Day in life of an ugly 19yo uni student

[joshs]

Hello, been a long time lurker and decided to join and tell about the day in life of an ugly uni student.

Since my dad (around HHTN in prime) gave me his very few subhuman traits along with my mom (HTB in prime), I'm basically invisible, I mean it.
(didn't get his height, frame, hooded hazel eyes, didn't get mom's zero uee eyes nor the defined jaw, also would like to add both my grandma and grandpa were fucking cl and sl respectively)
Interestingly I was born 1,5 month prematurely, yet somehow achieved the dog-tier maxilla projection, which makes my nose look like it's a shark fin hanging there.
I mean it's almost as if the nasofrontal angle is 90 degrees for fucks sake.

Now let's talk about the life of a uni student a bit. I have classes on weekdays (all of them), yet I go once a week because the especially the height mog is making the rail ways and the bridges seem too tempting.

And what happens at one specific day I go to the uni? An asian-pheno (w/ mogger skull) dude takes pictures of me, probably to post online and make fun. That shit made me extremely depressed and then I remembered how people did similar shit by pointing fingers and giggling, it's a fucking cannon event for me to go out / get humilated / think about the humilation during class / zero productivity / ldar at home / sleep. But the pictures were the last straw. I did nothing to deserve this. Since that happened I've been ldarring even more and stopped studying for finals, I mean what the fuck will happen even if I pass them, bravo, manlet subhuman graduated with 4gpa..... just to get treated like utter trash similar to his past!
WHat's even funnier: even my family makes fun of me unconsciously, from my sister making fun of my small subhuman hands to my mom making fun of my peanut skull, my grandma shitting on me for being skinny and how my 14 year old cousin (gigastacy genes by the way) life-mogs me at 14 and bla bla.

I've been thinking of either ending it or actually planning a hardmaxxing scheme that makes sense, which is basically bimax for the dog-tier deformed monkey maxilla, and rhino for the retarded nose shape / angle, then LL for the manlet height. (5'8).. But as you'd comment this is just mental masturbation due to the risks and the costs.

Then, again, why go through all this when you can just get your hands on Nembutal and leave peacefully?

It's so disheartening to spend your highschool years academy-maxxing just to end up like this, wish I partied and died of OD in one of them instead of having to go through this.
That's it. Just wanted to vent and whine like a bitch since I can't make any change. IF my bluepilled - pseud parents ever see this just know that you're the reason of this shit. Nembutal is the only way out it seems, or I'll pop all my remaining accutane pills at once.
Peace out and I deeply hope not a single one of you will have to go through this.

 

[shia.jihadist]

JFL at being a longtime lurker and not making account before 2025 over for your join date

 

[watah]

Just get through it with amphetamines if u can’t get motivation to study. Better to be financially stable incel than poor. But overall I feel u bro

 

[chadlitemaxxing]

so how is it going

 

[Foreverbrad]

At least you are young.

From my perspective it’s not over for you because you CAN hardmax and be a chad and still be 6 years younger than I am now.

But if you won’t do that then rope because it only gets exponentially worse.

 

[fuxkdakikez]

pm face

 

[Snicket]

Hello, been a long time lurker and decided to join and tell about the day in life of an ugly uni student.

Since my dad (around HHTN in prime) gave me his very few subhuman traits along with my mom (HTB in prime), I'm basically invisible, I mean it.
(didn't get his height, frame, hooded hazel eyes, didn't get mom's zero uee eyes nor the defined jaw, also would like to add both my grandma and grandpa were fucking cl and sl respectively)
Interestingly I was born 1,5 month prematurely, yet somehow achieved the dog-tier maxilla projection, which makes my nose look like it's a shark fin hanging there.
I mean it's almost as if the nasofrontal angle is 90 degrees for fucks sake.

Now let's talk about the life of a uni student a bit. I have classes on weekdays (all of them), yet I go once a week because the especially the height mog is making the rail ways and the bridges seem too tempting.

