotta improve my diet too even though it’s only partially in my control.
Retrospective: I feel as if I’m theorizing at too high of a level - same problem as yesterday and just not doing action items, or just living for that matter. Specifically action items that are recurring not just one-offs like diet planning. I’m not some sort of planning god, I need to fucking lock in and just do repetitive tasks so I can develop habits over the course of the next few weeks.
Good thing: actually recuperated well from the crash out yesterday and was able to get shit done, especially for work.
Mental health: I feel alright, definitely better than yesterday, but we’ll see as this could be the calm before the storm. Definitely. I’m just afraid I won’t make the time deadlines for ascending, but if I don’t try I’ll never know. I need to fall in love with the process so I can gain motivation on the journey and not just hope to achieve a goal - if I face even a minor setback I’ll loose the drive to workaround it w that kind of mindset.
3 things I’m grateful for:
Def my car, idk how it lasted that long without getting fucked up
David goggins, Ik this is lowkey gay ass fuck but he’s very motivational. Grain of salt obviously cuz redpilled, but there’s still value in that imo.
Having a fan- it’s still hot as hell
1 thing: do the cardio activity I’ve been saying I would do for the past 5 days now atp
warning: corny and redpilled. Cautioning blackpilled users so they don’t loose their minds over this post
started the day off pretty early in the morning, even though I didn’t get much sleep relatively. I actually felt decent today.
Was able to get a lot of shit done especially related to work. Also got the health stuff completed, but the results sort of disappointed me but also made me happy. Good news and bad news packed into one. The result is, I have clarity on what to supplement and how to structure my diet and exercise from this point
I talked a lot at work holy shit. Today and yesterday were absolute yap sessions, starting to sound like a professional atp. My car was finicky but it should be fine it’s good engineering after all not like the American trash.
Finally was able to finish never finished by David goggins. It’s a good book, the first one was better though. This one was lowkey insane, that dude has no chill absolutely autistic levels of work ethic. It’s interesting but def not productive for achieving my goals, the mindset is valuable though.
Gotta improve my diet too even though it’s only partially in my control.
Retrospective: I feel as if I’m theorizing at too high of a level - same problem as yesterday and just not doing action items, or just living for that matter. Specifically action items that are recurring not just one-offs like diet planning. I’m not some sort of planning god, I need to fucking lock in and just do repetitive tasks so I can develop habits over the course of the next few weeks.
Good thing: actually recuperated well from the crash out yesterday and was able to get shit done, especially for work.
Mental health: I feel alright, definitely better than yesterday, but we’ll see as this could be the calm before the storm. Definitely. I’m just afraid I won’t make the time deadlines for ascending, but if I don’t try I’ll never know. I need to fall in love with the process so I can gain motivation on the journey and not just hope to achieve a goal - if I face even a minor setback I’ll loose the drive to workaround it w that kind of mindset.
3 things I’m grateful for:
Def my car, idk how it lasted that long without getting fucked up
David goggins, Ik this is lowkey gay ass fuck but he’s very motivational. Grain of salt obviously cuz redpilled, but there’s still value in that imo.
Having a fan- it’s still hot as hell
1 thing: do the cardio activity I’ve been saying I would do for the past 5 days now atp
