Dealing with depression

[tall0ner]

Long time lurker, first time poster.

I'm currently in university with no apparent issues (my family is together, my tuition is paid off, I have enough money to get by), but I fantasize about blowing my brains out sometimes. I have no friends here, nobody to talk to, never had a gf, and nobody who understands me. I feel like a loser and like my life is so far behind other people's. I have some childhood trauma as well. Only thing that keeps me going is my mom and how her life would be ruined if I roped.

I take finasteride, gaba, and the usual supplements.
I'm 6 ft 4 and high MTN but curry (from USA), and 12% bf lean
don't eat any sugar and have a carnivore diet.

I don't know what to do with my life I just don't see it worth living.

 

[LipstickAlley]

I'm 6 ft 4 and high MTN but curry (from USA), and 12% bf lean

I don't know what to do with my life I just don't see it worth living.

if you are truly a 6' 4" curry you've unironically beaten 99% of the other jeets out there, myself included. Be grateful for your height. at least God made it up to you for making you curry. some of us here have to be short and curry

dont rope before you at least try to use your height to get girls

 

[tall0ner]

if you are truly a 6' 4" curry you've unironically beaten 99% of the other jeets out there, myself included. Be grateful for your height. at least God made it up to you for making you curry. some of us here have to be short and curry

dont rope before you at least try to use your height to get girls

if you are truly a 6' 4" curry you've unironically beaten 99% of the other jeets out there, myself included. Be grateful for your height. at least God made it up to you for making you curry. some of us here have to be short and curry

dont rope before you at least try to use your height to get girls

yeah ig but idk how to get girls bro i got like 4 tinder matches only i’m pretty awkward even tho ik i’m decent looking and have received complements from others before you know

 

[tall0ner]

yeah ig but idk how to get girls bro i got like 4 tinder matches only i’m pretty awkward even tho ik i’m decent looking and have received complements from others before you know

and also i’ve been rejected a lot despite my height cus i was awkward during dates and idk how to socialize well. ik i’m not autistic so ig there’s hope i can just change idk though

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Long time lurker, first time poster.

I'm currently in university with no apparent issues (my family is together, my tuition is paid off, I have enough money to get by), but I fantasize about blowing my brains out sometimes. I have no friends here, nobody to talk to, never had a gf, and nobody who understands me. I feel like a loser and like my life is so far behind other people's. I have some childhood trauma as well. Only thing that keeps me going is my mom and how her life would be ruined if I roped.

I take finasteride, gaba, and the usual supplements.
I'm 6 ft 4 and high MTN but curry (from USA), and 12% bf lean
don't eat any sugar and have a carnivore diet.

I don't know what to do with my life I just don't see it worth living.

I know the pain. I welcome death everyday I wake up. I literally fantasise that a Muslim like @shia.jihadist will kidnap me torture me and try make me Muslim then I’ll deny him for Jesus and be killed.

The truth is I want the terrorists to kill me as a excuse for leaving this life I hate it so much

 

[tall0ner]

I know the pain. I welcome death everyday I wake up. I literally fantasise that a Muslim like @shia.jihadist will kidnap me torture me and try make me Muslim then I’ll deny him for Jesus and be killed.

The truth is I want the terrorists to kill me as a excuse for leaving this life I hate it so much

Yea man it hurts for me especially when you see everyone else and how they grew up to in ideal conditions that later positions them to easily win while i’m just fighting pointlessly to catch up yk

 

[tall0ner]

Yea man it hurts for me especially when you see everyone else and how they grew up to in ideal conditions that later positions them to easily win while i’m just fighting pointlessly to catch up yk

goes for girls friends job etc

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

Yea man it hurts for me especially when you see everyone else and how they grew up to in ideal conditions that later positions them to easily win while i’m just fighting pointlessly to catch up yk

I know the pain but your genetically curry you have that brutal demonic work effort go get paper then you’ll get anything you want.

 

[tall0ner]

I know the pain but your genetically curry you have that brutal demonic work effort go get paper then you’ll get anything you want.

shit is unironically motivating