And what happens at one specific day I go to the uni? An asian-pheno (w/ mogger skull) dude takes pictures of me, probably to post online and make fun. That shit made me extremely depressed and then I remembered how people did similar shit by pointing fingers and giggling, it's a fucking cannon event for me to go out / get humilated / think about the humilation during class / zero productivity / ldar at home / sleep. But the pictures were the last straw. I did nothing to deserve this. Since that happened I've been ldarring even more and stopped studying for finals, I mean what the fuck will happen even if I pass them, bravo, manlet subhuman graduated with 4gpa..... just to get treated like utter trash similar to his past!
WHat's even funnier: even my family makes fun of me unconsciously, from my sister making fun of my small subhuman hands to my mom making fun of my peanut skull, my grandma shitting on me for being skinny and how my 14 year old cousin (gigastacy genes by the way) life-mogs me at 14 and bla bla.

I've been thinking of either ending it or actually planning a hardmaxxing scheme that makes sense, which is basically bimax for the dog-tier deformed monkey maxilla, and rhino for the retarded nose shape / angle, then LL for the manlet height. (5'8).. But as you'd comment this is just mental masturbation due to the risks and the costs.

Then, again, why go through all this when you can just get your hands on Nembutal and leave peacefully?

It's so disheartening to spend your highschool years academy-maxxing just to end up like this, wish I partied and died of OD in one of them instead of having to go through this.
That's it. Just wanted to vent and whine like a bitch since I can't make any change. IF my bluepilled - pseud parents ever see this just know that you're the reason of this shit. Nembutal is the only way out it seems, or I'll pop all my remaining accutane pills at once.
Peace out and I deeply hope not a single one of you will have to go through this.

Sorry to hear this. I definitely wouldn't give up studying. It's better to come out the end with some tangible skills. At least that way you'll have the earning capacity to afford surgeries in the short to medium term. Yes, it's true that people overhype surgeries here but they do provide some degree of improvement if they're actually needed.

I do think that prolonged self-isolation warps your perceptions of other people though. From my own experience in college, I can say that most were too wrapped up in their own lives to care about anyone else. Average young white male in the US is around 5ft 10-11 so 5ft 8 is suboptimal but not awful.

 

[shiezen]

Hello, been a long time lurker and decided to join and tell about the day in life of an ugly uni student.

Since my dad (around HHTN in prime) gave me his very few subhuman traits along with my mom (HTB in prime), I'm basically invisible, I mean it.
(didn't get his height, frame, hooded hazel eyes, didn't get mom's zero uee eyes nor the defined jaw, also would like to add both my grandma and grandpa were fucking cl and sl respectively)
Interestingly I was born 1,5 month prematurely, yet somehow achieved the dog-tier maxilla projection, which makes my nose look like it's a shark fin hanging there.
I mean it's almost as if the nasofrontal angle is 90 degrees for fucks sake.

Now let's talk about the life of a uni student a bit. I have classes on weekdays (all of them), yet I go once a week because the especially the height mog is making the rail ways and the bridges seem too tempting.

And what happens at one specific day I go to the uni? An asian-pheno (w/ mogger skull) dude takes pictures of me, probably to post online and make fun. That shit made me extremely depressed and then I remembered how people did similar shit by pointing fingers and giggling, it's a fucking cannon event for me to go out / get humilated / think about the humilation during class / zero productivity / ldar at home / sleep. But the pictures were the last straw. I did nothing to deserve this. Since that happened I've been ldarring even more and stopped studying for finals, I mean what the fuck will happen even if I pass them, bravo, manlet subhuman graduated with 4gpa..... just to get treated like utter trash similar to his past!
WHat's even funnier: even my family makes fun of me unconsciously, from my sister making fun of my small subhuman hands to my mom making fun of my peanut skull, my grandma shitting on me for being skinny and how my 14 year old cousin (gigastacy genes by the way) life-mogs me at 14 and bla bla.

I've been thinking of either ending it or actually planning a hardmaxxing scheme that makes sense, which is basically bimax for the dog-tier deformed monkey maxilla, and rhino for the retarded nose shape / angle, then LL for the manlet height. (5'8).. But as you'd comment this is just mental masturbation due to the risks and the costs.

Then, again, why go through all this when you can just get your hands on Nembutal and leave peacefully?

It's so disheartening to spend your highschool years academy-maxxing just to end up like this, wish I partied and died of OD in one of them instead of having to go through this.
That's it. Just wanted to vent and whine like a bitch since I can't make any change. IF my bluepilled - pseud parents ever see this just know that you're the reason of this shit. Nembutal is the only way out it seems, or I'll pop all my remaining accutane pills at once.
Peace out and I deeply hope not a single one of you will have to go through this.

 

[mogtivism]

Hello, been a long time lurker and decided to join and tell about the day in life of an ugly uni student.

Since my dad (around HHTN in prime) gave me his very few subhuman traits along with my mom (HTB in prime), I'm basically invisible, I mean it.
(didn't get his height, frame, hooded hazel eyes, didn't get mom's zero uee eyes nor the defined jaw, also would like to add both my grandma and grandpa were fucking cl and sl respectively)
Interestingly I was born 1,5 month prematurely, yet somehow achieved the dog-tier maxilla projection, which makes my nose look like it's a shark fin hanging there.
I mean it's almost as if the nasofrontal angle is 90 degrees for fucks sake.

Now let's talk about the life of a uni student a bit. I have classes on weekdays (all of them), yet I go once a week because the especially the height mog is making the rail ways and the bridges seem too tempting.

And what happens at one specific day I go to the uni? An asian-pheno (w/ mogger skull) dude takes pictures of me, probably to post online and make fun. That shit made me extremely depressed and then I remembered how people did similar shit by pointing fingers and giggling, it's a fucking cannon event for me to go out / get humilated / think about the humilation during class / zero productivity / ldar at home / sleep. But the pictures were the last straw. I did nothing to deserve this. Since that happened I've been ldarring even more and stopped studying for finals, I mean what the fuck will happen even if I pass them, bravo, manlet subhuman graduated with 4gpa..... just to get treated like utter trash similar to his past!
WHat's even funnier: even my family makes fun of me unconsciously, from my sister making fun of my small subhuman hands to my mom making fun of my peanut skull, my grandma shitting on me for being skinny and how my 14 year old cousin (gigastacy genes by the way) life-mogs me at 14 and bla bla.

I've been thinking of either ending it or actually planning a hardmaxxing scheme that makes sense, which is basically bimax for the dog-tier deformed monkey maxilla, and rhino for the retarded nose shape / angle, then LL for the manlet height. (5'8).. But as you'd comment this is just mental masturbation due to the risks and the costs.

Then, again, why go through all this when you can just get your hands on Nembutal and leave peacefully?

It's so disheartening to spend your highschool years academy-maxxing just to end up like this, wish I partied and died of OD in one of them instead of having to go through this.
That's it. Just wanted to vent and whine like a bitch since I can't make any change. IF my bluepilled - pseud parents ever see this just know that you're the reason of this shit. Nembutal is the only way out it seems, or I'll pop all my remaining accutane pills at once.
Peace out and I deeply hope not a single one of you will have to go through this.

Prioritize getting money to fix your jaw and then nose. Those 2 alone without the LL or other extreme shit will ascend You massively. Get an internship for a few terms asap. ~20K is around all you should need.

After that start gymming if you want but fixing your jaw and nose should be priority.

 

[Nick.Harte]

Peace out and I deeply hope not a single one of you will have to go through this.

Went through this and didn’t emerge victorious. 0 potential to look human
Completely over

Normies have laughed at me multiple times in public, especially foids.
Constantly rejected both online and irl

 

[Joshrc]

Larp. If this is real you should just rope at this point